Ever get so tired that you wanna cry? That's how I feel right now. All this week I've had to be at work at 6:30 am. That for me is very early. But for some reason I've been trying to go to bed earlyer but I can't seem to fall asleep even though I go to bed earlyer. I am so exhaused, every morning it gets worse waking up. Plus normally at work I'd only have to work 40 hours a week, this week I'm going to be working 45. That's a lot for a girl who hasn't done that since August last year. I'm tired!! I was in bed before 11:00 pm last night but I don't think that I fell asleep until at least 11:30. I was so upset b/c I wanted to sleep b/c I was tired but I couldn't. I had prayed and everything it's just that my body doesn't want to fall asleep then. I'm gonna try to be in bed by 10:30 tonight so that hopefully I can fall asleep by at least 11:00 b/c I have to get up at 5:45 am. Grr that is so early! Hopefully next week I won't be the 6:30 person! Oh I hope not!! But for some reason I can imagine them doing that all summer long. Maybe I should get a new job... It's just this place is really starting to get to me b/c I'm there so often. And I haven't worked a shift with Erin is so long that I really miss her. I never knew how much I LOVED working with her, and how much better she made my shift. So I'm off to look for a job at a summer camp. Hope it's not too late to apply.

May 11, 2006

I know, I know. It's been "forever" since I wrote. I've tried many times and I've even started a few entries but they never got finished. So much has been going on in the last while. And yes my brain is okay now, it died but a miracle happened and it was brought back to life lol! (mostly called "school's done" lol) I don't get to see my marks until May 23. (very irrating!!) But I do know 3 of my grades so that's cool. I'm currently tring to apply for scholarships for the next year. If I can get enough scholarships or bursaries to fund my schooling I'm set! That would be sweet. Mom and I figured it out and if I save my money that I make this summer I will have enough to pay off my two credit cards completly!! Anyways, I know this is really short, but I'm off!