Limits & Checklists



Limits

My "HARD" limits are:
NO Children
Nothing requiring medical care
spacaer(immediate/future care)
Blood
Nothing involving non-consenting participants

My "soft" limits are a little harder to define. I will try anything even if it's something I am not enjoying and don't want to do as long as you're enjoying it either physically or mentally. I hope that part of you enjoys watching my discomfort, and takes pleasure in it.

I say I'll try anything, is that reality or fantasy? Reality. In real life I can't guarantee that I will be able to do as you would like, but I will try my best. There are so many things I have not yet had the chance to engage in trying to set limits is hard.
For example, Tattoos/Piercing... the first week would be too soon for you to ask/order, should the relationship last long enough I would expect and actually look forward to them.

As I become accustomed to doing as told, learning to willingly accept your perverse desires, my reluctance to further give myself will fade away.


D/s-BDSM Play Checklist

Anal sex : Yes - 5
Anal plugs (small) : Yes - 5
Anal plugs (large) : Yes - 5
Anal plug (public, under clothes) : Yes - 5
Animal roles : No - 1
Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders) : No - 3
Asphyxiation with plastic bags: No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Ball stretching : Yes - 5
Beating (soft) : No - 4
Beating (hard) : No - 3
Blindfolds : No - 3
Being serviced (sexual) : No - 1
Breast/chest bondage : N/A
Breath control : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Branding : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Boot worship : No - 2
Bondage (light) : Yes - 4
Bondage (heavy) : No - 4
Bondage (multi-day) : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Bondage (public, under clothing) : No - 4
Cages (locked inside of) : No - 2
Caning : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Castration fantasy : No - 3
Catheterization : No - 3
Cattle prod (electrical toy) : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Cells/Closets (locked inside of) : No - 1
Chains : No - 1
Chastity belts : No - 4
Choking (not same as asphyxiation) : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Chores (domestic service) : No - 3
Clothespegs : Yes - 4
Cock rings/straps : Yes - 4
cock whipping : Yes - 3
Cock worship : Yes - 5
Corsets (wearing casually) : No - 1
Corsets (trained waist reduction) : No - 2
Cuffs (leather) : Yes - 4
Cuffs (metal) : No - 3
Dildoes : Yes- 5
Electricity : Yes - 4
Enemas (for cleansing) : Yes - 5
Enemas (retention/punishment) : No - 3
Enforced chastity : No - 4
Examinations (physical) : No - 2
Face slapping : No - 3
Fantasy abandonment : No - 3
Fantasy rape : No - 4
Fantasy gang-rape : No - 4
Fear (being scared) : No - 3
Fisting (anal) : No - 5
Flame play : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Following orders : Yes - 5
Foot worship : No - 3
Full head hoods : No - 3
Gags (cloth) : No - 3
Gags (inflatable) : No - 3
Gags (phallic) : No - 3
Gags (rubber) : No - 3
Gags (tape) : No - 3
Gas masks : No - 3
Gates of Hell (male) : No - 4
Genital sex : Yes - 4
Golden showers : Yes - 5
Hand jobs (giving) : Yes - 5
Hand jobs (receiving) : Yes - 2
Harnessing (leather) : No - 3
Harnessing (rope) : No - 3
Having food chosen for you : No - 3
Head (give fellatio/cunnilingus) : Yes - 5
Head (rcv fellatio/cunnilingus) : Yes - 2
Hoods : No - 3
Hot waxing : Yes - 3
Ice cubes : Yes - 3
Immobilization : No - 3
Injections : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage : No - 3
Interrogations : No - 3
Kidnapping : No - 3
Leather clothing : No - 3
Leather restraints : Yes - 4
Medical scenes : No - 3
Mouth bits : No - 3
Mummification : No - 3
Nipple clamps : Yes -5
Nipple play/"torture" : Yes -5
Nipple weights : No - 4
Oral/anal play (rimming) : Yes -5
Over-the-knee spanking : Yes -5
Orgasm denial : No - 4
Orgasm control : No - 4
Outdoor scenes : No - 4
Pain (severe) : No - 4
Pain (mild) : Yes - 5
Punishment Scene : No - 3
Riding crops : No - 3
Riding the "horse" (crotch tort.) : No - 3
Rubber/latex clothing : No - 3
Rope body harness : No -3
Cling film wrapping : No - 3
Sensory deprivation : No - 3
Sexual deprivation (short term) : No - 3
Sexual deprivation (long term) : No - 3
Shaving (body hair) : No - 3
Shaving (head hair) : No - 1
Sleepsacks : No - 3
Spanking : Yes - 4
Speculums (Anal) : No - 5
Spitting : No - 3
Spreader bars : No - 4
Standing in corner : No - 2
Stocks : No - 3
Straight jackets : No - 2
Strap-on-dildos (sucking on) : No - 4
Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by) : No - 5
Strap-on-dildos (wearing) : No - 2
Strapping (full body beating) : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Suspension (upright) : No - 3
Suspension (inverted) : No - 3
Suspension (horizontal) : No - 3
Swallowing feces : No - 2
Swallowing semen : yes - 5
Swallowing urine (own only) : Yes - 4
Tampon Training (in ass) : No - 3
Tattooing : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
TENS Unit (electrical toy) : Yes - 4
Thumbcuffs (metal) : No - 3
Tickling : No - 3
Urethral Sounds (metal rods) : No - 3
Uniforms : No - 3
Verbal humiliation : Yes - 4
Vibrator on genitals : yes- 2
Video (watching others) : Yes - 3
Video (recordings of you) : Yes - 4
Water torture : No - 2
Whipping : No - 2
Wooden paddles : No - 3

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Scene Questionnaire, by Sir Viktor


