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Desolate Gail: Dual Enmity Chapter 20: God's always got a plan Night fell upon the Parisian fields like the bodies had days
prior to the onslaught of Gears. The cool night seemed to smooth itself over,
not smother or explode upon, but a very slight migration onto the foot high
grass; however breaking the civility were the two militia trucks and rows of
small tents, housing both A.A.'s and Seikishidan soldiers. The medical stations
sat in an open-air tent, the sides open to the night, a total of five soldiers
lying on the beds, recovering. A few soldiers bustled about, but most were in
their tents, four to a tent, no light but the pale moon as their solace,
casting an eerie silver over the scene. The commanding sergeant had his own tent, which was situated
between the A.A.'s and the Seikishidan, to make sure no foolery would happen,
though some still got through, for those stealth enough to evade the nightly
patrols, and some of the patrols letting the soldiers pass, feeling their
plight, or out of friendship. The A.A.'s, while professional, welcomed the
Seikishidan, but didn't encourage them either; it was an odd mix. They both had
been separated from the opposite gender in their work and training, and that
they were always on knife point, ready to die, so why not live life to the
fullest while you can? Their tents were made of a plastic sheeting, rain repellant,
though not terribly strong, just enough for a tent. The militia truck housed a
chest full underneath some of the seats, and they pulled them out, each militia
truck having fifty folded up tents (four to a tent, two hundred soldiers to
a truck, seeing a pattern in how the planning goes for these sorts of things?),
for a full roster of soldiers. The A.A.'s also had them, as part of their packs
which they carried with them, including medicines, syringes, scalpels, and
whatever else a battlefield medic would need, opposite the small and useless
sword. A low rustling in the grass awoke Darton, lying among the
five wounded under the open-air tent. He looked around groggily, the anesthetic
wearing off and his body out of its euphoric floating state and coming back
down to reality. He preferred reality, being in control of his body, but it
also let the pain come, which he didn't like, so he was in a tight space, but
reality suited him more. Lifting his head slightly, he looked around, arcing
his eyes to the best extent of which he could. The lunar ensemble of light
playing itself in hues of blue and white, depending on the object and its
direction to the full moon, only served to further make him more anxious. He
could hear nothing now, but he knew he heard something, a low rustle. He knew
Seikishidan procedure for things like this, there should be a few guards
walking perimeter, looking out for enemies, but he couldn't hear any of them. A slow panic worked itself through his body, the rustle
coming back. His head jumped up, searching, then it was gone. Get up, you're
not staying here to find out, get up. Yell for the Seikishidan, do something.
No, not the Holy Order, I'm dead, they shouldn't have any more evidence to me
besides that, do it yourself, get out of here and move. He painfully moved
his legs, heavy as cinder blocks, though it was a welcome improvement from when
he was on Floor F, from what he could recall. Swinging his legs off of the
edge, he put his right palm on the side of the elevated medic bed, two metallic
legs on bottom extended upward so it sat at hip-level of a normal person, so
they could work. He looked at his right arm, where the blade had been lodged
down to his bone. They had put in anti-bacterial bio-degradable tissue inside,
cleansed it out, then stitched it up. The tissue would make sure the muscle
grew back into place, and his arm didn't sag down, and when the body was well
enough to start building the muscle, the blood would slowly eat the tissue
away, all while the wound was shut. His left arm had been popped back in, so it
was no longer dislocated, but his arm was in a sling, the shattered collarbone
showing numerous skin taps where needles had been. Alright, here goes, push
off and stand, easy, just stand... He prepared his body and mind for what
would take more energy than he had and would pull pain on him, maybe too much
as to the point of collapsing. One....two...thre-- He was about ready to push off of the bed, to stand on his
own feet, but was pulled backward. His back smashed into the bed, his feet
hanging off, his left shoulder rocketing pain through his nerves and synaptic
relays, a stifled gasp jumping from his clenched teeth. He opened his mouth to
scream out in pain, where another hand covered that. His eyes jumped around, he
couldn't see anything underneath the cover of the tent, there was no light in
the shade, the silver outside didn't show an attacker, but he now knew why; it
was behind him. He struggled, his right hand jumping back and forth, trying to
remove the hands from him, grunting without able being to talk. He tried
lifting his right arm above his head to fend himself off, but the pain was too
great from the puncture, and his left was useless. He was as good as dead. "Quit fighting, jeez." he heard a voice console
him. Suddenly, he stopped being so violent, calming a little, knowing it wasn't
a Gear. Whew, not a Gear, but wait---what the fuck? "I come to see
how you're doing and this is how you repay me." the voice said again, a
tinge of femininity in it. An A.A. She slowly removed her hand from over
his mouth, her other hand from his right shoulder where she pulled him back.
