| January Poetry |
| More Than Words 1-9-01 Its more than words on a page, its more than a pretty face, its a remarkable person, doing remarkable things. 1-20-01 Lies hurt me, truth hurts worse, my life is a curse. 1-20-01 Don't look at me, as my eyes brim with tears. 1-20-01 All my life, who am I? To find out, I strive to try! 1-20-01 I am no one, I wish I were someone, I'm crying, I wish I were smiling. I'm hidden, I wish I was more vivid... 1-20-01 I'm letting myself, go back to where, I ran from. I became who I used to be... a freak. 1-20-01 Gloomy night, erie moon, lighting my face, as I cry saltly tears... 1-11-01 Glourious beauty, hidden by dark shadows, yet brightly lit, exposing radience... Sparkling eyes, your beauty, comes to me, as no big suprise... Jan (exact date unknown) If you were to dissapear, from my life, I'd still feel your presence, I'd still breathe in, your sweet essence. Jan (exact date unknown) I just want my youth... Jan (exact date unknown) My tears are so heavy, and deep, happiness I cannot keep... Jan (exact date unknown) My youth is gone, and I'm wondering why, for I'm only seventeen. Jan (exact date unknown) Blocking out the memories, of yesterday, trying not to see, what I used to have, trying despartly not to remember... |
| 1-11-01 I see it in your eyes! I see it in your eyes! I see it in your eyes! Your eyes beholding insight... wisdom sparkling in your eyes. I see it in your eyes! I see it in your eyes! I see it in your eyes! Jan (exact date unknown) Deserted, cast astray, despartly I try to be brave... Jan (exact date unknown) Dreams of broken hearts, and fallen stars, thunderstorms, faces forlorn... Jan (exact date unknown) Peering through, a glass window, with a crack... Jan (exact date unknown) A secret lies beneath her lips, locked away, drowned out by the beating, of her heart, and shushed by her fingertips... Jan (exact date unknown) Drowning, crying, swimming in a pool of tears... Jan (exact date unknown) I'm so jaded, Jaded, JADED! Jan (exact date unknown) i love you becuase, you're my blood, I love you so much it hurts... Jan (exact date unknown) Soft spoken, timid and shy, deep blue eyes, glistening with tears. Sad, shy one, battling her insecurities, yet at the same time, bottling her emotions, until it reaches a point, where they build up so intensly, that her mind feels as if, its going to explode! Lightening crashing, through her soul, thunder booming, drowning out, the soft beating of her heart. Rain pouring inside her soul. creating the flood, of hopelessness. |