My last J/O session.....

It all starts before I take my shower, a nice big enema. 
Sitting on the toilet reading an old issue of "Drummer"
while flushing out my ass.
A couple of hours later I sit at my computer logging onto
the boards and reading the messages from hot guys.  While
reading I pull on my nipples, squeeze my balls or stroke my
cock.  After 4 or 5 boards I open up my hidden folder of all
the text files that I have downloaded over the years and
read some of the most exciting, the ones that deal mostly
with SM, VA, CBT, FF.
It's time to go to the bedroom and start the games.  I
spread out the beach towel on the floor next to the bed and
tear a few paper towels loose from the roll.
I start by wrapping an ace bandage around my balls, pulling
them down in the sac. In between the ace bandage and my
balls is an electrode.  One that belongs to a 9 volt muscle
stimulator. I notice how my balls feel smooth, I try to keep
them shaved.  I slap them a few times, nothing hard yet,
just to stiffen my cock a little.  Next come the
clothespins on the nipples. These hurt, I've only been
starting with clothespins the last few times.  I used to
start with some wire ones coated in plastic (French?).  The
pain is a little much this soon so I have to pull on my
balls, hard enough to get my mind off my nipples.  I have
to give in and take the clothespins off and replace them
with the wire ones.  I pick up the muscle stimulator, the
clothespins and a medium size dildo and lie on the bed.  I
put the other electrode against my butthole and clench my
cheeks to keep it in place.  I turn it on slowly and turn
it until I feel it start to hurt.  I leave it at this level
for a few minutes and let my body get used to this
feeling.  I keep turning it up little by little till I
almost can't take it.  I turn the pulse down so it beats
about 52 time a minute.  Now is the time to turn the
intensity up and put the dildo in my mouth.  I imagine that
my master has tied me spread eagle to the bed, jammed his
dick in my mouth and is turning the pulse up.  It starts to
hurt but it is that good kind of hurt.  Once the pulse is
all the way up (continuous) I lie there and enjoy the
feeling for 2-3 minutes.  Down goes the pulse, back down to
52 per minute.  Thinking about the dick in my mouth, I turn
the intensity up even more.  It's easier to take a higher
intensity now with the pulse lower.  I turn the pulse back
up again, slowly.  I remove the clamps from my nipples and
replace them with the clothespins.  It still hurts but now
I can suffer through it.  I repeat the sequence until both
the intensity and pulse is all the way up.  After a minute
it starts to hurt even more but I like it.  For minutes I
lie on my bed, my balls hurting from the electricity, my
ass relaxing and my mouth slobbering around the dildo.
I turn the machine off, pull the dildo out of my mouth and
get out of bed.  I get down on my knees and apply Crisco to
my asshole and to a different dildo.  This one's a little
bigger, 9X2.  I can remember when this is the one that I
worked up to, now I start with it.  Since this is the third
night in a row for these activities, my ass is pretty loose
and the dildo slides in pretty easy.  It feels good.  I
start pulling the dildo all the way out and slowly pushing
it all the way in.  After fifty (yes, I count) repetitions,
I pull the dildo out and look at it to make sure it's clean.
Back in it goes, this time a little rough.  One hundred
stokes this time.  I don't start easy this time, ramming it
in hard and pulling it out quickly.  Around fifty I start
feeling it and start squirming.  I imagine that it's my
master fucking me and speed the pace up till one hundred
and shove it in as far as I can and hold it there.
Holding the dildo in my ass I stand up.  I kind of hold my
thighs and butt cheeks together and keep the dildo in place
as I walk.  I gently pull and twist the clothespins on my
nipples.  Strange, sometimes my tits can take the pain and
other nights just thinking about them hurt.  I unwrap the
ace bandage from my balls, making sure to grab the
electrode so I won't have to bend over.  I gently rub my
dick and balls, after being wrapped up it feels good to be
free.  For some reason I have a few drops of precum
dripping out of my dick.  The gentle gradually turns into
rough and I am pulling my balls down in their sac and
squeezing them together.  Again I return to the dildo in my
ass and start fucking myself again.  I really enjoy the way
the dildo feels up my ass.  Fast and hard.  Over one
hundred this time, I just stop counting at one hundred.  I
shove it up as far as I could and hold it with my legs like
I did before.  I pick up my old leather belt and start
"spanking" my dick.  It hurts so I start real easy. If I
need a break I bend over and remind my ass what the dildo
can do, only ten or twenty fast hard strokes.  I resume the
spanking, hitting a little harder.  I imagine my master
standing behind me, his dick up my ass, reaching around and
doing the spanking.  I hit a little harder and imagine my
master to take the pain for him.  I start hitting hard,
counting to fifty.  Every ten I hit harder.  By the time I
get to forty I jerk every time the belt makes contact.  It
starts to hurt a lot but there is only ten left.  In an
effort to get it over with I hit faster, unfortunately that
also means hitting harder.  I put the belt down and rub my
dick.  I can feel the heat from the spanking and feel the
hardness, also from the spanking.