Then, she leaned over him, looking into his eyes. Through the darkness, he
could discern her slightly, a bit of the moonlight rebounding off of the
dew-forming grass to show skews of her face. "Who the hell are you?" he said in a vicious
whisper. "You don't remember?" she said sweetly, tilting
her head in a very perplexed way, but an act, and Darton knew. "Ha, like I
would expect you to remember from all the shit you been through. Name's Bianca,
and I'm the one who found your sorry ass, so show some sympathy." "Found me?" he said, unaware of what she was
talking about. She rolled her eyes, sighing slightly, her tone an annoyed
whisper. "Yes, found you. Floor A, on top of a heap of crap,
looks like you fell a few stories, and you had taken some serious hits. Not to
mention you owe me a drink." The final sentence came as a mild shock to
Darton, her nice and delicate exterior not fazing him, her obnoxious and
self-centered views coming out. "Owe you a drink? Wait up, A.A., where--" he said
condescendingly. "Bianca." she responded with dutiful seriousness. "Fine, Bianca…where am I?" "Top of the Seikishidan H.Q., clean-up crew. Kiske
already left here, you should have been alive to see it, he was real battered,
but still, he was Ky Kiske…wow." Darton sneered at the name slightly to
her eyes replaying the scene in her own head. "Yeah, yeah..." he responded, not letting on he
knew Ky, but neither wanting to hear much more about him. "Why did you
come here? Middle of the damn night? I don't know any A.A.'s who do night
service to already-treated patients." "Well, you don't remember anything, do you? I'm not an
A.A." she said, presumptuously, bits of arrogance in her words. "I'm
an actress, a bit of a thespian. I follow the A.A.'s and Seikishidan around,
salvage what I can, go back home, sell it, and leave again. It's a nice job,
get to see the limited world." she said, looking off day-dreamingly, a
fake act of attention and humor, which failed to pierce Darton. His stern
glance only deflated her ego. Sighing, she continued. "Fine, fine, I got
your weapon...sword...thing. I was going to sell it, and I told you I was going
back to Neo-Troy, you seemed excited, or something or another when I found you.
You were a real mess, you don't remember anything about it…" she said,
trailing off, then snapping back to her point. "Basically, wanna go?"
she said, simply. "...What about a knife? Did you find a knife?" he
shot back instantly. She was taken aback, then thought. "No...no knife, sorry. Anyway, what's your deal with
Neo-Troy?" "...I was going to go there once I retired, live out my
days, you know? Seems even when I can't remember, I still am thinking about
shit like that." She smiled slightly, finding they had a common interest. "Alright, I can take you, but you're going to have to
leave behind the Seikishidan." "...Wait, why are you doing this?" She looked at
him questioningly before he continued. "So, you're not an A.A., alright,
but you did find me, and get me help. Now, you come and ask me to come with you
to Neo-Troy, what the hell is going on? You ask a soldier to leave his army, to
go with you, someone I do not know, and you not to me either, but you
asked?" "Fine, stay here." he said, standing and walking
away. "No, wait." he said feebly. She turned, looking
back. He couldn't see her from his lying position, but knew she stopped.
"Yeah...I want to go." She walked back over and leaned over him, her
face about a foot and a half over his. Her semi-long hair, down to the bottom
of her neck fell on top of his face barely, the tips grazing along his features
as a slight wind blew past. "So, you do want to go. Good. Think you can make it for
a few miles?" she asked. "...Why?" "Because I got a friend waiting a few miles from here
to pick me up before we head back to the big T." He nodded, and then she
walked around, helping him to stand. As he set his feet on the ground and stood
up, his knees buckled slightly, his right arm around her, her supporting him. "Alright, you're an A.A. copycat, so, you should still
have some anesthetic or something." She nodded, understanding what he
meant. He was a bit gruff and forwarding, but she expected that. "The shots only work for one area; the pills do the
whole thing, though not as powerful as the shot. I say the pills." "Yeah...pills." After downing about five of them
with mixed contention of the awful taste as they want down dry, he started to
walk stumbling, Bianca by his side to help him. They slowly treaded forward,
each step cautious to not warn the Seikishidan or real A.A.'s. They got about
fifty or so feet from the encampment, before they heard another set of foot-steps.