CORPORAL PUNISHMENT
Belts : No - 3
Bruises : No - 3
Cane (leather) : No - 3
Cane (plastic) : No - 3
Cat (braided) : No - 3
Cat (no knots) : No - 3
Crop : No - 3
Leather Paddle : No - 3
Paddle : No - 3
Spanking : Yes - 4
Whip : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Wooden Hair Brush : No - 3
Woodens Paddle : No - 3

ROLE PLAY
Act as objects (cars, furniture, etc) : No - 2
Arrested : No - 2
Baby : No - 2
Burglar Attack : No - 2
Call Girl : No - 2
Cowgirl : No - 2
Interrogation Scene : No - 2
Kidnap Scene : No - 3
Little girl : No - 3
Maid : No - 3
Medical Scene : No - 2
Nun : No - 2
Rape Scene (one) : No - 4
Rape Scene (multiple) : No - 4
Pet Roles : No - 2
Pony Girl : No - 2
Secretary : No - 2
Student : No - 2
Teenager : No - 2
Torture Victim : No - 3

HUMILIATION
Act as objects (furniture, etc) : No - 2
Age Play : No - 2
Bathroom use control : No - 3
Bathroom use in front of others : Yes - 3
Blindfolds : No - 3
Boot worship : No - 2
Chauffering : No - 2
Crawl on 4's : No - 3
Cross Dressing : No - 4
Curse words (Whore, Slut, etc) : No - 3
Curtsy in public : No - 3
Dom chooses food : No - 3
Dom chooses cloths : No - 3
Enema : Yes - 4
Eye contact restrictions : No - ?
Foot worship : No - 3
Forced Cross dressing : No - 4
Forced dressing : No - 2
Forced exercising : No - 2
Forced nudity : No - 3
Forced masturbation : No - 3
Forced prostitution (pretend) : No - 4
Forced slave auction : No - 3
Forced to be a slave : No - 4
Forced to wear a leash : No - 3
Forced to wear see thru clothes : No - 3
Golden shower : Yes - 4
Harem--serving w/other(s) : No - 4
Hood : No - 4
Kneeling : No - 3
Maid services : No - 4
Mask : No - 2
Pet roles (act like a dog, cat, etc) : No - 1
Pet play (forced sex w/pet) : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Scat Play : No - 3
Scolding : No - 4
Spitting in face : No - 3
Serve as ashtray : No - 2
Serve as toilet : No - 4
Serve as waitress : No - 4
Serve others (supervised) : No - 4
Serve others (unsupervised) : No - 4
Shave head : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Shave body hair : No - 4
Shave pubic hair : Yes - 4
Slap face : No - 3
Spanking (public) : No - 3
Speech restriction : No - 2
Stand in corner : No - 2
Suck pacifier : No - 2
Swallow urine : Yes - 4
Take Pictures : Yes - 4
Take Video : No - 4
Verbal Abuse : No - 4
Wear Collar everywhere : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Wear Diapers : No - 2
Write on Body (slut, sissy, worthless, etc.) : Yes - 4

BONDAGE
Arm Sleeves : No - 3
Blindfolds : No - 4
Breasts : No - ?
Gag : No - 4
Cage : No - 2
Chain : No - 2
Chastity Belts : No - 4
Genital : Yes - 4
Harness : No - 4
Hoods : No - 3
Immobilization (short time) : No - 4
Immobilization (long time) : No - 3
Inside a closet : No - 3
Inside a coffin : No - 2
Katherine wheel : No - ?
Leather cuffs : Yes - 4
Leather restraints : Yes - 4
Leg Sleeves : No - 3
Mask : No - 3
Mind : No - ?
Mortuary bag : No - 2
Mouth bits : No - 2
Nipple Clamps : Yes - 4
Rack : No - 3
Rope : No - 4
Saran wrapping : No - 2
Scarves : Yes - 2
Shackles : No - 2
Sleeping bag : No - 2
Sling : No - 4
Spread bar : No - 4
Steel cuffs : No - 3
Steel restraints : No - 3
Stock : No - 3
Straight jacket : No - 3
Suspension (regular) : No - 3
Suspension (up-side down) : No - 3
Suspension (horizontal) : No - 3
Tied to a cross : No - 3
Wrestling : No - 2

EDGE/MIND PLAY
Abrasion : No - 3
Asphyxia : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Branding : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Choking : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Cloth Pins : Yes - 4
Cutting : No /font>(would be determined by length of relationship)
Electric (violet wand) : No - 3
Electric (muscle stimulant unit) : Yes - 4
Face slapping : No - 3
Flesh Hooks : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Gang Rape scenes : No - 4
Genital (weights) : Yes - 4
Genital (cloth pins) : Yes - 4
Genital (pins/needles) : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Genital (rope) : Yes - 4
Genital (vise) : Yes - 4
Genital whipping : No - 4
Gun Play : No/font>(would be determined by length of relationship)
Hair Pulling : No - 3
Hot wax : Yes - 4
Ice : Yes - 3
Fire and Ice (same time) : No - 3
Knife play : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Medical scenes : No - 2
Needles : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Piercing : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Pinching : Yes - 4
Rape Fantasy : No - 3
Slap Face : No - 3
Sleep deprivation : No - 2
Tattoo : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
TENS units : Yes - 4
Tickling : No - 2
Tit (weights) : Yes - 4
Tit (cloth pins) : Yes - 4
Tit (pins/needles) : No (would be determined by length of relationship)
Tit (rope) : Yes - 3
Tit (vise) : Yes - 3
Torture rack : No - 3
Water torture : No - 3

FETISH WEAR
Corsets : No - 3
French maid : No - 3
Child/Baby : No - 2
High Heels : No - 4
Leather : No - 4
Lingerie : No - 4
PVC : No - 2
Rubber : No - 3
Slutty : No - 3
Spandex : No - 2
Uniforms : No - 2
Victorian : No - 2

