octoberpoetry

Rain Drops 10-14-01

Rain drops,
pouring,
pounding,
trickling on my cheeks,
thunder booms,
lightening crashes through the sky,
as I slowly die.

Art 10-14-01

Expressions of passion,
brought to light,
emotions made real and vivid,
with the simple stroke of a paintbrush.

Pardon Me 10-15-01

Pardon me,
as I wrestle me,
from your tightening grasp...

Pardon me,
as I disagree,
pardon me,
for simple being me...

10-10-01
When will I cry?
When will my world come crashing down?
Will life's angry storm beat down on me,
when no one is around?
Will I wake up one morning,
full of light?
Will I cry at night
When will I win the fight?

Death of Soul10-10-01

Tonight I walked outside,
full of gloom and sadness,
I searched for comfort in the sky,
the comfort of the moon's luminious light.

I searched and searched,
but all I saw were millions of stars,
twinkling in midnight's blanket,
my moon was not there,
it had died along with my soul...

My Best Friend 10-17-01

My best friend,
your life,
it cannot end,
you're my best friend,
don't go away,
stay here with me.

When you are weak,
and you shed a tear,
I will be there,
to wipe it away.

When you feel,
like you cannot go on,
I'll be the guiding force,
to make you strong,
I'll give you a shoulder to cry on,
someone to rely on,
so don't go away,
stay here with me,
you're my best friend,
I will help you wreslt free,
from this lock and key,
I will help set you free.

10-10-01

The tears rush down my cheeks,
I cannot will myself to speak,
and my body trembles,
as I remember...

10-19-01
Take those killing emotions,
and push them aside,
kick,yell,scream,
convince yourself,
that its not as bad as it seems,
take those killing emotions,
and throw them away forever,
as you take that beleated breath of relief.

10-21-01
Can't seem to fight,
can't seem to talk,
can't seem to breathe,
can't seem to feel at ease...

10-21-01
Is it too much to ask,
to erease the past,
from your judgemental eyes?

10-21-01
I'm the teary eyed girl,
who is fighting,fighting,fighting,
trying,trying,trying.

I'm the teary eyed girl,
who is looking for love,
and is not receiving,receiving,receiving.

With every move I make,
I feel like,
I'm failing,failing,failing.

With every breath I;m taking,
I feel like I'm,
breaking,breaking,breaking...

10-21-01
The wind,
the wind,
the wind,
calm my fears,
dry my tears,
the wind,
the wind,
the wind,
be my friend...

Foolish Ways
10-15-01
I curse myself,
when I say a foolish word,
I curse myself,
when I think a foolsih thought,
I curse myself,
for falling back,
into my old foolish ways...

Crazy 10-14-01

A feeling stuck in your head,
holding you back,
gripping your wrists,
holding you hostage,
as your fears,
keep you frozen in time.
crazy...

10-14-01
My soul beholds a light,
shining brightly,
trying to escape,
and let my sunshine into this cloudly world,
but selfishly I hold it in,
for I fear,
that if I give a ray of light away,
darkness with capture me,
and my light with fade away...

Beauty
10-30-01

Beauty can be hard to find,
saying I love you,
can be a meaningless line,
sometimes pain,
can cuase us to stand still in time.

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