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| September Poetry |
| Beautiful Dream 9-8-01 Beautiful dream of flourishing, and being all I can be... could that wonderful dream, ever be reality? Scream 9-13-01 Scream out loud as you start to crawl, beg for mercy, and you don't recieve, lie still, and let yourself grieve... The Power 9-5-01 The power of poetry, the power of a poet, the power of a person with a poetic soul... Thunder Crashed Tthrough my Soul 9-5-01 Its something about the way, the thunder crashed through my soul at midnight, that made me, more determined than ever, to fight back. Fly Away 9-5-01 Fly away pain, fly away old feeling of failure, fly away... 9-5-01 Is poetry my only idenity? 9-5-01 Feeling like I must justify my every thought... 9-5-01 Thunder surrounding me, I shake on the inside, slowly breaking, with every breathe I'm taking... 9-5-01 If I didn't write who would I be? Fallen Away 9-5-01 So many things, have fallen away from me, a calm state of mind, I cannot keep, I lie here and weep, reaching out, for someone who is not there, and I'm scared, fro today I fear... I will break. Unloved 9-5-01 The feeling that my family, doesn't love me, tears at me, causing me to weep, depressing me, for I thought I could finallly be, free and happy... My Faith 9-5-01 My faith keeps me alive, if it were to die, I would go along with it... Smile 9-7-01 Smile, as the tears, trickle, down your cheeks... 9-7-01 Don't go away... Unsaid 9-7-01 What you cannot,put into words, despartly needs to be heard... 9-9-01 Each day, I pray to God, thanking him, for getting me this far... 9-3-01 Just lay back and cry... 9-3-01 Today i left my world, in hopes of filling the void... Close My Eyes 9-4-01 If I close my eyes, and blind myself, I will lose, my deep self.. Can't Deal 9-10-01 I don't wanna, deal with this, my soul I'm begining to miss, just becuase I'm too shook up, to deal with this... 9-9-01 Its a feeling so strong, the feeling that , you do not belong... Open Wound 9-8-01 My skin is peeling, slowly healing, yet leaving me, with an open wound... 9-13-01 I cannot feel, everything is drained from me, I cannot see, I'm so empty, I cannot speak, my words have been stolen from me, I cannot cry, for my eyes have become dry, I cannot look forward, to that bright new day, for you converted yesterday into today. 9-13-01 On a night so clear, I cannot believe, today was so full of fear. 9-5-01 Sensitive I am, for I have been kicked around too much. |
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| 9-24-01 Wash away the false, welcome the truth, and appericate your youth... This Time I'm Gonna Cry 9-24-01 This time I'm gonna cry, you don't hear my reasons why, you just see my tears and stare. Those tears, I held them in yesterday, in fear of what you might think, but that damaged me, in the worst way, and today I've found the better way. Now I don't care what you think, for I'm about to break, I'm on the brink! This time I'm not gonna hold it in, I'm gonna cry, I'm gonna let these tears fall, I'm gonna let them flow. I'm not going to hide, those hidde drops of truth, I'm not going to explain them, I'm going to let them do the talking, and I hope you'll understand. Feelings 9-6-01 Feelins locked inside, Feelings that are true, Feelings that fail to subside, Feelings that eat me alive. 9-6-01 ....Making me feel like I'm not good enough... Silence 9-29-01 Bitten by the harsh unfriendly silence, as the moon lights my face. Ters slide down my cheeks, as I curse myself, for falling from grace, drifting from the peaceful state, I almost made my own. All these thoughts, of fear and failure, take over my mind, I try to wash away the pain, but the pain is way to great. The defeaning silence, beats down on me, emptiness washes all over me, longing to feel free, yet doubting this impossible dream, as the silence kills me softly... When You Call Me Tee 9-25-01 I love it when you call me Tee, I love it when you set me free, by lending me your angel wings. Stolen Dream 9-29-01 Feeling like a puppet on strings, an angel without wings, I will my heart to sing, as I reach out for my stolen dreams. Beautiful Day 9-29-01 I long for the day, when I can truly say, Its a beautiful day. Sad,Sad,Song 9-18-01 My life, its one sad song, after another, playing on full blast, nothing seems to last... Sad,sad,song, will you be playing lifelong? Sad,sad ,song, will you kill me softly, with your salty tears, or will you make me strong? sad,sad,song... Best Friends 9-24-01 I hope you find, your way this time, I hope I find my way. I hope I can find a place, where I can forever stay, with a smile of gratitude, on my face, a home full of enlightment, contentment,love knowledge,wisdom and peace, feeling at ease, living my destiny, finally making it to the home, where I am meant to roam, freely,deservingly, truly living my destiny, finally making it there, after so long, feeling so strong for I have not yet tired out. Ii hope the same for you, I hope we both, can make it through that winding road, of completion, yes we will, and we shall, grow separatly, yes we will meet in the end, and remain best friends... 9-25-01 I wanna be with you, what Ii feel for you is so true, I wanna be with you... 9-25-01 I love you, I love you! I love thee, I really believe, that we are meant to be... |