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| Complex Fears 7-18-01 Smiling through my tears, trying not to get consumed, by my complex fears... Just as I'm Meant to Be... 7-30-01 All my tears are pouring in my heart, I feel like I'm drowning, no one seems to know except me, just how much I'm hurting, how I long to be free, I long to be able to truly be me, unique and lovely, just as I'm meant to be... StarShine 7-30-01 I'm a star, waiting to shine, reaching out, to make happiness mine... 7-6-01 I'll continue to write, until the ink runs dry, and when I have no tears left to cry. July (exact day unknown) I long to free my mind, to escape from my world unkind, to be all I can be, to see sunshine, peeking through the cracks, to be illuminated, by a luminous light, to bathe in happiness, to live... Enlightening Rain 7-3-01 Drowning by the angry storem, my heart is yearning to be saved, by thie beautiful,enlightening rain! Is it Not One God? 7-8-01 Is it not one God, who created all things? Is it not one God, who can listen, tenderly and attentively, to a thousand voices at once? Is it not one God, who can wipe away, a thousand tears? Is it not one God, who truly deserves to be feared? Is it not one God, who defines true beauty? It is one God, God almighty. Cry 7-9-01 I see your sad eyes, crying sad tears, seeing those sad tears, pouring from your eyes, brings sad tears to my very own eyes... Fear Them Not July (exact day unknown) Express what you feel, explore your darkest fears, concentrate on what is real, and fear them not! Classical Music 7-5-01 As I cry those tears, held in for so long, I lay back, and let the music capture my soul, it eases the pain, as I'm showered, by the enlightening rain of music notes... I Will Prove Strong 7-3-01 I have not lost! No! I have not sacrificed my soul, at my own cost! No I'm not too far gone! Yes I will prove strong... Make it Known! 7-14-01 Your love of life, make it known! make it known! Your light shinning deep within, let it out in your facial glow, make it known! Calm Waves Shower Me 7-11-01 Calm waves, shower me... I imense myself, in them laughingly. feeling so free... shrieks of happiness, chasing away, that old feeling called fear... Reborn 7-11-01 As I rock myself, back and forth, I mourn over the death of my soul. I curse the injustice, of my abnormal life, I cry and cry, as memories fill my mind. As the tears escape, as my heart reaches out for love, and does not recieve, I grieve and mourn, and pray to be reborn... I Saw the Light 7-25-01 I saw the light, it flashed before my eyes. I tried to make you see it, I tried to make you understand it, I tried too make you believe in me... I tried to change the fact, that you doubted me, I tried to make you see, that if you would believe in me, I would have the ability, to hold onto the light, and finish the fight, for it takes the power of two. One soul to see, the second to agree... |
| 7-9-01 Mother, oh mother, where art thou, when I lie awake and cry? Dying Emotion 7-11-01 A star crashed, fell from the sky, slowly died... Your sun faded into black, and refused to shine. Your moon, lived on with its ghastly glow. Daylight died, midnight cried, faded away, as human emotion, was cast astray... Raindrops 7-25-01 Raindrops, trickling on my face, sunshine trying to escape... Breaking Free 7-25-01 Held behind bars, breaking free slowly... 7-25-01 And it stings, and it burns, and it makes your heart yearn... Darkchild 7-15-01 Blinded by the light, a peice of mind, is far from sight... Falling into the darkness, showered by the gloom, frightened by the eriness, longing for bliss... 7-15-01 For the first time in my life, I want to be able to truly say, "I made it through, to thine self, I've finally been true." I Flirted With the Light 7-15-01 I flirted with the light, sadly I never made it mine. Now here I am, kidnapped by midnight, happiness remains out of sight, locked away with the light. Here I am, blinded by the darkness, miles from the light, I'm too downhearted to fight... 7-9-01 I know in my heart and mind, that its going to take, more than a day, more than a year, to conquer my every fear... Piano 7-5-01 Bang! Bang! Crash! Crash! Bleed! Bleed! all this actions conveyed, with each bang on the keys... Beauty 7-11-01 Beauty is quite rare, beauty is a treasure, in which I endevor to lock away forever... Beams of Sunlight 7-5-01 Beams of sunlight, peeking through the cracks... Violin 7-5-01 Violon, moaning, crying, slowly dying, causing hearts to bleed... State of Nothing 7-25-01 I fear the state of nothing, I fear the void, I fear the blackhole, I fear not knowing, when I will escape, the state of nothing... The Darkness 7-25-01 The darkness is my hiding place, I reside there, until the day, when I can say, I'm not afraid of the light... 7-8-01 My mother, is a mystory to me... My father, is a mystory to me... Both mystories, I strive to solve... Closet Poet 7-5-01 Hidden, behind those dark walls. Pen, in hand. Poetry, flowing through your mind, like calm waves. Beautiful verses, splashing every page. Seven drops of happiness, and a single tear. Hopes,dreams,wishes,and thoughts, recorded and hidden, in your private poetry palace... |