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| November Poetry |
| You Are 11-02-01 You are, my wishing star. You are, my guardian angel. You are, my teddy bear. You are, right here in my heart. You are, everything I do not deserve. You are... beautiful. Sweet Dream 11-02-01 You are that dream of mine, that shines within my soul, waiting to come true. 11-02-01 You are the only thing that is right on this dark night called life. You are worth the fight yet not yet mine, but when that days comes, when I am worthy, of your shining ray, I will have no words left to say... 11-5-01 A love so beautiful, a love so pure, a love I do not deserve... 11-9-01 The thought of hurting you, induces tears to my eyes, as i think of your wounded heart, all I can do is cry. 11-9-01 The feeling that I cannot handle my past, is bad enough, but the fact tht you just can't stomach it, makes me feel, sad to say the least, oh how I wish I could turn back time! 11-9-01 I looked for meaning, and there you were. The happy ending to my sad story? No. For you I do not deserve... 11-02-01 You cannot love me, for you deserve, to be set free, ajnd explore, your dreams, and be set free, by the wings of an angel... 11-2-01 I wish, I could tell you, just how mmuch, I think of you, just how much, my heart feel obliged to be true to you, just how many tears, I have locked inside, ready to pour down my cheeks... Love 11-22-01 When I think of love, when I think of life, scented with love's perfume, when I think of everlasting love, so pure, all I can do is cry, and hope one day, I will know just, what it's like, to be able to call love, mine... 11-23-01 I don't know much right now, everything is in a blur, but I do know this, in the future, I wanna be your girl, forevermore, i wanna be yours... 11-5-01 Will I always reamin in your heart? or will I fade away, as night fades into day? 11-05-01 The words I can't say... 11-5-01 I will always love you... 11-5-01 My feelings are so strong, tender and true, my feelings of, wanting to be with you... 11-05-01 When we end this conversation, will you remember my words, the next day, or will they fade? 11-5-01 I shed a tear, for you are not here.. yet. 11-3-01 I'm the product of insanity, what an enlightening reality! 11-3-01 Thesad life, of a sad poet, is oh so very sad. A life I've always known, for I'm a sad,sad poet, living a sad,sad, life, in a sad,sad,world. 11-14-01 My own mother, she doesn't see me for me, she sees me, for who, she doesn't want me to be, i see myself falling into, her twisted reality... |
| 11-03-01 Hopeless over the fact that I do not yet deserve you for I have a long way to go, for you I must show, how much I care, but what scares me is this question: "Will I ever get there?" Girl of yesterday 11-1-01 I am forced to ponder over the fact that nothing in this world, is for real. In your eyes I'm simple I take on the essense of another rose, I take on the color of any vibrant light, that shines into my eyes. In your eyes, you see me as, a fake, a mistake, a soul without a face. Nothing about me is for real, for your doubt has stolen, the appeal of becoming real. Each night, I try to wrestle free, and be me, unique and lovely just as I;m meant to be. I want so much, to be true, that it brings tears to my eyes, when I look into your eyes, and see that, you still believe, that I will always, be... the girl of yesterday! 1-01-01 Hey! I don't know who to believe in! No, tears, you cannot trickle down my cheeks. No, your reality, cannot blind me, and convert me, into the old me. 11-18-01 This is not right! Is it useless to fight? Poem to my friend Robyn 11-18-01 Your sunshine, dries my tears. and enables me to smile, what can I say? You are a ray of light? 11-18-01 Would you believe me, if I said, I;m dying? 11-18-01 I'm bleeding inside... 11-18-01 Would it be too much to ask, for you to have mercy, on my dying soul? Please have mercy! I'm sick of bleeding! Please find it in yourself, to understand! Who am I kidding? You can't find it in yourself,Mother! So why bother helping me? I guess I'm meant to bleed... 11-18-01 Sometimes I'm too niave, for my own good, sometimes I trust people I shouldn't even when I know better cuz that hope eats away at me... Why do I embrace the enemy. sacrifice my pride, and out myself on display? Why do I kid myself, that some mircule, will bless you, with the depth.understanding and mentality of someone else? Why do I hope, that someday, everything that makes sense, will fall into place? why do I hope for...a mother? 11-18-01 What is family? What does it mean anymore? 11-18-01 Stability! Is that too much to ask for? 11-17-01 I love you, I really wish, I could rise above, the me you see, so I could stand tall, to where you are, I really love you, but your so much, more than I could ever be... 11-17-01 Music can heal, if you look beyond, the simple melody, ans breathe in its meaning... 11-7-01 Crying, crying, crying, for I fear that, my poetry, is dying... 11-08-01 Its something about the way, you told me to follow your way, that made me wanna, makw you pay, for what you did to me, emontionally. 11-08-01 everything is not my fault! 11-8-01 Fighting to be me. Fighting to find me, refusing to let it be! 11-08-01 I hate being told, that I'm wrong, when I'm right. I hate it when, you try to run my life... 11-08-01 When I look at the trees, so calm, beautiful and free, i see beauty, and longingly, i wish that was me... Tears Turn into Anger 11-3-01 My life is sad, is it so bad, to want more, than a sad life, with a sad soundtrack, full of sad tears? 11-03-01 Can you see the calm in me? or do you fear my storm? |
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