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:: I Lied ::
You asked me a Question With a stutter, I replied, Instead of being Honest I'm afraid that I Lied, I really didn't mean it, to cause you such Heartache I shouldn't have even answered, knowing your heart would break You looked to the Ground, as a tear fell from your Eye You then crouched down to your Knees, & let out a long Sigh Looking at me longingly, You let go of my Hand Just what was I thinking? I didn't even understand I was scared of my Feelings, & didn't tell you the Truth I kept it all hidden, I was beyond my own youth Not knowing what would happen, If I was to say The words you wanted to hear, in order to make you Stay Thats just what I wanted, You've no Idea how much Because I told a Lie, We've sadly now lost Touch If only I'd told you, the honest answer to your Query I'd no longer be feeling, so Insecure and weary If only you hadn't left the important Question to rest So when asked if I loved you, I would've said "yes". |
: About this Poem :
This poem was written shortly after my Ex, John & I had a long heart to heart. We were together for 7months last year after becoming friends in March.
He was 37, I was 17 so although I loved him, I chose not to give our relationship a second chance because of the wide age gap. It hurt like hell telling him I didn't love him when I did (and still do), and so I wrote this poem. - Site Copyright by Vickky Humphrey ::Hurt/Anger::
Why Me?
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Best Mates
Fall Out Changes Laughs A Borrowed Shoulder Patching it up Moving On Differences Growing Up Times Of Need More... ::Love::
Dear John
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