| 15 Jan 04 *cracks up at the mid-Jan about-to-be post* =) I might as well start this off properly and say: Hellooo fellow 04-ers. Good of you to make it past �03 and into yet another year of my rants and self-loathing and gripe and irregular blogging and likes and stupid yet important issues of my day to day life and for the love of god breathe! Phew-ee! I almost forgot that breathing is needed in order for me to live. Or more importantly, speak. Don�t take that away from me! *runs in circles before being stopped by a wall* :-� I really do hope that everyone�s been hip and dandy *suddenly points to her invisible self and laughs �geek!�* since my regards on Christmas day last year. I don�t know about anyone else but I really did have a kicking time since my last post. It has been a massive hit of enjoyment being with friends at whatever event we attended and I don�t want to go back to [high] school in a week or so! That�ll just bruise me. Truly, bruisable� However, I�m happy to be able to bask in the memories of the fun I�ve had this year so far�even if my memory isn�t so cool. Parties, day-outs, celebrations, strangeness-ness, walking, talking, swimming, happiness, paranoia, annoyance, fulfillment, enjoyment, sheer laziness, regrets, anger, shopping� *shakes out of thinking about shopping* �among other things have been exposed to the public. Where to start will have to be postponed till�it isn�t 11pm�what the bleeding!? Sleepy bye byes. Goo. Goo. 17 Jan 04 Adam Brody is so gorgeous and another talented actor I so adore. I could just stare at this and smile at his naturalness. *smiles at his naturalness* Ioan Gruffudd (I�m unsure as to how his name is really pronounced) has been added to my favourite actors list as well. Been growing attached to him since ABC started to repeat the Hornblower movies again. I�m watching out for King Arthur this year as he plays Lancelot. It should be good, just as James Caviezel will be in The Passion Of Christ�I am so wanting to see that! �Okay so neither of those things above is what I really wanted to say right now� I had� I had this �nightmare� last night�because it certainly wasn�t a good dream�but it perturbed me more than it was scary and that itself is disturbing! The scene was set. I was on an outing with a couple of friends in the CBD of some city, and Alucard needed to go to the restroom. For some odd reason the restroom was in an underground train station that she knew of. I felt a moment of worry when the entrance to the restroom was as tight as my having to squeeze through it sideward! I think my head almost got stuck! But I passed phase one, only to realise the lighting in there was almost as bad as it could get: white fluorescent lights! Those give me headaches and the atmosphere it creates is just too cold for my taste. *forces out a shy smile* That was phase two and I swear I thought all my worst fears were going to make me face them. I wanted it to end! I spoke too darn soon. All the cubicles were either taken or unusable in the first room of the facility. All the cubicles were either taken or unusable in the second room of the facility. Then there was the last room, it was so far down from the entrance� I felt uncomfortable but being so frustrated at not being able to bag a cubicle yet, I practically marched down there, followed by a few other people. I got one. Not a useable one but I got one then I heard this gasp in the stall next to me so I went out and there was a girl who turned to me and said something. I don�t remember what it was but it was when my vision panned outwards and I saw what it was� a small, black, rotted body stuffed in the toilet bowl. I needed time to comprehend what was happening and just as I was doing that, my vision panned outward again and saw a fresh body half stuffed in the toilet bowl two stalls away from the first. � I shouted for everyone to get out of the restroom and we all ran out the back door. I saw an officer and told him there were two bodies in the bathroom before walking a few of meter�s away, staring at nothing in particular and vomiting on the platform, along with a couple of other people. Then I was out of the station with Kay trying to get to a station called �Pillard�. I was reluctant to go anywhere so she had to drag me to come along�almost getting hit by a car once�up until she asked where that station was. The person she asked said that you had to go back into the station we just came out of and go from there. Like hell I wanted to go back in there! I was practically tugging a war with Kay until I just let her take me in. We asked again for the direction of Pillard Station and was told that the only way to get to the other side and find out was to go through that restroom�WTF aye?!�to which to our luck, was sealed by the cops already. I woke up thirsty and all tense at around 8:30am this morning. Tried to get back to sleep but needed to go to the toilet first�toilet! Of all things, why are the coincidences I encounter always so uber-coincidental?! >_< Woke up [again] three hours later. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. 24 Jan 03 I had like 3 chocolate bars and three mint lollies. I feel crap. I know what I�m supposed to do but I just don�t want to do it right now. I just� things have been tightening around the returning to school aspect of my life and it�s rather difficult for me to even make a well structured sentence without several pauses in between. Going back to school; with that grade; with what I know about teacher�s dislike of the grade; with me being in that grade and the teacher�s dislike for the grade putting me as a �dislike� as well, sounds superbly uninviting. I�m living with my cousins for a few days while my parents holiday in Tassie, returning tomorrow night. Trying to do all this school borework and assignments are menacing. I�m not feeling good. I don�t feel good. I slap my stupid feelings. Heh. What was good though was receiving a call from Alucard yesterday. Couldn�t talk long because of the bill but it was nice to hear from her from sunny China. I can expect nice earmuffs and pom-pom socks upon her return. Ahh happy days. =) I miss all my friends and that itself is� *sigh* I need a holiday, a real holiday and I should have taken it. So much for my not wanting to mope around again. X_x 26 Jan 03 A Forward from CLV: My answers are highlighted BTW. ================================================================= Dr. Phil's Test - Here ya' go ... try this. Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55 -- he did this test on Oprah -- she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out. Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Don't peek but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now, not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers. ================================================================= 1. When do you feel your best? a) in the morning b) during the afternoon and early evening c) late at night 2. You usually walk... a) fairly fast, with long steps b) fairly fast, with little steps c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face d) less fast, head down e) very slowly 3. When talking to people you... a) stand with your arms folded b) have your hands clasped c) have one or both your hands on your hips Don't get any ideas, it's so not like that. Plus, it varies with different people and situations! >> d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair 4. When relaxing, you sit with... a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side b) your legs crossed Sometimes it's (d) as well. >> c) your legs stretched out or straight d) one leg curled under you 5. When something really amuses you, you react with... An appreciated laugh more like it. >> a) big appreciated laugh b) a laugh, but not a loud one c) a quiet chuckle d) a sheepish smile 6. When you go to a party or social gathering you... a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed 7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted... a) welcome the break b) feel extremely irritated c) vary between these two extremes 8. Which of the following colors do you like most? a) Red or orange b) black Yellow. >> c) yellow or light blue d) green e) dark blue or purple f) white g) brown or gray 9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep... a) stretched out on your back b) stretched out face down on your stomach c) on your side, slightly curled d) with your head on one arm e) with your head under the covers 10. You often dream that you are... a) falling b) fighting or struggling c) searching for something or somebody d) flying or floating e) you usually have dreamless sleep f) your dreams are always pleasant POINTS: 1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6 2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1 3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6 4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1 5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2 6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2 7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4 8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1 9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1 10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1 Now add up the total number of points. DON'T LOOK BEYOND THIS UNTIL YOUR HAVE COMPLETED AND SCORED YOURSELF. OVER 60 POINTS: Others see you as someone they should "handle with care." You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you. 51 TO 60 POINTS: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate. 41 TO 50 POINTS: (47 Points) Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out. 31 TO 40 POINTS: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful, practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it, if that trust is ever broken. 21 TO 30 POINTS: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, slow and steady; It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature. UNDER 21 POINTS: People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions; who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't. ================================================================= I guess it�s pretty accurate, although some of the multiple choice answers were a little off. Some didn�t have what I would have answered. *shrug* :-� |
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