New Start

I have now decided that I can no longer reside in the same country as him. I cannot forget him unless I get as far away as possible from him. How can I breathe the same air as him?

There are so many memories and so many places that we visited, which remind me of him. I cannot bear the loneliness anymore and worse my heart refuses to accept the fact that he is no longer a part of my life.

I was wondering when a loved one dies, do people really get on with their lives? Is that person really forgotten? What happens to the memories, do they get boxed up and locked away?

I am trying to sort out my life here so that I can get as far away as possible. I am not sure if it's the right decision but this is the only door that is open to me at the moment. I am trying to convince myself that it's definitely a new start that is needed.

I am going to sign off now. If you have read the whole of my story then I can only imagine that you must be another person who has had their heart broken.

I can't offer any advice but I am sure things get better. The birds haven't stopped singing, the sun is still shining, it's only when the night falls and then the memories come to haunt but I am sure they will be replaced one day.

There is hope!! If you want to contact me then my email address is [email protected]

Have a wonderful life and try not to hurt anyone from a caring person.