| 7 Nov 03 I know I know, long time no update. Just let me be. � My inbox didn�t even look like a box anymore from not checking emails yesterday. � The Matrix: Revolutions was somewhat �mammoth� (I�ll get to that later). � I got 3 weeks of school work to catch up on but obviously not starting today. � And I had to cut the wrapping off a [grape] Starburst Sucks so I can actually suck on it (no sexual references intended!). The using scissors to cut off the wrapper of a lolly pop is just wrong! What if I was out somewhere with no scissors to cut the wrapping off? What then? Headaches, irritation and give-uppance?! Hell no, but the irritation factor might still come into play either way. At least it tastes nicer than Chupa Chups. =) � Both exams are complete. Fingers crossed. � Need to reply to ABM and CS's emails. � Need to catch up on eBlah! � Need to go shopping for Formal stuff and both Tina�s Birthday�s coming up this month. � Other School related issues need to be taken care of. Don�t feel awfully bloggy today so I�ll make do with talking about The Matrix: Revolutions. =) Thank god this was the last of the Trilogy. Saw the movie last night with Alucard, Sweet, Emilia, Bitter B, Anh, Bulb and Hybrid and Type-R. What surprised me the most was the fact that there weren�t any queues for the 6pm session at Livo. I suppose I was a little taken back from that. But then again, Reloaded was full of pointless fillers so hey, not so big with the surprise I guess. lol. The beginning was a little slow I thought. Too much babble and too much slow speaking babble. It didn�t quite engage the audience until the war scene in Zion. That was a big mistake. The final battle was marvelously constructed IMO. The war scene in both Zion and the final battle against Agent Smith was jaw dropping all the way. Everything seemed to be excavated to monumental proportions so hence the �jaw dropping�! In Reloaded, the fight scene between Neo and Agent Smith was way too computer generated and because it seemed to be on �repeat� for like a foot too long, it burned my wick very quickly. The fight scene between Neo and Agent Smith in Revolutions however was quite a watch, as the martial arts and overall scenery didn�t do much with the �repeat� button as it did in Reloaded. And seriously, I�m not kidding here, when Trinity was on her deathbed and talking to her beloved Neo, a guy nearby [to where I was sitting] actually gave out fairly loud yawn! I wouldn�t necessarily say it ruined the moment for me but it was just something I just didn�t expect to happen. At all! Heh heh it cracked me up for like a minute or two, even after that scene was over. Ah good times. =) Costumes at the fetish-like club were brilliant though. Amazing creativity there. But my movie tips? Walk in not expecting anything from the film and get ready for some fillers. :-� A few additions to this rant can be found here as well if you want. 14 Nov 03 Argh� Where oh where have the days gone?! It�s really cutting close to the year 12 graduation day and� my friends. I feel so� *exhales deeply* I caught up with Emilia today. Actually I asked her to come with me for a walk, well, to exercise to be more precise. lol. Took a while for me to find her place but we met up at a park instead and walked all the way� well it was further than I thought and now I can�t sleep because the aches are keeping me up. *scrunches up her face* Plus I gotta look for those shoes at Livo tomorrow = more walking. But if I don�t find it, I have to look for another one and and� >.< =) But it was great catching up and we talked so much. *sighs again* Look forward to this Sunday�s walk though. lol. Okay eBlah!�s got my attention and it�s like 11:20pm so oww for the boring blog! 24 Nov 03 I so should have blogged when I wanted to to create a more interesting post but here we go, dot points: � Haven�t had a decent break since the end of last term which includes mass amounts of doubt and pressure and stress from my parents [indirectly from teachers] and myself. � Last holidays were filled with as much socialising as I can possibly get in between study for the 2003 HSC and preparing for coming into year 12 for 2003-04 with the year 11�s. � Went straight into year 11/12 work for 1� weeks as a �newbie� and didn�t get to squish in too much study for the HSC. � Went on leave to study for the HSC for 2� weeks (inc. 2 days for Sign out/in days). Found out I was on good probation because I�m on Pathways and would need help (they�re right though!). � My exams ended on the 6th. Went out and had a blast that night socialising. Been so long since I saw them! � Came back to school with piles of catching up to do but never really getting there. A teacher was (and still is) on my back about falling behind and that I should catch up. Pressure. � Got two assignments due before the end of term and a hand-in task. Pressure + Stress + Panic = Brooding. � Homework. Stress. � Need to cancel Austudy payments unless there�s a way around that. � Need to pick up or send for my Summer School certificate before they forget who the hell I am or worse, they toss out my certificate! � Have to do some exercise with Emilia before I start feeling unearthy again. � Year 12 Concert was brilliant. Everyone who performed was just so talented. Even the technical difficulties and mess-ups were cool to watch. No humiliation present IMO. � Formal was totally kickin�. I swear I could have fainted from my feet hurting so much. The hairdresser messed up my hair and made me look ew. Camera and me don�t match nowadays either. I look better in real life than I do in photo�s. It�s like a curse. Like The [original] Ring (link is not for the original). Heh :-� � Went out with Sweet, Emilia, Bitter B, Bulb and others for one of Sweet�s last days in Australia for a while (round the world vacation). Did some karaoke in the City�was pretty fun! Breezy-ish day but fun. � Day after, The Saturday night that just past, I went to Reprisal�s birthday party�four hours after I woke up! Tired. But we were playing with those sparkly flamey stick thingy�s and two guys were mucking around. One threatened the other with a sparkly flamey stick thing to the point where they were backing off and running a bit. We�re all laughing and one of their friends shouts out �Run Piglet run!