Face 2 Face Conversation.

We then went to the restaurant and I didn't order anything, as I was too nervous too eat, so he ordered an orange juice for me and chips and peas for himself plus coke, which I later came to realise was his favourite drink.

We sat there opposite each other, he talked whilst I sat there watching him eat. He wanted to know why I wanted to know him. Wow, that's a direct question, I thought to myself. It definitely made me wonder as well, what was I doing here with him?

Then it suddenly dawned on me, that I really liked him and wanted to be with him but I got tongue-tied and couldn't tell him. I can't remember what I said to him or whether or not he was convinced. He told me that a lot of girls are interested in him because of his profession and I told him that I had no intention of starting a band.

When my grilling had finally finished, we went outside and sat on the grass and ate ice cream and talked a bit more. Then we got back in the car and drove back to London.

He parked up on a side road near the station and knew I was getting a bit nervous. He tried to make me feel comfortable by asking me where I was and I told him the name of the area.

He then sat there looking at me and I suddenly felt really shy and hid my face, as at this time I was getting really nervous and I just wanted to get out of the car but that would have been really rude.

So I sat there praying for my ordeal to be over. He then said I had been looking at him throughout the whole journey and he just wanted to look at me. He wanted to kiss me but he was charming enough to not come near me instead sat in his seat with his eyes shut. I just sat there in amazement as I had never been in this situation before and I definitely didn't want to kiss him, as I didn't know how to.

When I just sat there, he finally realised that he has made really nervous and I can't remember if I was shaking but he took my hand and kissed it and I felt myself tremble.

He then dropped me off at the station and wanted a hug but I sat there holding to the little monkey he had bought me and he said that it's not fair that the money is getting a hug and he wasn't.

I got out of the car and just hurried towards the train station, as I just wanted to get away and by this time I was getting worried about my parents finding out that I wasn't where I was supposed to be.

I arrived home and luckily my parents didn't ask me too many questions.