| A concerned brow and the shivers 6 Sep. 04 About a month ago Alucard and I saw Connie And Carla and Fahrenheit 9/11 consecutively. We were chatting outside the first cinema when these two aussie boys walked pass and said Hello, then one of them told me that he likes the way I look, that I look *shivers* nice. In my good mood [chatting with Alucard], I ended up smiling and saying "thanks" without realising, until 5 seconds later, what the hell I just said to two 11 or 12 year old boys! >_< Now I feel deeply disturbed� I was trying to figure out what to do for my dad on Father�s Day that wouldn�t upset him (I was planning to clean up the backyard and his junk/parts that infects the place you see). Brought me back to the previous years. Bought him a badge, �world�s greatest dad� key ring, a �dad� coaster, a shotglass, then a long couple of my teen years of no gifts. Or at least nothing that I could remember. lol. I remember having �plans� to buy him a couple of things though. Like last year I wanted to get him a tradesman�s belt but I didn�t make the time to purchase it. So this year, being reminded of the terrible gifts I use to give when I only had the max of 5 bucks to spend, I looked around at my parent�s bedroom and there it was, what my gift would be. Spent half the day cleaning and re-arranging my parents room in the midst of cousin�s visiting and kids to help watch over. My parents went out that night so I spent half my night finishing off the room. As I was fixing up one more thing, the lamp, I suddenly felt a charge go through my body for what seemed like one and a half seconds and realised I just touched an exposed cord. o_o My heart was beating like a hole but my breathing was more deep. Gees that�ll teach me� And to think I did really well in electronics! Smack bang! Yikes 7 Sep. 04 From x-horizon from bash from IRC chats: <Cthon98> hey, if you type in your pw, it will show as stars <Cthon98> ********* see! <AzureDiamond> hunter2 <AzureDiamond> doesnt look like stars to me <Cthon98> <AzureDiamond> ******* <Cthon98> thats what I see <AzureDiamond> oh, really? <Cthon98> Absolutely <AzureDiamond> you can go hunter2 my hunter2-ing hunter2 <AzureDiamond> haha, does that look funny to you? <Cthon98> lol, yes. See, when YOU type hunter2, it shows to us as ******* <AzureDiamond> thats neat, I didnt know IRC did that <Cthon98> yep, no matter how many times you type hunter2, it will show to us as ******* <AzureDiamond> awesome! <AzureDiamond> wait, how do you know my pw? <Cthon98> er, I just copy pasted YOUR ******'s and it appears to YOU as hunter2 cause its your pw <AzureDiamond> oh, ok. I just have to� lol. Oh yeah � he�s got it down stone cold but some of the ice is melting 10 Sep. 04 Latest Astrology News - September Words of Wisdom by George Carlin The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbour. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less. These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete. Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side. Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember, to say, "I love you" but most of all mean it. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak, and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind. AND ALWAYS REMEMBER: Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. If you don't send this to at least 8 people.... who cares? George Carlin ______________________________________________________________________________________________ And quite a lot of wisdom I�ve been taking rather seriously (even before the above was posted). Arrows forward 17 Sep. 04 I was trying to avoid doing one of those telephone survey things but I didn�t have the heart to say no, so we rescheduled for another day when I was �less busy�. This survey was from the Government and they wanted to know of �young people�s thoughts on drugs�. I tried to outflank the scheduled call on the 10th by getting online and trying to block the call. Just when I thought I made it through the day (it was an hour till their working day was over) and they weren�t going to call me, they called and I picked up. *rolls eyes* I swear I have the worst luck ever and you could be thinking, �hey, cool it, you�re over-thinking this situation loser lol� but honest I�ll get to the end soon. lol. So I did the survey and by the end of it, I realised that I pretty much know nothing about drugs especially what�s in them. Just because I don�t use drugs, I guess that�s not a good enough reason for me to not learn about it. Quite an eye-opener. Yesterday strangely followed the same eye-opening flash. An AAPT door-to-door salesman was promoting their services in our area. I wasn�t the owner and my parents were out so I declined any services they had to offer. Then the guy asked how old I was and if I was looking for a job. *Ding!* He said that I sounded like a smart girl and they were recruiting. The full-timers made around $800-900 a week. *Ding! Ding!* The salesman didn�t even see me because of my one-way screen door so it was sort of a bizarre experience. *Ding! Ding! Ding�* :-\ Progression 20 Sep. 04 Been told that I sound smart � and the line �well that must be a disappointment� comes to mind lol � more often lately. Been told that I�m kinda weird too, but it seems to be a cool kind of weird� I�ve even been told that living here [in the city/area I live in now] is too small for me, that I was born to live in a bigger city. Heh that I�d have to agree with. It�s interesting to hear these things, even from people I hardly or actually, don�t know. I was at mdwav�s 19th on Saturday for a pretty good food stall :-� and catch-up. I hadn�t seen a Shinjuki�s girl, V since my 18th and even then, we didn�t get to chat (actually that seemed to happen a lot that night lol). I was in the lounge, just breaking, when V took a seat. I fed myself a Mars bar and offered her some of the delicacies (Burger Man chips and Mars bars). I started talking about the Burger Man chips because there was a huge bag full of it then like an hour or so later the room could be seen filled with Playstation 2 players/hooters and R&B [literally] shaking music. We had a huge conversation about society psychologically and it was refreshing to have such a long, interesting convo with someone. Been so damn long since I had a good one (since the end of July at Alucard�s actually)! She mentioned a couple of things that were flattering where on certain occasions, I actually felt the opposite. I do wonder about what makes people see me that certain way (especially if it�s a plus and plus thing) because sometimes I can�t see it myself, and that� I dunno. It makes me want to hug and kiss just everyone I know! � Damnit okay that�s it for now. *giggle* |
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