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:: Hardest Thing ::
I sit and wonder how things would be If things were different between you & me There comes a time where I�ll often think "Why can�t we just go for a drink?" Making up Lies, and sneaking around Hoping the truth will never be found We go through this hassle, we take the chance To have this secret & discreet romance.. I shouldn't enjoy it, I know that it's wrong, The way you make me feel, won�t last that long. Sooner or later, you�re bound to get bored, And move on with your life, knowing you�ve "scored". I�ll be forgotten, Let�s wait and see.. How long it takes for you to forget me. But in the meantime, I plan to enjoy, All I ask is ~ don�t treat me like a Toy. You told me one Night that you�ve plenty of time, To get to know me, although you�ll never be mine. I appreciated your words, they made me Smile, Realised all this chasing, had become worthwhile. For months on end, you�ve shown me affection, Wherever I went, You got my Attention. I still sit and wonder, where will it End? And when it does, will you still be a friend? I hope that we can be friends for so long, And people start realising that it isn�t wrong. We made a mistake, which we managed to sort, We just want to be friends, in the time that we�ve got. If you didn�t care what other people think, We�d be able to go for a quiet little drink. We�d not have to hide and look over our shoulders, be able to relax as we both got older. Buts that�s life, it�s the way everything goes, So we�ll have to make sure, that no one ever knows. You�ve made it clear that you only want to be friends, I�m happy enough that we�ve now made Amends. We�ve both agreed to try start afresh, And hope that it doesn�t doesn�t become a mess. I�ll try my hardest, If you do the same, Just please don�t treat me like I�m some sort of game. It�s hard enough for me, knowing it�s true that you don�t feel for me, what I feel for you I�ve managed to accept it, and hope that one day you�ll realise you love me, and turn round and say: "Remember years ago when you spoke to me one night & your feelings for me were brought into light? Well now I realise, That I�d tried to deny the way that I felt, although I don�t know why Do you still feel the way I feel for you? Please tell me that you still feel this way too.." Until that day comes, I�ll learn to move on It�ll be hard to do, since I�ve liked you this long But my hearts on the mend, after previously being broken Because a lot of nasty words were spoken I�m now facing facts, that you have a wife & I shouldn�t be considering you entering my life I've suffered enough, I've endured so much pain I've said it once and I'll say it again: "The hardest thing to do on this earth is watch sum1 you love - love somebody else." I've felt this pain, and know that it's true So never again will I fall for you |
: About this Poem :
Written about a friendship I have with an older man, who just so happens to be married.
I once fell for him, but have since moved on after this poem was written. Basically the point I was trying to get across is the puzzling reason as to why some people disagree on married men being friends with young girls. Not every man is after one thing, which my good friend has proved once he realised how much he loved his Wife. - Site Copyright by Vickky Humphrey ::Hurt/Anger::
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