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The Woman I need... Ideally I would love to meet a fantastic, bright, a beauty that starts on the inside, intelligent, very sexual single lady that would like to be in a long term relationship. Ideally she would be confident of herself, in herself, not needing a man to validate her but wanting a man be her partner in life. A woman secure enough in herself not to be worried how others perceive her. I am still undecided about having my own children, if she has previous children I could welcome them into my life. Ideally she would be physically active as I am, either running or biking or is active in her own way. It's not about weight, it's about being active. Tennis and outdoor sports a plus. I'm not asking for too much am I? I am a single male, no kids, live alone in a small house in the west San Fernando Valley (Los Angeles, CA). 45 years old, 210 (stocky, run/bike daily), 5'8. Short (#4 & receding) hair, goatee, glasses. Non-drinker, non-smoker, despite being 420 friendly I have never tried any other drugs. Many people consider my brains my best attribute, I was always in the "gifted" classes. Graduated high school, took classes at LAVC, CSUN, UCLA never graduated. Self-employed in the music biz, currently working out of the home. There are hectic deadlines to be met, weekends and sometimes all-nighters but besides all that I do make my own hours. A few buzzwords to describe myself - shy, reserved, loyal, honest, dependable, smart, quick witted Now the kinky stuff. Romantically I'm straight, sexually i'm bi. I am finally admitting the truth that deep down inside I am submissive, a very oral submissive. The woman of my dreams has to not only appreciate my submissiveness but to enjoy her domination over me in a 24/7 fetish influenced lifestyle. I don't want to use the term "slave" lightly but that is how I view my position to the woman of my dreams. To do whatever I can to please her, to make sure she knows not only by words but by my actions my feelings towards her. Putting her before myself, giving her complete control over all she wants to control. Ideally, she will enjoy watching me squirm as she inflicts both physical pain/discomfort and humiliation. Some of my written fantasies involve me crossdressing, I don't have fantasies about being a woman but do enjoy the fantasies of being "forced" into the humiliation of crossdressing. I enjoy the point where pain/pleasure meet and would like to see how much further down that path I can go. To find the point where fantasy becomes reality. The Man I want... Someone that only wants sex, sex on their terms. Someone that enjoys having complete control over their partner. Kinky, twisted and perverse. the masturbation buddy I want... It's hard to find the right person to have sex with and having sex with yourself isn't enough. Having a buddy (male or female) to get together with that we both help each other push our limits. We wouldn't be sex partners as much as a second set of hands to do what we can't, or are afraid to do for ourselves. |