Quint leaned over, whispering erratically. "It's a sentry, they post around the area, shit,
duck." He tried falling, but his arm was around her back, for support, and
she wouldn't let him go down. "The hell are you doing?! They'll find
us!" "Shuddap, Darton." The footsteps got a body, then
a face, as the soldier approached the two standing still. Goddamn girl, she
doesn't know what she's doing, we're gonna caught, her exposed; me...turned
back to service or whatever. I don't wanna spend anymore time here than I need,
not to mention what'll happen after the little stunt I pulled on Kiske before
I...No, don't think about it, things are a bit different now. You got a place
to go now, no need for that. The soldier approached slowly, his sword at side in a
sheath, patting against his leg at each step. He walked lazily over to the two
of them, stopping short at about five feet. "Who's your friend?" he said to Bianca
questioningly, his hands at his hips. "Guy wants to go to Troy also, so I couldn't
resist." Darton looked back and forth at them, unsure of what was going
on. "Well, you're lucky she's helping you out, pal. She can
be a real bitch." he said with a chuckle to Darton. The girl feigned
surprise, then smiled slightly. "I got some good stuff out here, tell my employer next
time the Seikishidan get a call like this, I'll cut you in the profit. See ya,
Jake." "Next time, Bianca." he said, smiling, then
continuing his walk around the perimeter, watching for Gears. "...You know each other?!" he said in a ferocious
whisper. She looked over at him, rolling her eyes. "Of course, you think I could get this sort of job done
without someone on the inside? Me and Jake grew up in T, he's a friend. Anyway,
we gonna get out of here or stand here jabbering? My friend won't wait around
for too long." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The morning sun filtered in through the unwashed and old
glass window of the officer's lounge. Ky slept in their for the night, the
sergeant who lead the base resigning himself to a normal soldier's dorm. There
was still empty space in the dorms, though hardly. He awoke at the crack of
dawn, dreams of unease making his night not as good as his first night of real
sleep after his ordeal should have been. Standing up, he slowly put on the suit
he wore the night earlier. It still had a slight smell of the alcohol from the
night previous, just being in the bar giving his uniform a slight scent of
whiskey. It'd be gone by the time they reached Geneva, but it still put him at
unease, especially since he was the commander. You were stupid for doing that last night. What were you
thinking? Trying to prove you can drink in front of soldiers. You are just a
boy, don't act like you're not. You may be sixteen, but you're the leader, you
don't have to try and be someone you're not. After his mind raced over that incident, he shifted to Sol.
Why was he here? Did he have any reason? Seems I can't go one day without
someone to piss me off, and it's always in some position where I cannot do
anything about it, but I have to keep my reserve and cool; I am the commander. He slowly slid on the pants, thinking still. Then, over an
undershirt, the suit top. He put his arms up to get through the sleeves,
wincing slightly at the cut on his back, and a throbbing pain on his chest, a
red imprint of Sol's fist on his ribcage. The white pants were perfectly
pressed and wrinkle free, long enough so that the edges covered over his boots,
but didn't furl over themselves. The top came down to a few inches past his
hip, onto the femur with each of the two flaps at the bottom, the white buttons
stopping below his belt, and the two edges of the suit spinning out and down,
like an old tuck in shirt, except this was like a suit top, removing the
three-piece suit to a two-piece suit. The arms were cuffed at the wrist, all
white still, a small collar at top with a turtle neck layer underneath that was
a mock up, a fabric turtle neck that started at an inch below the collar,
giving the impression of another shirt under it. They couldn't afford to have
those extra pieces, but they also wanted to still look nice, so these U.N.