SEXUAL D/S
Anal : Yes - 5
Anal beads : No - 4
Anal plugs (small) : Yes - 5
Anal plugs (large) : Yes - 5
Anal fisting : No - 5
Anal (vibrator/dildo) : Yes - 4
Benwa balls : No - 2
Bi-sexuality : Yes - 5
Chastity Belt : No - 4
Cock Worship : No - 4
Forced bi-sexuality : No - 5
Hand jobs (giving) : Yes - 4
Hand jobs (receiving) : Yes - 2
Masturbation : Yes - 4
Orgy (more then 3) : Yes - 4
Oral sex (giving) : Yes - 5
Oral sex (receiving) : Yes - 3
Orgasm Control : No - 4
Orgasm Denial : No - 4
Phone sex (voluntary) : Yes - 2
Phone sex (forced to have it with others) : No - 4
Sexual denial (short term) : Yes - 4
Sexual denial (long term) : No - 4
Sexual Double Penetration : No - 2
Swallow semen : Yes - 5
Swapping : No - 4
Threesomes : Yes - 3
Vaginal sex : Yes - 2
Vaginal fisting : No - 0
Vaginal Toys : Yes - 3
Vaginal - Anal intercourse (same time) : Yes - 3
Voyerims (watching master play w/others) : No - 3
Voyerism (watching other play) : No - 3

WRITTEN INFORMATION:
*Write down any other role play activities not mentioned above, which you may be interested to try:
*At this stage, what do you feel are your absolute limits:
*Do you have any medical conditions and emotional concerns that I should know about? (if yes explain below) :
*Why and when did you get into the scene:
*What do you seek from your Dominant:
*What do you offer as a submissive (emotionaly and spiritually)

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gloriabrame.com Questionnaire

Section I: Relationship dynamics.
1. The level that I consider 'ideal' for engaging in BDSM activities would be:
spacaera. Casually, on an occasional basis.
spacaerb. As 'play only', but as part of a committed relationship.
spacaerc. With sincere devotion to my role, but retaining portions of my life that are still 'my own'.
spacaerd. With full time, sincere devotion to my role.
Comments:

2. I consider the MOST important aspect(s) of what I need out of a BDSM relationship to be:
spacaera. Erotic physical intensity with my partner.
spacaerb. Deep emotional connection with my partner.
spacaerc. Both to some degree, but physical, more than emotional.
spacaerd. Both to some degree, but emotional, more than physical.
spacaere. Both equally.
Comments:

3. As for the type of relationship I need, I consider myself to be:
spacaera. Completely monogamous. I only want a one-on-one relationship.
spacaerb. Mostly monogamous. I primarily want a one-on-one relationship, but am open to including others on an occasional basis.
spacaerc. Polyamorous. I hope for a relationship that includes others as long as it is open and honest between all involved.
spacaerd. Casual only. I want no relationship demands on me outside the time I spend with my BDSM partner. Other relationships are my business.
spacaere. Uncommitted to the type of relationship I want.
Comments:

4. My sexual orientation is:
spacaera. Straight.
spacaerb. Bi-sexual.
spacaerc. Bi-curious (no previous experience, but I wish to explore it)
spacaerd. Homosexual.
Comments:

5. Emotionally, I consider myself to be:
spacaera. Very secure. I am a well adjusted person.
spacaerb. Fairly secure. I have had emotional incidents in the past which make some things difficult.
spacaerc. Fairly insecure. I need a lot of evidence that I am in an emotionally safe situation before I can be comfortable.
spacaerd. Insecure. It will take a lot of trust and understanding to overcome previous traumas.
Comments:

6. Physically, I consider myself to be:
spacaera. Completely secure. I have no issues about my appearance.
spacaerb. Fairly secure. I have some issues about my appearance, but generally feel good about myself.
spacaerc. Fairly insecure. I have specific issues about my appearance that I am somewhat uncomfortable about.
spacaerd. Insecure. I am uncomfortable about my appearance.
Comments:

7. Financially, I consider myself to be:
spacaera. Secure. I have no financial issues beyond my control.
spacaerb. Fairly secure. I am basically on top of my financial well-being, but have some concerns about the future.
spacaerc. Fairly insecure. I have concerns about my current financial status, but am not at a point of a major problem.
spacaerd. Insecure. I have serious financial problems and need support from other sources.
Comments:

8. Health-wise, I consider myself to be:
spacaera. Secure. I have no health issues at all.
spacaerb. Fairly secure. I have, or have had, health issues which cause me some minor concern.
spacaerc. Fairly insecure. I have, may have, or have had, health issues which need (or may need) to be carefully monitored. (Note: If you do not KNOW your CURRENT HIV status, then you should select this choice.)
spacaerd. Insecure. I currently have health issues which could be (or become) a problem.
Comments:

Section II: Activity dynamics. (Remember to answer these from YOUR perspective. For example, if you are a dominant, you would answer each question as though you are controlling it. If you are a submissive, you would answer as though you are being controlled in it. If you are a switch, answer it from whichever perspective seems most appropriate to you, understanding that you can add clarifying comments. This listing is meant to cover 'basic' interests for compatibility purposes only and not intended to be all inclusive.)