I twist and pull on the clothespins again.  With all else
going on I forgot my tits.  I take the clothespins off and
replace them with some clamps that close with more pressure
but have a bigger surface, but they still hurt.
Can't forget my ass, just a few quick ones again.
I grab my balls and start pulling on them.  I pull them
away from my body till the pain starts and then squeeze
them together.  I let go and let them hang down loose in
their sac.  Reaching down I slap at my balls with an open
hand.  With my left hand I grab the sac in between my balls
and body, and force my balls  out to the end of it.  I
squeeze harder.  Keeping my left hand tight, I pick up a
one inch thick wooden dowel with my right and start in on
my nuts.  Not with the end of the stick, that hurts too
much, at least for now.  It hurts but it hurts good.  Slow,
fast, hard and easy.  I try to change it up so it takes my
mind off the pain.
I stop and return to the dildo.  I pull it out hard.  I
shove it back in hard.  My ass is so loose by now that I
almost can't even feel the dildo.  I get back on my knees
on the beach towel, keeping the dildo up my ass.  I grease
up the head of the next dildo.  A nice and hard 16X31/2 (at
least that's the size advertised in the MMO catalog).  I
slowly squat on it.  It takes a while to get my ass to
loosen enough to take it.  Before I finally get it in, I
imagine my master telling me to relax and enjoy.  I feel
the head slip in.  I slowly slide up and down on it,
nothing hard, just enough to let my ass get accustomed to
the big dildo.  I slide off it, ouch as the head slips
out.  I look at the dildo to make sure there is no blood on
it, being so active the last few nights there is no
problem.  I squat on it and take it up my ass again.  It
doesn't slide right in yet, I have to relax, but it doesn't
take as long as it did minutes ago.  Up and down I slide on
it, enjoying the feeling of my ass being stretched and
fucked, too bad there is no one here to fuck me hard.  At
this time I always tell myself to think about building some
kind of fucking machine, maybe with a car windshield wiper
motor.  I really get busy on the dildo now.  I reach around
and grab it, shoving it as I slide down.  One hundred is
about all I can take.  The pain is not from  my ass, but my
body, bending to one side, reaching back and moving the
dildo up and down and lifting myself up and down.  This is
where the fucking machine could test me.  I stay in the
same position, keeping the big dildo firmly up my ass.  I
return my attention to my balls.  I start by pulling down
on them, stretching them all directions.  I begin sliding
up & down on the big dildo again, feeling it stretch my ass
as I continue to pull on my balls.  I begin stroking my dick
not too hard, with the dildo up my ass I could cum in
seconds if I don't take it easy.  As I feel myself getting
closer to orgasm I start working my ass up & down.  I stop
stroking my dick and grab the dildo and start fucking
myself HARD!  With the combination of my ass moving up &
down and my hand, the dildo is being pulled completely out
of my ass and shoved back in as deep as possible.  I
imagine my master fucking me with the dildo, telling me to
take it.  I keep up the fucking as long as I can, and then
fifty more.  I shove the dildo in as deep as possible.  I
start stroking my dick and explode in about fifteen
seconds.  The dildo seems bigger now as I pull it out.  I
stand up, take the clothespins off my nipples and rub them
as the blood flows back in.  I pick up both dildos, the
paper towels and walk into the bathroom to clean up. 
Imagining my master told me, I clean my ass last.  I clean
up my sperm, pick up the paper towels and put all other
toys away before going to bed.  In bed I J/O again,
thinking about what I just did, imagining it was my master
doing it to me.