required suits and priorities to looking nice when addressing them annoyed Ky. He stepped out into the brisk morning, rubbing his hand
through his hair slightly, the wheat colored bangs falling back in front of his
azure eyes, reflecting the cloudless sky. A fading full moon sat at the
horizon, the opposite one showing a rising sun, like competing rivals, one edge
of the sky a purple hue of midnight, the other bursting with oranges and pinks,
elaborating the life to day, and death to night in the sky above, an eternal
duel of the fates, stars marking battles and those dead for eternity in the
story more read than even the Bible, the skies and earth itself. His first step
out was hesitant, dirt and something else under his foot. Stepping back, he saw
a cigarette butt lying lifeless. Sol put that there intentionally... He
took another step forward, something jabbing his chest, not the pain, but
something actually poking. Mentally kicking himself, he reached into the suit
top, and pulled out the small golden necklace he had found in the Head
Quarters, looking at it again, sparkling a bit from the dawn above. The chain
was thin, and the cross was a small, a solid-gold trinket on the chain, only
about an inch long, but it gave him something, a special sense of security and
feeling of something gone by. He brought it up on his neck a little further,
making sure it was free of the confines under his suit, then let it rest on top
of his uniform, the gold contrasting the pure whiteness of the U.N. required
attire. The Fuuraiken was in a pure white holster at his side, looped
underneath to a rung on the pants, covered over by the top, and only the sword
being seen, the small decoratory frills on the sheath more elegant than
standard sheaths, which were hardened cloth, a leather-like substitute. I need to go find the chapel before I leave...get something
off my chest. He
took a hesitant step outside, looking about. The morning was very young, no
soldiers buzzing except for the few walking perimeter and on the lookout
towers, none of them aware of Ky's recent intrusion into the morning, a man
among such things in the sky and around him. He took a guess, and started
walking, searching for the chapel, knowing the base had one. One of the
fundamental staples of the Seikishidan is its base in Roman-Catholicism, every
base has to have a chapel. Where is it... After a bit of searching, as well
as asking a tired, yet excited lieutenant who was coming down from his post to
go to the rest room, Ky was standing in front of the chapel. It was a small
building, only about twenty feet across, forty feet deep, small for a chapel on
a base of 1500. But, he couldn't expect every soldier on the base to go to
church every Sunday. The two large wooden double doors looked menacing in their
twelve-foot-high towering stances, but Ky, simply placing his hand on one of
them, moved it with plenty of ease, the hinges well oiled and strong enough to
let the heavy doors move like they were made of cotton. Stepping inside, the
door creaking shut to its counter part behind, a cool blast of air seemed to
envelope him. When he opened the door, no air hit him, but when he stepped in,
it seemed to lift him up, and there were no cooling systems inside, and if
there was a draft, it would have exited from the pressure difference in opening
the door... Don't think about it, do what you're here to do. He walked
through the center aisle, between two distinct rows of seats, a bible in a
small holding box on the back of every seat, each row seating about one
hundred, maximum, and even that would be pushing the limits. A reverend of the
church, old in his years, hair white and missing, his face wrinkled to the
point his eyes were almost covered over, slept in a chair to the side of the
central pew, an old rocking chair that looked like an heirloom. He slept
silently and deeply, his head off to one side, the spots on his skin, dotting
his entire face, exposed more so by his head being turned. Ky smiled a bit at
the old man, it was a good thing to see those dedicated to God and those who
had lived so long in these times. Walking up the three small steps that separated the
reverend's elevated position over the crowd, Ky walked behind the pew, standing
in front of a painted effigy of his savior. The timeless image of Christ in
rags and shambles, his head to one side, imploringly, yet determined looking,
both hands pegged to the wooden cross. The model was a mock up, painted years
ago, the paint rubbing off in places, showing the blank white color underneath
the mold. Rows of candles lined the model, wrapping around the base and behind,
looping a few layers, spreading out, the small candles, contained in a small
glass cup of itself, new wax poured to each cup everyday to keep the eerie
small flames burning, the light giving the bottom of Jesus' face a bit of a
tectonic gaze, a seriousness unintended. A bit of stained glass lined the walls
above the model, the colored panes showing a discombobulated picture, pieces of
the glass destroyed in prior years, covered up with sheets of filler, or
entirely new pieces of glass uncolored, the image unable to be deciphered as to
what it was from the destruction it had sustained in previous years, but its
simplistic act of being there in the chapel gave it meaning and reason to be
there. The invading light, in hues of random color, shone down onto the
shallowly lighted Jesus, around Kiske too, who stood in the partial shadow of
the towering statue. Ky knelt down in front of the image of God, praising the
Holy Trinity, his arm doing the motion while his head lowered and eyes shut,
slowly making his prayer. "To you, O Lord, I ask forgiveness for the deeds I have
done. No one man could be told the things I have done and said, no minister, no
reverend, no pope, only You. So, I come to you in desperation, Lord." he
said, eyes closed. Looking up, eyes now open, he looked at Christ for a minute,