9. Bondage:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

10: The use of whips, floggers and/or crops:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

11: The use of vibrating devices:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

12. The use of internal toys (dildos, etc.):
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

13. Exhibitionism:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

14. Voyeurism:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

15. Spanking:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

16. Paddling:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

17. Caning:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

18. Fireplay:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

19. Hot waxing:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

20. Using electricity (including using violet wands or TENS devices):
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

21. Resistance scenes (implied 'force', but still consenting):
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

22. Including the use of photography/videotaping:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

23. Deep control aspects (attire, personality, life management):
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

24. Performing oral sex acts:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

25. Receiving oral sex acts:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

26. Domestic or personal services (cooking, cleaning, massaging, etc.):
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

27. Professional services (secretarial, chauffering, etc.):
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

28. Sensual deprivation (using blindfolds, hoods, ear/nose plugs, etc.):
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

29. Roleplay (such as ageplay, fantasy roles etc.):
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

30. Foodplay (including the use of food, condiments, ice, etc. in sexual activities):
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

31. Anal sex:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

32. Beastiality:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

33. Verbal humiliation:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

34. Physical humiliation:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

35. 'Bathroom' play:
spacaera. Appeals to me greatly.
spacaerb. Has some general appeal.
spacaerc. Doesn't appeal to me, but I would consider including it.
spacaerd. Is a complete turn off.
Comments:

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Delos BBS Questionnaire

THINGS I LIKE (or think I'll like):
spacaer (in no particular order)

Shaving:
spacaerYou can shave my Balls/Ass/Pubes

Enemas:
spacaerYou can give me enemas
spacaerHot/Warm/Cold water
spacaerPiss
spacaerBeer (Alcohol)
spacaerMineral Oil
spacaeras punishment
spacaerfor cleaning
spacaerfor your pleasure

Spanking:
spacaerI want to be spanked
spacaerAss
spacaerCock
spacaerwith Hand
spacaerwith Belt
spacaeras Punishment
spacaerfor Your pleasure
spacaerlightly till it tingles
spacaermoderately so it gets warm
spacaerleave red marks lasting an hour

Watersports:
spacaerI want to receive piss
spacaerwhile dressed
spacaerwhile naked
spacaerin ass
spacaeron face
spacaerin mouth
spacaerin mouth and drink it
spacaeras punishment
spacaeras reward
spacaeras humiliation
spacaerforced to drink own piss

Head:
spacaerGently sucking You
spacaerWorking your cock over
spacaerHaving my head forced down on your cock
spacaerBeing Face Fucked
spacaerDeep throating You (with training)
spacaeras punishment
spacaeras reward
spacaerextended time

Anally:
spacaerStuff things up my ass
spacaerSmall
spacaerMedium
spacaerLarge
spacaerDildos & Butt Plugs
spacaerGently
spacaerHard
spacaerLube
spacaerno lube
spacaerBen Gay as lube
spacaeras punishment
spacaeras reward
spacaerfor Your pleasure
spacaerextended time

Fisting:
spacaerI want to be fisted

Tit Torture:
spacaerLight
spacaerModerate
spacaerRough
spacaerwith Fingers
spacaerClothespins
spacaerTit clamps
spacaerhang weights from tits

Cock & Ball Torture
spacaerRough
spacaerStart easy and get serious
spacaerManhandle
spacaerCockrings
spacaerBall stretchers
spacaerClothespins
spacaerBen Gay
spacaerElectrical Stimulation
spacaerSpanking
spacaerHang weights from balls

Bondage:
spacaerLoose
spacaerSnug
spacaerRope
spacaerBelts/Straps
spacaerHandcuffs
spacaerHarness
spacaerBlindfold
spacaerGag
spacaerCollar
spacaerUnder clothes in semi-public
spacaerMummified (Saran Wrap)
spacaerTied to Bed, Chair, etc.
spacaerSpread-eagle

Pain/Discomfort
spacaerLight
spacaerModerate
spacaerbecomes pain with time
spacaerbrief intense pain

Orgasms:
spacaerYours-Important
spacaerAllow mine as reward
spacaerDeny mine as punishment
spacaerOrder me not to between meetings

Misc. things:
spacaerHot Wax
spacaer Tits
spacaer Cock/Balls
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  My Youth

Like most kids, sex started out with the neighborhood kids getting together and playing "doctor." A few years later I learned about masturbation, jacking off. (Something I still do daily) As a kid I also learned about my ass, I started inserting things into my ass when I was still in jr. high.

H.S./College

Despite my fantasies, the only sex I was getting was the straight not too kinky type. Intercourse, oral (giving & receiving), a few girls allowed me to enjoy them anally. One girlfriend while giving me head would rim me. That soon lead to her finger-fucking my ass as she sucked me. This same girlfriend had one of her friends join us in bed, very nice. Besides this one girl, no one else showed the same interest in my ass.
Although the only sex I was getting was "straight & ordinary," my fantasies were anything but. In my fantasies I always played the part of the submissive. The $0.75 hook-up magazines outside the local liquor store gave me most of ideas for my early fantasies... reading the ads and putting myself into the scenarios the ads depicted.

20's-30's

My first experience with M/m sex was in the late 70's at an adult bookstore (Reseda/Sherman Way). I was watching a movie in a booth (yeah, I was jacking off) when a guy stuck his dick through the hole so I sucked it for a while. just my luck I was out of quarters so I had to stop and go get more change, upon getting back the other booth was empty and no one standing in the aisle.
Years passed, I drifted in and out of straight (male-female) relationships, nothing kinky. I started my porn collection once I found out about "Stroke" magazine.

One girlfriend had sex with an ex-boyfriend a few hours prior to having sex with me. Later when she told me about it she asked if I tasted anything. At the time, I was upset she cheated on me but I was also turned on at the thought that she had cuckolded me (although at the time I didn't know the term cuckold).

My second M/m experience came when I called a number on the bathroom wall at the local park where I played tennis. I only went to his house a couple times. Both times I performed oral on him, licked him from head to toe and then he would fuck me.

In the mid nineties I learned about "Drummer magazine and placed an ad. I got a few replies (and replied back to all of them), but only got together with the one guy that was semi-local. Had a great time. I still remember my jaws being sore the next day.
In Drummer I saw the ads for the the Live Video/Chris Rage videos and started my video collection.

30's-Current

Welcome to computers...
Thanks to Delos bbs I got together with a couple guys. The first guy wanted me to come to his place at 2AM, bring my toys and stand naked on his porch. He let me in and I followed him upstairs. He ordered me to strip and get on my knees. He let me suck his cock for a while until he wanted me to see me fuck myself. I laid there on his floor fucking my ass as he watched and jacked off. He told me to lay down, he squatted over me and came all over my chest. He didn�t want me to clean up until I got home.

