Okay I decided to jump on the bandwagon and have an online journal. I'm just giving you all a warning. I'm gonna be writing what I feel so don't freak out okay! I am a very emotional person, so expect lots of emotions okay? Don't hesitate to e-mail me about anything you read here. Also if I inadvertnely hurt somebodies feelings, you know it's not personal, cuz you all know I would never want to hurt anybody!
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Well I guess the day has finally arrived. A while ago I started an account on Vox b/c it looked really neat. Turns out I do more stuff on there then I do on my own website. So I've decided to move my blog to Vox. Just so you know you can reach it at http://robeano.vox.com/. I hope you will all go there to enjoy my pictures and what not! Tootles!!
November 28, 2006 So I had an interesting revelation today. I was talking to Grant on the phone after youth today, and I mentioned something. Now last summer, like not the one just past the one previous I remember I was swimming at Grant's house. (when he still lived with his parents) We were all talking about stuff and the topic of confrontation came up. I distinctly remember Rod telling me that I would be the perfect person to confront people b/c I was so caring it would be evident that I was doing it out of love. That b/c I was scared of it I wouldn't just go around telling everybody what to do. At the time I laughed b/c anybody who knew me then knew that I didn't say anything to anybody b/c I was so scared of losing my friends or to hurt people. So almost a year and a half later I was talking to Grant on the phone. I mentioned to him that I remember Rod saying something to me a while ago and how it stuck out so much in my life, almost like it was a prophecy or somthing. B/C the weird part about this story is that after Rod told me that, I started to confront people. I'm still learning, I know I don't always do it right. Some people believe in gray, I don't. I see everything in black or white, in right or wrong. And sometimes I get so upset when I see people doing something wrong, or when I see an injustice. It's not always appropriate for me to call people on it though and I'm starting to learn to listen to the spirit b/c it will guide me. I can't be the world's conscience. It's far to demanding for me. Anyways so back to my story, after I said it sounded like a prophecy Grant stopped the conversation and said. "You know Dad has the gift of prophecy right?" I said no, and I was "oh..". So I think, I have just had a spiritual revelation today. I think it's kinda neat. I know I'm still a little rough around the edges when it comes to knowing exactly what to do but I'm learning. And I think the people around me are patient with me and I appreciate that. |