taking in every bit of his fading features, the decades old statue showing
signs of its age with peeling paint and dust sitting on the ridges of the
statue's face. "How you must have endured, I do not know..." he
whispered, expecting the statue to spring to life, look down at Ky, and tell
him all of the answers he needed to know, everything in the world. Instead, the
imploring gaze on the painted eyes stared forward even more. Maybe that was the
answer, just simplistically looking at him, unable to say anything, but just to
do it, live it, do what you could. "God, I have questions for you. I know it might be
blaspheming, but I think it is in just cause..." he sighed, breathing in
deeply after, then continued, in a low whisper. "Why?" he simply
coughed out. "Why me? Why did the Gears have to be created? Why do the
innocents have to die and people like me have to fight to protect them? Could
there be a time when no humans had to suffer, where there would be no heroes or
fighters for humanity, because humanity was safe, completely shielded from harm
from everything? You might say it isn't in our nature, but...damnit, I don't
see the point!", his tone rising, elevating in tone and intensity with
each word. "Why do people have to die? In front of me? Their lives
ripped from them by your grasp, because of a Gear? Is being killed by a Gear
your 'ultimate plan'? Are those killed by Gears even justifiable deaths, and
thus you would have their soul, meaning that you knew of Gears, knew how
they were to die, and let it happen. I can't understand why you would do that,
Lord. I cannot, I will not. I fight for You,I fight for humanity, that
salvation wasted now, when put up to contrast about what happens." "Why God, why. I live now, only 16, yet I have killed
and survived my fair share, through what I should and should not have, yet
other people die for me, saving my life. Does my life mean more than any other?
Why is that? I'm not Jesus, I'm not your incarnation, I'm just a man, a
boy..." he said, starting to break down upon himself, eyes watering.
"I am not the one for these tasks! For this...war and salvation of
humanity! How could you choose me? There are hundreds upon thousands of
people fit for leading the world to victory, those who know battle, can live
through it all, and look back victoriously. I...cannot. I see death, I see
those dead, and wonder how, how could it happen, how could I let it
happen, how could You let it happen." "And, those dead...you can't bring them back, they're dead,
and even You, God, will not change that. What about...what about the dead, the
ones who will die, died in times past...what about people like Darton?" he
said, his emotions flaring now through highs and lows of sadness and despair to
anger, tears falling off of his cheeks now in both reverence and compassion.
"He wasn't destined to die, he had not lived a life worthy of
dying, yet he thought he did, and then he killed himself. I couldn't hold on, I
tried so hard, yet I couldn't, he still died. He's dead, after
all of that, surviving so long, fighting hard. He was rude, arrogant, and
completely defamed You, but how does that make him different than thousands of
others? Yet, through what he did, I saw him for a good person, for someone who
deserved to live. He deserved to live, after all of it, he had earned
it, even amongst the innocents who did nothing wrong to die, he should have
lived. But, there were places where Youcome in, and change all of that,
divine intervention crap. Well, it is crap, all this. The death, the constant
flood of fighting in the name of God, I don't understand it, how could You let
it? How? Why?" he said, putting his arm down to the ground to stabilize
him from falling over from his kneeling position. And silently, he cried, tears
falling down his face, staining the carpet below him. It had been tread years
before, years prior, and would be in the future, his tears nothing but another
memento in its history. He sat there, thinking, unable to talk, all of the
death, fear, and suffering over whelming him that he had to shove into a dark
closet and hide for the past few days. He couldn't take it, he broke. And, he
knew God would be the ultimate witness, the closest he had to any sort of
family that was always there, so found solace in that. He slowly stood, wiping his eyes, taking in a deep breath to
stabilize jumpy breathing. Looking back up at Christ, the stone cold gaze of
simplicity piercing Ky, he nodded slightly, understanding. It's not the way
that things happen, it's not who has to die and who has to live, it's what we
must do while we're here, what we have to do before our time comes... He
stepped backward, looking upon the illuminated Christ once more, then turned,
walking down each step slowly, each step monumental in having to store himself
back in the confines of his own mind, putting his feelings under wraps, making
sure what he saw and witnessed stayed in the realm of a certain serious set of
emotions that couldn't be altered or changed, but had to, or he would break,
and he would die, he would be cut down, left unprepared, he would be dead. By
the end of the three steps, he was completely sealed, back to his normal self,
taking one deep breath to make sure, wiping his eyes again. He needed to be in
his presentable shape before anyone saw, he had to make sure that he was Ky
Kiske, the commander, not the boy. Standing in front of the double doors, he
closed his eyes, thinking again, then pushed both open with both hands and
walked out, the creak as he exited waking the old reverend, who snapped his
head to life, looking around as the doors settled back to being in their
previously straight position. "Odd..." he murmured to himself, looking around
again, then going back to sleep. Ky walked around the complex, coming to the officer's lounge
he slept in last night, reaching for the door knob when he was surprised by a
voice to his left. "Punctual, Mr. Kiske." he heard a voice say.