The second guy invited me over and ordered me to strip. He sat in a chair and had me suck his cock, I remember him being a little forceful, maybe about the right amount back then. He had me bend over, putting my hands on the bed. He started to fuck me. After a while he pulled out, took the rubber off and let me suck him a little more. He pulled out and shot on my face. He let me wash up before I left. The next time was about the same.... he put some pillows on the floor which I laid over, ass up where he fucked me and used some of my dildos on my ass. He fucked me and came into a rubber.

I'm drifting in and out of less straight (male-female) relationships, still nothing kinky.

Then came the internet, the newsgroups, alt.com, yahoo groups.

I have had a few online relationships with Mistresses/Masters via email and instant messaging. They would send me orders for various pictures they wanted me to take and then email to them. Pictures involving me in provocative positions with an assortment of toys and activities.

I have gotten together with 4 guys that wanted a blowjob. I went to one guy, stayed dressed, sucked him off, swallowed and left.
Another guy came by my house twice... the first time he walked in, took his pants off, sat down on the couch and let me suck him. He came, of course I swallowed and he left. In an email regarding getting together again a couple days later, he asked if I was submissive and wondered if I would do more. Big YES! The next time he wanted me naked, and wanted to watch me fuck myself as he took a couple pics (with my camera), I sucked him off. (follow the pictures link)
The other guys just came over, got blown and left.

The other 2 guys I was with were more what I was looking for. One of them called himself a sadist, he enjoyed inflicting pain. He had me show up at his house (very local), hide behind the bushes and strip, put my clothes in a bag and put a collar on myself and wait for him to bring me inside. He was the only guy that tied me up. He tied my hands I think I could have gotten out if I wanted but still restrictive enough. He pulled, squeezed my nipples, dripping hot wax on them and then after the wax dried pulling the wax up in chunks along with some chest hair. He said I had big balls, and that was before he started on them. He tied them up, hit them, slapped them, clamped them, hurt them. It hurt different than when i hurt myself, I feel i hurt myself more but at the same time I enjoy the discomfort... where as with him I never got into the right frame of mind. After he had his fun, my pain, he had me suck him off. I liked him, but I think my lack of real experience (he showed me pics of guys cock/balls that he really abused, not that I wouldn't go that far in the future but that was too big of a first step) and that I'm a little shy and a bit of a scardy-pants was a turnoff for him.

The last guy was the closest to what I'm looking for. He was rough with me, i could tell that if we got together again he would be rougher. He had me undress him, and orally service his crotch. He let me suck him for quite a while, he didn't force the action but i didn't hear him complain when i would gag myself on him. He wanted me face down on the floor. He fingered my ass, started using my toys on me. He worked my ass for a while, switching between the different toys, and using his gloved fingers, trying to get his fist up my ass. He had me kneel in the bathtub. He stood over me and pissed on me, telling me to open my mouth. i tried to swallow but he said to keep my mouth open, letting it flow out as he kept pissing. Back to the floor where he worked my ass some more. Every once in a while he would stand up, bringing me up to a kneeling position (keeping a dildo in my ass) to suck him some more. He tried to get his fist in me. Although it is something I am very interested in, our getting together happened so quickly I didn't have advance notice so I could take a couple days to loosen myself. He continued to try, and I tried my best to relax but it just didn't happen. He put a rubber on and fucked me hard. He would pull me back into him as he thrust into me, pulling me by the hair, calling me his bitch. He came, wiped himself clean, ordered me back into the tub where he pissed on me and then left. I emailed him a thank you.

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  A few of the things I fantasize about while jacking off

Being tied over a saw horse, my legs spread wide tied to the legs, my hands tied down on the other side. This gives you complete access to ass and mouth for your pleasure, my cock & balls available for your amusement.

Being the house slut to a house of 4 guys real close to my house. One might call me over, then i would be passed around one at a time to all of them. Sometimes i would have to perform in front of all of them. They would tie me up on my knees, blindfold, put in earplugs and put a funnel in my mouth for them to piss in.

While out bike riding i meet up with someone who asks if i want to be his slave (this stuff really does happen in my fantasies). We ride down to his utility vehicle, he puts his bike on top while mine gets laid to the side of the car. You have me undress completely, laying my clothes on my bike. We get in and order me to get down on the floor. You pull out your dick and have me suck on it. After you cum in my mouth, making sure i know I'm drinking your cum like a good cocksucker, you pull your shorts and shoes off telling me i'm not finished. You spread your legs wide ordering to start licking your balls. As I'm licking your balls you slide down giving me access to your hot sweaty asshole, something you keep reminding of, ordering me to lick you clean. Back to sucking your cock till you get hard, all the while telling me to get your dick nice and wet so it will go up my ass easier. When you're ready I lay on my back on the seat, you grab my legs and fold me in half, giving you access to my asshole and being able to look into my face calling me your faggot and spit into my open mouth. When you are ready to come you pull out, toss my legs to one side and pull my head to your crotch. To make sure there is no hesitation you grab my balls and tell me open up. You fuck my face till you are satisfied, keeping your softening dick in my mouth ordering to clean it, until the time you piss in my mouth. You glance around and see there is no one around (this is a PM fantasy) and order me out of the car (still naked) and to your side. You tell me to stand in the middle of the street facing up hill, spread my legs wide, bend over and spread my ass as wide as i can and don't move till i can't see your tail lights anymore and off you go calling me names and laughing. (not that i have actually thought any more about this but.... if the car was parked at the top (end) of a street you would know if anyone was parked above you and if on the way down you see lights coming up you could flash the tail lights and i will know to hurry up and dress)

You shoot your cum into my mouth and order me to keep it there (don't swallow or let it drool out) while you work me over....

i read about this on alt.sex.bondage and was intrigued; You control my bodily functions. i am not allowed to shit without your permission and can only piss XX amount of times without permission.

i have thought about being ordered to drink my own piss XX of times per day, spending XX of time with a dildo/buttplug up my ass, wearing a cockring or ball stretcher XX of time or some other training.

