:: Never Forget ::
Much to my Awareness,
I saw him walk my way
My eyes looked down to the floor,
As I didn't know what to say
Nerves, they took control of me
I trembled where I sat
Walking towards me was the man
Who unknowingly had my heart
His eyes they stared into mine
He smiled that gorgeous smile
My night had been so boring
but he made it all worthwhile
"Want to Dance?" he asked me
How could I say No?
Once I was in his arms
I didnt want him to let go.
It all seemed so Surreal
As he held me tight & close
Unaware of my feelings
I'm the only one that knows
Words cannot describe it
I think of him all the time
It's been hard accepting
That he will never be mine..
It was the first time he had hugged me
The first time we'd shared a kiss
It felt so nice just being with him
& the reason why...is this...
7 months I had known him
& feelings were growing strong
Didn't do anything about it though
because I knew it was wrong
I hid my feelings all that time
& didn't tell a soul
I was scared of how it'd affected me
it began to take control
He'd shown so much attention
Managed to make me feel good
Treated me nicely, & with respect
Just like any guy should
One night, he held my hand
As we walked along the street
Everytime my eyes met his
My heart would skip a beat
Knowing I was with him
It just felt like a dream
"Was he only messing about?
Or was he actually keen?"
I asked if he was married
The reply then broke my heart
I wanted to cry and walk away
Deep down I was falling apart
He pulled me closer towards him
And gently gave me a kiss
I was unable to pull away
he was too hard to resist
He led me to a corner
Where we both got led astray
I remember all that happened
As if it were yesterday
I really believed he liked me
But again, my heart sunk
Realised he had no feelings
it only happened cos he was drunk
I've tried hard to get over this
& move on with my life
Accept that it wont happen again
Because he has a Wife
My dreams have all been shattered
My world appears to have darkened
I'll not cry because it's over though..
I'll smile because it happened
At least he's willing to be friends
And one day, we will see
If it'll ever be possible
For him to fall for me
I thoroughly enjoy his company
I'm so glad that we met
The night I had him to myself
Is one I'll never Forget
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: About this Poem :
I wrote this after falling for a Man who earned my trust after approaching me in a Nightclub and taking the time to get to know me.
He seemed the perfect Gentleman at first - but the lies were discovered after I realised he had a Wife and 2 children at Home.
I wrote this the Night I found out.
- Site Copyright by Vickky Humphrey
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