� That was so worth the cracking up for. lol. My cousin also read me with her tarot cards. I was suppose to concentrate on what question I wanted to ask [about my future] but god damnit I kept getting distracted. In my head I was like: �Will I be a workaholic? Will I be a workaholic? Will I be a workaholic? Will I be a workaholic? Will I be an alcoholic? Will I be an alcoholic? Will I be� eh hey�!� Then I giggled to myself and started again: �Will I be a workaholic? Will I be a workaholic? Will I be a workaholic? Will I be an alcoholic? Will I be�" I got mad so I�m like: �Okay whatever! I�m done concentrating!� lol. It was terrible. Luckily the results didn�t turn out screwy but actually pretty accurate. Freaked me a bit to tell ya the truth! � Day after, picked up my GD88. Mmm� sweeeet! =) � Brings you to the present where I signed out of year 12. Had Yum Cha (read description of only) afterwards with a crowd of great friends. Going to miss �em a lot� everyone in my grade� *sniff sniff and pouts a bit* But the guys were so funny, especially with the Asian jokes (funny because were Asian too and it was just so true in the stereotypical sense)! � Homework and catching up is huge ATM. >.< � Graduation day on Friday 28th. And yay! I�m actually receiving something! � School work. Stress. School work. Stress. School work. Breakdown. Cry. Counselor. Stress. School work� etc. Holidays! But that won't be for a long time coming� =( Lastly, this Thursday night could be booked for a birthday party that�s being talked about. I call dibs on the first unoccupied ride there! *gives a wry smile* 26 Nov 03 Colour Test: Results: 1. DESIRED OBJECTIVES OR BEHAVIOR DICTATED BY DESIRED OBJECTIVES. Keeps herself under strict control so as not to break down under her difficulties. Needs a safer and easier situation in which she can feel more secure and have a chance to recover. 2. THE EXISTING SITUATION OR BEHAVIOR APPROPRIATE TO THE EXISTING SITUATION. Seeks to share a bond of understanding intimacy in an esthetic atmosphere of peace and tenderness. 3. CHARACTERISTICS UNDER RESTRAINT OR BEHAVIOR INAPPROPRIATE TO THE EXISTING SITUATION. Willing to participate and to allow herself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension. Circumstances are restrictive and hampering, forcing her to forgo all joys and pleasures for the time being. 4. REJECTED OR SUPPRESSED CHARACTERISTICS OR ANXIETY-LADEN CHARACTERISTICS. Stresses resulting from disappointment have led to agitation. Unfulfilled hopes have led to uncertainty and apprehension. Needs to feel secure and to avoid any further disappointment, and fears being passed over or losing standings and prestige. Doubts that things will be any better in the future and this negative attitude leads her to make exaggerated demands and to refuse to make reasonable compromises. Agitated pessimism; fearful of losing prestige. 5. THE ACTUAL PROBLEM OR BEHAVIOR RESULTING FROM STRESS. Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, and she is distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationship or adequate appreciation. She attempts to escape into a stable and secure environment in which she can relax and feel more contented. Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety. Desires recognition and position, but is worried about her prospects. Reacts to this by protesting at any criticism and resisting any attempt to influence her. Tries to assert herself by meticulous control of detail in an effort to strengthen her position. 1. GRAY 2. BROWN 3. BLACK 4. BLUE 5. GREEN 6. VIOLET 7. RED 8. YELLOW 1. BROWN 2. GREEN 3. VIOLET 4. BLUE 5. RED 6. BLACK 7. GRAY 8. YELLOW 27 Nov 03 Hahaha I stole 1500+ coins from Braeden. You should never ever stick around for more than the two seconds it takes you to click on the powers to learn it. Either that or you should always have enough AP to get back to the bank and safely deposit it and carry some SoT in case it�s full. Guild robbers are always there. Much like me. =D I�m still in that process of learning as well so hopefully you guys will get the hang of it too. 28 Nov 03 It was a tough head-achey day with the Graduation/Farewell Assembly and the tears and� =( *pauses for a while* Heh� Braeden is� heh close. =) Wonder if he�s going to say something to me for the + + + nice + coins I stole from him. lol. *Waits patiently* 29 Nov 03 Now I�m just mad. >:-( I thought it was 10 000 coins for Thievery(3) AND Shadows(3) but nooo it�s 10 000 coins for ONLY Thievery(3)! I should have clicked onto Thievery first before Shadows. This is dammingly annoying. Grarghhh�! *blinks in complete dismay* |
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