Being forced to wear female clothing, maybe something under my daily clothes. Going out in public with you while in some kind of bondage under my clothes. (Buttplug, balls pulled back between my legs and tied to a belt. Makes walking stimulating)

Knowing that all your cum and piss will end up in my mouth or up my ass.

After you cum in my raped ass, you give me your "special golden enema." You then decide you want to go out and get some food. You don't allow me to drain my ass, telling me to hold it in. You might insert a buttplug, maybe not. Now we go out to eat, me needing all the concentration i have to hold my ass shut so i won't have your cum and piss dripping down my legs or on my shorts. You would have to be selective as to where we go, just in case.

Being tied on my back with my feet & hands in the air, tied together. This way you have access to both my mouth and ass and can use both for your pleasure.

You tell me to meet you someplace. You use me, oral/anal and then send me home. Total time - 5-10 minutes. This can be in a safe semi-public place, in your car, even an out of the way public bathroom.

Making a private (not for public release) movie.

Having me on my knees, hands tied behind my back and my face on the ground with my ass in the air. You ream my ass out with your cock, dildos or your fist. To keep my attention you pull back on my balls every once in a while.

Being naked while you are dressed.

We are out eating and you make me drink your piss out of a glass. This might be a tough one, how do i get your piss in a glass to drink...... You order your meal (fast food) with a drink, take your cup to fill up at the self serve, after filling you take the cup into the bathroom with you, empty it out and fill the cup with your hot piss. i order my meal and fill up my cup with the drink of your choice. Once at the table we switch cups. i then submit to your dominance by drinking your piss.

For training in scat.... You squat and shit into my hands, i run to the toilet and drop it in, i rush back and wipe your ass with my hand. In the beginning i will be allowed to wipe your ass 3 times (rushing to the bathroom after each wipe to rinse off my hand) before i have to rim you. After a few times i only get to wipe your ass 2 times, later 1 time and then 0 times before rimming you. You keep reminding me of what is going to happen the next week.

We go bike riding together.... when we rest you have me lick you ass, balls and suck your dick and then drink your piss. Bend me over and fuck me in the ass.

Being made to beg for...... (your cum, piss, dick in my mouth, etc.)

Lying on bathtub floor with my hands tied to the handles, you shit on my chest telling me not to allow it to fall off or i eat it. You leave me there and you go watch TV, talk on the phone (in my fantasy you talk on the phone to someone telling them what you are doing to me and how much i enjoy, all the while calling me names. You come in to check on me and piss on me, seeing if you can get it to slide off.

Being ordered to when arriving at your place, before coming inside to jackoff in the car. Cum into my hand (better not spill a drop) and carry it in. After you verify my cum in my hand I lick my hand clean. (The reasoning behind this is that with my recent orgasm it will be harder for me to eroticize an aggressive assfucking or gagging on cock in my mouth.)

Being ordered to shave my crotch and keep it shaved. Wear women's panties at all time. Paint my toenails pink.

You come to my house. I set the video camera up after which you tie my hands behind my back. After I start the job of sucking your cock, you finish the job by using my mouth as you wish. (ever see the slaphappy forced blowjob videos? After he finishes, she has spit/drool/cum all over her face, her eyes are red/teary from gagging on cock. I'm jealous!) Using my hair, force my face into the camera to show what a face looks liked after being fucked. Verbal abuse a plus. Continuing the video thing.... subject me to aggressive rough ass fuckings. Licking your ass, drinking your piss. Make me thank you, beg for more in front of the camera.

Being given homework. Both to improve my skills as your "bitch" but also for you to enjoy knowing I am submitting to your orders, no matter how perverse. This homework would include things like: making me write by hand on paper, "i am master XXXXX's bitch. I suck his cock, lick his ass and anything else he tells me to do" 100 times. Videotape myself: practicing sucking cock on a dildo (gagging encouraged), use dildos/buttplugs in my ass, various cbt/tt, drinking piss, etc.

i would be willing to meet you in a semi-public place (park bathroom late at night, an alley, or someplace where it is public but no one would probably be around), drop to my knees and suck you to completion (of course swallow), rim your ass and when you are ready let you fuck me like the bitch i am.

i would love to be bound, tied down as you have your way with me and also to be left in bondage when not being of use to you. If we get together at your place it would be easy for me to give myself to you, at my place i would be scared to be bound at our first few get-togethers.

Being on my knees, hands tied behind me, buttplugs and other various toys applied to my body as i kneel under your desk with your cock in my mouth as you surf the internet. Keeping me in that position for both your pleasure and to eliminate the need for you to walk into the bathroom to piss.

Having my body controlled by you. i would not be allowed the pleasure of orgasm, possible chastity device and the wearing of buttplugs.

Pics and videos of my submission to you. Under your orders, i would set up a web site to document my improvement as your slave/slut. Keeping an online diary of my acts of perversion, complete with photos. Being ordered to abuse myself in front of the video camera, giving you the tape to prove my obedience to you. These tapes could include: me kneeling looking up at the camera begging for the chance to suck your cock... fucking myself and abusing myself, etc. You could kick back on the couch watching the videos as i suck your cock.

With summer coming, i think it would be humiliating to be ordered to lay out in the sun and get a suntan.... wearing a bikini, both top and bottom. Hopefully i would have pretty tan lines like bitches do.



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  Hi, this website is about sexual deviancy, mine.

Just to remind you, the words and pictures you will soon see are for consenting adults ONLY! If you are offended by adult fetish sexual acts, please click here.

I have documented some of the perverted and not so perverted things that I have done all my life by pictures and words.

No need to send any hate, but any and all offers of any consensual acts are accepted.

