1999.10.21
the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance
the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live
u're just afraid of someone breaking ur heart
u never learned to live u gave up from the start


1999.10.24
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only those who risk going too far can possibly 
find out how far one can go. 
                     --T.S. Elliot


1999.10.24
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but i am waiting, i will wait, i must wait.
�������... �줣���A�S�ݮ`�Ȫ�����,
�ڤ�|���, ���h�R...
for now, i will wait...


1999.11.11
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�A���n�N���n�z��  �{�b�u�Q�j��
�ںާA���Q it's my life my life my life!


1999.11.13.
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�u�O�ܷQ�X�h����... :p


1999.11.15.
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(�S�}�l�J���ûy...)


1999.11.16.
�n�а�... ><   ���I�ߦǷN�N���Pı...
i like french, i like being able to speak french,
but i hate my french teacher so much!!!
�Q���o�V�O������perfection�ζH
��Q���o�ۥH���O������assumptions
but i really, really, really like french...
�W�F��~�h�n���u������
���O�AŪ�U�h�S�i��|���Q���H���İ�... GRR
�`���S�O�@�ӷ|�@����U�h�L�k�M�w������D

today's sad realization...
after u've tried your best 
and became the best you can be,
your best will still not be enough.
if u normally act poorly or averagely, 
ppl will notice your improvements or your succcess.
but if you are always at your best,
ppl will only see your occasional mistakes;
and they will judge you by that one mistake.
maybe it's in human nature:
we don't like to see each other being better than us;
so we're always waiting for the time when someone trips.
and then we'd laugh and make a big deal out of it--
regardless about how much effort and hard work the person
has put in to his/her work prior to this little mistake.
mistakes are inevitable, aren't they?
�H�D�t��  �E��L�L...
then why... why can one small mistake
ruin a whole life time's reputation so easily??
�@�i�կȺw�W�F�@�p�w�¾����N�A�]���O�M�ժ��F?!
what happened to forgiveness
what happened to second chances
what happened to sympathy
����ɭԶ}�l  �j�a�����u�ѤU�ۤv
����ɭԶ}�l  �j�a�u�Q��O�H��b�}�U...

�٬O--�O�ڤS�b�p�D�j�@�F��?


1999.11.26
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�S�O�ݻŪ����n�@��  ���e���@�d��ƥ����۸ѨM�@
everybody�Q�n����  everything won't be ok
�C�I���@�M�@��  �K�I������O�����u
a busy game everyday  ���b�ƨg���@��
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�߫�s�� �W���IJ�  �ڪ���t �ڦb�r��
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�z�Q���L����  �R���r�P������
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(from 'may day'-- '�ͬ�')


1999.12.1.
�e�ѧ�ˤF�}, �{�b�ܦ��_�}��melody�F...
nothing really seems to be going right lately...
�N�s�b�W���Ҥ]ť������, �S���Q�h�Ǯդ@�_�@�_���樫.. :p
���ѬO�V�Ѫ��Ĥ@��... ������ı��,��u�N�o��ֹL�h�F��...
�����D������, ���@�عw�P... ���~�V�ѷ|�Pı�ܺ���,
���O�]�|�k���k��@�Ѥ@�Ѵ�L... �ڤ��|����
�`���|�O�@�ӫ��������V��.
ı�o�٨S���ɶ��y��term one�����G,
term two�����L�N�w�g�i�}�F...
���I�ݤ��L�𪺷Pı, ��b���I��...

�C�ӤH�����@�q�L�h
�L�h�����L�h�F��
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gotta get on with ur life


1999.12.05.
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�ڤ]���ӲM���@���W�ڬݨ��F����
�u�O���������e����
hoping i end up in a better place ba

�b�a�̥V�v����ܵΪA, ���L����A���b�ڤ���...
���ѤS�O�P���@�F, ���L���@�g�N�n�i�}�F...
���ఽ�i, �S�n�}�l�Υ\�F...
ai ai ai... �ڬO�ڹC�������ָ�


2000.01.07.

�񧹴H���o! �j�a�쥻��ߤF�ѥb�Ѫ�y2k bug �]�S���o�@��... 
�����D�A�̪��ߤ��O���O�]�M�ڤ@��, ���@�Dz��W�䧮������O?
�����O�Q�F�ܤ[���ư�, �S�Q��C�Ӱ�a����F�j��r���h�dz�,
���G����Ƥ]�S�o��... �`���Pı�N�O���I���ӹ��!
12/31 �ߤW�Q�@�I�h���ɭ�, melody��B�ͯ��b����E���˼ƤH�餤,
�߸̷Q�ۦp�G�ݷ|��������O���¤F, ���ڷ|���|�Q�W�ê��H�s�򦺰�?
�S�Q, �p�G�u�����B���Ȩ��ڭn�������^�a��?? �s�a�����򤽨��|���??
�`�����`��... �ڳQ�A�F...

��F�o��melody�^�x�W���ɭԷh�F�a... ���I�����a...
�ɶ��[�F��F��N�|���ͷP����, �S�O�O���F12�~���Фl...
�L�קڷh�h���Ӱ�a���Ӧa��, �ڳ᳣̫�|�^�쨺�өФl...
but now it won't ever be the same again...
�Фl�n��H�F, �ڤj���O�A�]�S�����|�^�h�F...
�̫�@���^�h���ɭԬݨ��Q�h�o�ŪŪ��ж�, 
�u��ı�o�n�˷P... �S�O�O�ݨ�Q�d�U�Ӫ���������d�M��...
���ܦh�ۤv�p�ɭԪ��Ӥ�, �ڳ��M���ﯻ����ά��⪺��A, 
�{�bı�o�ܩ_��, �گu���O���w�L�������? (�{�b�Wanti-pink��)
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�p�ɯu�����۳���, �ڤ@�����@�Ӧۤv�Q���X�Ӫ��@��,
�̭����H�ƪ����O�ڷQ�n���ˤl...
�ӥB�ڤ����w����, �u���O�ܦw�R���@�Ӥp��...
�@���O�@�Ӥ��ݺ��e�d�q�����q�ʤ֧n�x���p��...
�{�b��... �ܱo�V�ӶV�R���ܤF. �]�\�O�I�q�F�Ӥ[�a!
�]�γ\, �H�N�O�o�˪�, always going from stage to stage 
in their lives, always changing... ��������...

�e�X�Ѧb�M�B�ͭ̽ͬ�����@�ӤH�i�H���w�@�ӤH, �S�M�t�@�ӤH
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���ӥû��O�̦n�a! �O�o�˪���.. ��ӤS�ݤF'��������', ��n�N
�O�b���@�˪��Ʊ�... hmm... ��ı�o�ڤ�����O�|�G�ۤv���X�@��
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�̤@�w�|�D�`�D�`������...

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���O�ڤ��|���ۤv�A�@���ѰO��y��... 
(�qhawaii�^�x�W���ɭԧڴX�G���|����y...)

kinda tired... �̪�]���ɮt��ۤv���ɶ��d�o�äC�K�V��...

��F, it snowed yesterday, it snowed very very hard...
but the snow didn't stay... it wasn't cold enough...
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�i�O��F�ש��Ǫ��ɭ�, ���N���F...
�ͩR���N�O���o��h�F��, �A�٨Ӥ��Ψɨ��ξǷ|�Y�०,
���N�w�g���F, ��ˤ]�ꤣ�^��...


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