Turning to his left, he saw Gestahl walking up. "I was coming to wake you.
We must be going very soon to make Geneva before nightfall. It's about six
hours from here to there, so we'll make it just past noon, if we're lucky. It
seems we're going to have to be taking the MT, too." He said
matter-of-factly, neither condescending, but neither boisterous either, just
flat. "And what about the extra soldiers left at Paris?"
Ky asked. "One of the two MTs left will make two trips. And,
since each truck had about 180 soldiers each, there was extra room for our
A.A.'s. We'll still be making two trips, but I think it is best if we move the
A.A.'s out first." "Fine, as long as no man is left behind." Ky said
affirmingly, his mind racing back to Darton, then shaking it out of his mind.
He walked past Gestahl to the front of the base, where the MT was still parked.
Jaygus was standing by, in an equally white uniform, but not nearly as
impressive as Ky's, which was perfectly ironed and as white as the pure clouds,
Jaygus' clean, but showing signs of age in the forms of a few stains and a more
dull white, but he seemed not to notice. "We're going to have fun in Geneva, sir." Jaygus
said smiling, his words dripping with sarcasm, climbing into the back of the
truck, Kiske following. Gestahl stepped in also, two soldiers from the outside
shutting the double doors, and Gestahl walking past them as they took seats,
him going to the front, where the two drivers were ready and waiting. He also
bypassed four soldiers, two privates and two lieutenants, the same ones from
before. "Hello, sir" one said to Ky as he sat down,
distracting him. "Oh, you all again." he said, somewhat
derogatorily, but he had not meant to. The soldier was surprised, Ky's morning
attire and not being fully awake yet, played a factor in his un-excited
attitude. The soldier shut up, turning back to the rest, feeling insulted, but
he couldn't do anything; he was a subordinate to a commander. They were sitting
about twenty seats down, so about fifty feet down, all talking amongst
themselves, the same box from before in front of all of them, two on each side,
playing cards in the middle. Ky then remembered the three of hearts, he had
forgot that it was in his boot. Reaching down, it was still there. He didn't
know why, but he patted it, and left it there, sort of like a memento or a protector. The MT slowly inched forward, jumping as it moved, the
massive weight thrown forward. It slowly gained more speed every second,
squealing and yelling with agony like a dying monster as it hurtled itself
forward. Ky fell a bit in his seat, then settled back, the slow acceleration, a
massive hum echoing through and about from the engine. He could hear the wheels
screeching as they were man-handled into turning, making course for Geneva.
After a long, slow turn, all the while going forward slowly, the emitting
sounds echoes of a Gear's own unholy screams, the MT started to roll forward,
going towards its destination. It slowly accelerated faster, finally hitting
its top speed around 55 miles per hour, a violent vibration being sent down the
length of the truck from the wheels and engine, Kiske's boots shaking around
his feet. Gestahl stood firm in the doorway adjoining the two compartments,
watching the drivers and the world ahead as it trampled underneath the massive
MT. "What's that, sir?" Jaygus said, his hand lazily
pointing at his chest. Ky looked down, seeing the gold cross. Jaygus knew what
it was, but that wasn't directly his question. "I've never seen you wear
it before." "Oh..." Ky said, toying with it in his barren
fingers. He felt a little scared, not being in his tried-and-true Seikishidan
uniform. His hands felt liberated, no gauntlet or gloves to tie them down and
secure them, but he also felt a bit barren and naked without the layers of
cloth and the other nuances of his uniform he had grown attached to, feeling a
motherly embrace in them. Now that he was in different attire, he could tell
how much differently he felt when not in them. But, the feel of a nice suit
wasn't exactly bad either. "I got it back on Paris on Floor F, when we
were searching for items. I came across it." "So you took it?" he said hesitantly. Ky looked up
at him, not liking how Jaygus said those words. Yes, I took it. The person
who owned it is probably dead, but I know it wasn't right to take it, but
there's something...some reason why I must have it. "It reminds me of something." he said delicately,
looking down at the cross again, shining slightly against the small lights
fixed on the ceiling of the MT in a line, a luminescent strip, cut apart by the
sections of the truck, where bolts and clips connected the pieces, the lights
ended and started. They were luminescent; a gas inside shot through with
electricity, a by-product of the magic engine, and the dull light gave it a bit
of an unnatural glare. "Of what, if I am not rude to ask, sir?" Ky looked
back up at Jaygus suddenly, deciding whether or not to tell him. Should I or
shouldn't I tell him? It's deep, and he's only a soldier. No...he's more than a
soldier, he's a friend, he's shown that many times over since I was instituted
as the commander...but still, I know he has a shady past, with the Krieg and
all, and I don't ask him about that. Ky looked around, side to side, the
soldiers playing cards ahead, and both sitting near the double doors in the
back. He sighed, taking in a deep breath, thinking. "It was a long time ago, I had a necklace like this.