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Nifty Library
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FictionMania
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NTCWEB
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Cuckold Forum
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  The Woman I need...

Ideally I would love to meet a fantastic, bright, a beauty that starts on the inside, intelligent, very sexual single lady that would like to be in a long term relationship.
Ideally she would be confident of herself, in herself, not needing a man to validate her but wanting a man be her partner in life. A woman secure enough in herself not to be worried how others perceive her. I am still undecided about having my own children, if she has previous children I could welcome them into my life.
Ideally she would be physically active as I am, either running or biking or is active in her own way. It's not about weight, it's about being active. Tennis and outdoor sports a plus.

I'm not asking for too much am I?


I am a single male, no kids, live alone in a small house in the west San Fernando Valley (Los Angeles, CA). 45 years old, 210 (stocky, run/bike daily), 5'8. Short (#4 & receding) hair, goatee, glasses. Non-drinker, non-smoker, despite being 420 friendly I have never tried any other drugs.
Many people consider my brains my best attribute, I was always in the "gifted" classes. Graduated high school, took classes at LAVC, CSUN, UCLA never graduated.
Self-employed in the music biz, currently working out of the home. There are hectic deadlines to be met, weekends and sometimes all-nighters but besides all that I do make my own hours.

A few buzzwords to describe myself - shy, reserved, loyal, honest, dependable, smart, quick witted

Now the kinky stuff.
Romantically I'm straight, sexually i'm bi. I am finally admitting the truth that deep down inside I am submissive, a very oral submissive. The woman of my dreams has to not only appreciate my submissiveness but to enjoy her domination over me in a 24/7 fetish influenced lifestyle. I don't want to use the term "slave" lightly but that is how I view my position to the woman of my dreams. To do whatever I can to please her, to make sure she knows not only by words but by my actions my feelings towards her. Putting her before myself, giving her complete control over all she wants to control.
Ideally, she will enjoy watching me squirm as she inflicts both physical pain/discomfort and humiliation. Some of my written fantasies involve me crossdressing, I don't have fantasies about being a woman but do enjoy the fantasies of being "forced" into the humiliation of crossdressing. I enjoy the point where pain/pleasure meet and would like to see how much further down that path I can go. To find the point where fantasy becomes reality.



The Man I want...

Someone that only wants sex, sex on their terms. Someone that enjoys having complete control over their partner. Kinky, twisted and perverse.

the masturbation buddy I want...

It's hard to find the right person to have sex with and having sex with yourself isn't enough. Having a buddy (male or female) to get together with that we both help each other push our limits. We wouldn't be sex partners as much as a second set of hands to do what we can't, or are afraid to do for ourselves.

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  Old Ads of mine

 Drummer Magazine - 1996
I need to submit totally to a dominant Top/Master who wants to use/abuse this novice bottom. 38,5'9",210,light brn/ brn,beard. Into FR/a,GR/p,FF,SM/BD,CBT,WS,VA, more. Will try anything in the right situation.

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Online - 2001
Reality or Fantasy
For years I've been fantasizing about being the sex slave for a man, I think I'm finally ready to try it. I need a man to use and control me for his pleasure. The ideal situation.... You live in west SFV, straight acting in public, dominant! You want a sex-slave to suck your cock, lick your ass and submit body/mind for your pleasure. I don't want to be damaged but if you enjoy causing pain/discomfort I will submit. I will be on-call when and where my Master wants me to submit. You enjoy having your cock sucked right, (train me to orally service your cock) and fucking my ass, I'm very anally oriented. My orgasm is not important and would be controlled by you.
A few words about myself:
Single, white, 42, 5'8", 220, self-employed, lives alone. Real experience with a male (except as kids playing doctor) is sucking a cock for 30 seconds in a bookstore in 1977. Even though my "real" experience is so pathetic, I do have a toy collection, C. Rage videos, subscription to Drummer and used to have a subscription to DungeonMaster. Some of my interests in no particular order are: SM, BD, WS, FF, VA, CBT. Thank you for reading this.

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Online - 2001
Have Your Way With Me
For years I've been fantasizing about being the sex slave for a man, I think I'm finally ready to try it. I need a man to use and control me for his pleasure.
The ideal situation....
You are straight acting in public, lives local & dominant! You want a sex-slave to suck your cock, lick your ass and submit body/mind for your pleasure. I don't want to be damaged but if you enjoy causing pain/discomfort I will submit, and possibly enjoy. I will be on-call when and where my Master wants me to submit. You enjoy having your cock sucked right, (train me to orally service your cock) and fucking my ass, I'm very anally oriented. My orgasm is not important and would be controlled by you.
A few words about myself:
Single, white, 42, 5'8", 220. Even though my "real" experience is so pathetic, I do have a toy collection and videos. Some of my interests in no particular order are: SM, BD, WS, FF, VA, CBT.

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Online - 2002
When your "partner" is gagging, squirming, moaning in discomfort/pain, wincing, gasping, does that make you a little harder?
What I need is to be controlled by a dominant male. It's not just about you getting off, it's about how you enjoy making a guy struggle, both physically and mentally while you're getting off. While I'm on my knees gagging on your cock it's about you making me physically struggle with your cock in my mouth... mentally as I'm gagging you are calling me your bitch as you are reminding me that this is what I've jacked off to for years and getting me to submit deeper to your will. My sex will be controlled by you, I only have sex when, where, what, how, etc. as you allow. My orgasms are not for my pleasure but only to increase the difficulty of an upcoming activity and/or for your amusement as I degrade and humiliate myself.
It's all about you and your pleasure. Your pleasure from shooting your load down my throat, up my ass or where ever you want.... or the feeling that at anytime you want I will submit to your sexual demands no matter how perverted. It's all about control. I need to give it up, do you want it?


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  How I Play With Myself

One Night, I... (true)

Where to start listing the dirty fun things I have enjoyed and suffered with over the years.

