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:: He's Fucked ::
He sits alone in the crowded hall All eyes on him, making his skin crawl Frightened to move incase he is seen Afraid of them all, he's just another teen Searching for something that isn't really there They mock him as if they don't even care But they don't know just what they do He's down, he's fucked, he won't pull through Too much time, he's spent in disguise Trying to be you, the one's he's despised Tried to fit in, tried to belong Trying to figure out just where he went wrong If you'd tried too then he'd still be here Did you hate him that much or was it just fear? He was better than you and that's what you found For regret's all you know now he's dead in the ground How do you feel? Do you cry every night? It's what you deserve, you took away his life But now he's free of the grip held by you And one day you'll feel what you put him through You never just let him be who he was Without taunting his life, not needing a cause He did nothing to you but you didn't care You left him with nothing but the sight of your stare So now it's all over and he's dead and gone He thought he could cope but he just wasn't that strong His misery was all he'll ever know now You want to forget but you'll never know how You pushed him so far, now he can't get up You laughed at his cries, but you didn't know he was fucked You scarred him for life, now he'll never know Just how good it feels to let the pain go |
: About this Poem :
After reading this you will probably have already guessed that it was written about my first boyfriend, Jamie. Who hung himself after being bullied.
Basically it's my Letter to the people who drove him to end his life. - Site Copyright by Vickky Humphrey ::Hurt/Anger::
Why Me?
I Wish Mum Dear John Dear Diary If Only Heartbroken Angel He's F*****d Suicidal Thoughts Nobody Is Perfect More... ::Friendship::
Best Mates
Fall Out Changes Laughs A Borrowed Shoulder Patching it up Moving On Differences Growing Up Times Of Need More... ::Love::
Dear John
Never Forget Mum Died 4 Love I Lied Cant Play The Song Lost 4 Words Ask 4 a Kiss You Hardest Thing More... ::Other::
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