I..." Ky sat, silent for a second. Tell him the truth, or don't.
Choose. "I lost it. I had it ever since I can remember, and when I
lost it, I was devastated. Seeing this one made me remember it, and I took it.
It reminds me of the past, I couldn't leave it." he said, imploring eyes
finding solace in Jaygus' pleasant and understanding demeanor. You're such a
liar, Kiske. You know you didn't lose it, you know the truth. And, you didn't
tell him why you had it, what it meant to you, all of that. A liar. Shut up.
"Hey, it's early in the morning, and we got a long ride ahead of us. Try
and get some rest, I will too." Ky said. "In plus, I know I am not
quite recovered yet from Paris, and I bet you aren't either." he said with
a friendly smile. "Indeed, sir. Let's get some rest." Jaygus
replied, slowly slipping down lower into the chair, leaning his head against
his shoulder, trying to rest. Ky took his initiative, and leaned his head
backward, resting the top of his head against the vibrating wall of the truck. Liar... --- Zeronova's Notes: If you read the original DG, you might remember a scene when
Ky was young. That's the scene here in his past, though I tweaked it, adding in
the necklace. For those unaware of the scene, well, you'll learn about it in
due time. I like how the characterization is coming. You might say that Arc II
is boring, but I like to think that I can put a lot more drama into it. Arc I
was totally action, Arc II is drama, and Arc III will be the conclusion,
wrapping up everything. I found myself bored with Arc II in the old DG, so this
time I am doing my best to give it a lot more life and interesting things.
Bianca is proving to be much more fun to write, and an interesting character,
as last time, she was flat and useless, a throw in. There will be action in Arc
II, but it's later one (for the readers of the original DG, it has to do with a
certain other city, already hinted at early in the story). Written July 29th. Oh yeah, this is the 100k chapter (well, it isn't exactly
since I have had some 5k and 5k-chapters, so it didn't exactly all even out),
but it is still fairly close, and twenty chapters at roughly 5k equals 100k,
get it? Anyway, this is a great landmark to hit. Look, I'm closing in on the
original DG. 100,000 words...that's a lot, that's a ton. That is 165 pages of
standard margin in Times New Roman point 12 (yes, I figured it in Word).
Anyway, up to this point, the story had a base, a real foothold from the first,
and from here I venture into unknown territory. Not anymore a remake, but this
is now a real story, becoming a real adventure itself to FFN, not a remake of
an old one. Thanks to all of my reviewers (Nik Hasta, PWMA, The Hybrid are the main
fans, but let's not forget KR2 or Lone Wolf Neo for their very big parts, just
kidding, don't kill me, and a side note to TWH for the long review). And, a
special thanks to Samuraiter, who has been a good friend in my writing
endeavors, as well as a good person to bounce ideas off of, and get ideas from
(Tibet's gonna rock, thanks for letting me use Jaygus, and the whole I1/DG
series thing). I don't intend on my parents or family seeing this story, but if
they do, thanks to them too for letting me be an insomniac, of which times they
knew nothing of what I was doing, yet trusted me (I wasn't looking at
porn...that much, and my late night ESPN NFL 2k5 rantings at the screen for
intercepting me too often). So, one-hundred thousand, that's a big number. The
way I see it, this story is going to go over 200k at my current pace, but
that's only an estimate, it might just hit 200k. But, I'm happy with how much I
have done this far, and how much will come in the future, so thank you, and
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