When I was a kid staying home from jr. high school (both parents worked), I would rub jell-o all over my dick, masturbating with it. This is also when my fascination with my ass started. I would also put mayonnaise on a pencil and put it in my ass. Even as a kid I enjoyed anal play.

Drank my own piss many times. I use to have an external catheter (a rubber with 2 foot hose coming out the end, unfortunately worn out) which didn't make a mess. I would also put my feet on the wall and put a pvc pipe between my mouth and my dick. Now I can easily drink it from a glass.

Once while I was doing a friend's paper route (college) I would drive around throwing papers with a butt plug up my ass. One thing I haven't done yet... taken any toys with me on a bike ride.

I remember the first time I used a butt-plug. Bought it from LeSexShoppe on Ventura in Studio City. In came in a little box with a cock ring and some lube. I brought it straight home and tried it out. I almost came the minute I got it in! I do remember that after cumming the minute I touched my dick that I was scared I couldn't get it out because my orgasm tightened my ass, besides, I was not "horny" immediately after cumming and it was a little uncomfortable.

BenGay on my tits (no big deal), my cock (not that painful, more painful if I have just spanked my dick with a belt), my balls... ouch, this hurts so I've learned how much to use. Done this activity a few times.

Fucked my ass with a dildo lubed with BenGay.

Clothe pins on my nipples. I also use another clip (bigger) that I hang weight from. Recently started to attach the bigger clips to the already attached clothepins. Also have some chip-bag clamps (with sharp edges) i've used a few times, only for a short time cause they hurt!

Sucked on a dildo for a while, getting it as wet as possible. I slowly insert it deep in my ass, playing with my dick and squeezing my balls. Once I get into the right mind frame I pull the dildo out and fuck my mouth with it. I do this in the dark cause I might chicken out if I saw the dildo.

Put clothe pins on my cock while using the muscle stimulator. The electricity pain takes my mind off the clothepin pain. Also fucking my ass with a dildo diffuses the pain.

I go for a few days without an orgasm, but jacking off numerous times a day getting close before stopping. After a couple days my balls become sore, as I sit at my desk reading nasty stories I will squeeze my balls, adding a little soreness to them. I then take an ace bandage, pulling my balls as far down as I can I wrap the bandage around my balls keeping them away from my body. I take the KY and lube up the 9X2 dildo and slip a lubed finger in my ass. After attaching clothespins to my nipples, I get on my knees, face down on the ground I start pushing the dildo in. If I have been practicing getting fucked recently, I use a little more force to push the dildo in, enjoying the discomfort. Usually I will start pumping in and out without letting my ass get accustomed to the dildo, enjoying the feeling of being fucked. [Sometimes, I gag myself and tie a towel over my eyes to pretend I'm not in control.] after fucking myself for a while, keeping the dildo in, I stand up and fuck myself in different position. Next I lube up the 16X2.5 and resume my favorite position, on my knees face down, I start pushing the bigger dildo in. Although it hurts, I like to push the dildo in at a steady pace, and once again, start fucking myself without letting my ass get used to it. I'll fuck myself, harder and harder, pulling on the string connecting the nipple clamps. Sometimes I will squat over the dildo, fucking myself up and down on it while playing with my dick. When I get close to cumming, I will stop stroking and orgasm just from the fucking. If I don't cum now, usually I will go to bed and jack off before sleep.

i have laid in the bathtub and pissed on myself, standing up pissed in pants and photographed it (and emailed it to an online Mistress). I used to put my feet up high on the wall, held a pvc pipe between my dick and mouth and pissed through the pipe into my own mouth. Now with more piss drinking experience I can now piss into a glass and drink it, both for practice and to send pics via email. I like to hurt my balls. I have hung 10 pounds from them, spread bengay on them (and on a dildo), beat and squeeze them. I have taken a screwdriver and turned it around and hit my balls with the handle, a few times I have managed to cum just from beating them (and a dildo up my ass and clamps on my nipples). I have spanked myself with a belt, a few times I gently used a clothes hanger.

Lately I have been playing with some hypnosis files from Warp My Mind. So far I have been using the tame ones, those being traincumlover, traindeepthroat, trainanalorgasm. There are many other files that I am interested in but are too chicken to explore without a "gentle" push.

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  Insertables

Dildos
spacaer7.5X1.75 - I practice sucking on this
spacaer6X2 - I suck on this one too, try to use as gag
spacaer18X - 1.5 double headed. not much use
spacaer9X2 - usually the first toy.
spacaer16X2.5 - gets the most time up my ass
spacaer11X3 - I like this one. use the balls like a handle
spacaer16X3.5 - once I get used to it I enjoy it

ButtPlugs
spacaer5X1.75 - haven't used for a while
spacaer5X1.75 - vibrates - not used
spacaer6X2.5 - triple ripple
spacaer5.5X2.5 - most used
spacaer5.5X2.5 - on harness w/belt
spacaer9X4.75 - haven't taken it yet, but still trying


Specialty

Cock & Balls Toys
spacaerCockring w/ball seperator
spacaerLeather cock strap (around cock & balls)
spacaerLeather cock strap w/pinpricks
spacaerParachute harness w/pinpricks
spacaermisc straps and cockrings
spacaer9 volt muscle stimulator


Misc.

Misc.
spacaerEnema Bag
spacaerDouble Bardex
spacaerClothe Pins
spacaermisc clips
spacaerSnake Bite kit
spacaerBen Gay
spacaerRubbers
Videos/Porn

Quite a collection as I look at it...
Over the years I have collected quite a few stories, pics and video clips from various online sources. All different types of fetishes.
My video collection includes:
spacaerLive Video/Chris Rage
spacaerShotgun BallBusting
spacaerBob Jones
spacaerMisc.
I only have one (1) straight non-kinky video, everythng else is fetish. Domination, anal, pain, etc.

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