| 8 Jul 03 Saturday was CLV�s [17th] and her brother�s [21st] birthday party. So okay, it sort of started out kinda slow being there since 5 or 6pm but at least I got to finally dance! It was one of the reasons why I went. I didn�t expect to be engulfed by mass amounts of cigarette smoke and smoke from the smoke machine all at the same time though� But the cool thing was that they had a DJ style turn table (with a DJ?) and everything�inc. lights and a smoke machine [like I mentioned before]. It just kind of sucked how not a lot of people who were there weren't willing to dance for so and so reasons. 10:30pm was when I finally was able to get two other girls to dance with me. This led a lot more people to start dancing too instead of sitting around [probably drunk] and just being the keen observer they are! We asked for some R&B and danced for like maybe half an hour until the majority of the people on the dance floor went out for a smoke and one of the girls that I danced with initially [and her friends] had to go. Figures huh?! *rolls eyes* She did want to continue dancing though so it was a shame we had to stop. At this time there really weren�t that many people [I knew] left at the party so� Anyway, I left like a half hour after that probably through sheer boredom (I�m ashamed to say)� and okay, I still had the cold and stuff too, so yeah� wish it wasn�t so cold this time of the year though. Man, that really sucks. At least I know there�ll be a whole lotta dancin� at the formal and maybe even at an after-party! Can�t wait for that. Tehehe� I�ve been told that I tend to veer towards the �rave scene� look, which I find bizarre because I don�t actually see it (on the outside that is). But the first time I heard that was when I did work placement at Dymocks City and assisted two guys who said they worked at a �massage� place nearby. :-\ Mind you, I was wearing a tight, black, red pinstriped pant with a blue work shirt to which seemed bigger when I tried it on in the dressing room than it did when I wore it for work! So I don�t know if he was trying to get me to that �massage� place after I finished or if it was an observation of truth. lol. At my sister�s wedding, my cousin said that he�s betting I�ll be a rave chick [once I�m legal] within seconds of seeing me dance on the dance floor. So what�s up with that? lol. Maybe I do have the characteristics of what they call �rave chick�? I really don�t know because whenever I dance in front of the mirror, it looks worse than what I�ve been told and I�m sure if those people were lying when they said I dance good, they wouldn�t be seen anywhere dead near me on the dance floor! From CLV�s party that night though, two of my friends (who attend FVHS) booked me for a dance at our year 12 formal. =) God I keep thinking about the dance that Elaine on �Sienfield� does�it just looks so funny. lol. 12 Jul 03 Just a few notes that are worth a mention: A few days ago, hearing voices outside, I peered through my one-way screen front door and saw two guys visiting my neighbour. The door didn�t open for a while so I decided to continue looking through the door�you know just in case I end up witnessing some robbery like my sister did once. So because our front door only enables the person on the inside of the house to see through to the other side of that door, I decided �hey, I�m not that busy anyway, so what the heck? Not like they�ll know�. So I�m there for a few minutes as they continue knocking on my neighbour�s door. Someone opens the door and as one of the guys talks my neighbour, the other one loiters around. Through watching the guy who was walking around I picked up a few disgusting facts about� I saw him [conjure up and] spit right onto the grass spot that our houses were separated by, scratch his crotch almost vigorously, and chew gum like some guy who took lessons on How To Chew Like A Cow. It was so far, the most disgusting line of actions I�ve ever seen a person do all in one go. I swear I was about to shout out �you disgusting, crotch-scratching, gum chewing little man!�. Not that I was spying� tehehe� :-� With those commercials I attempted to make notes on before [but my short attention span got in the way], I found another one. This is for the Golden Circle ad for their jam and while I enjoy those catchy one-liners ads these days have, �Give a damn, about your Jam� just makes me wanna shout �Give a stuff, about your Crust� or �Give a par, about your Star� or even �Give a sh*t, about your Tits� (sorry, inappropriate)! I swear that commercial is provoking me to do something really lame! lol. 29 Jul 03 Last week, if you asked me why I haven�t been at school and you were a good friend who I thought needed to know to truth, I would have said �I�m leaving school�. Yesterday, if you had asked me the same question, I would have said �I�m leaving school�. But today, if you ask me the exact same question� I had an appointment with the school�s Career�s Advisor with my parents and my sister to discuss my options and what I could do for the remainder of the year if I decide to leave. Guess what? I�m not leaving. So of the teachers I�ve told yesterday that was leaving and a few of the students who, in the moment, seemed like they should know, I�d have to tell them all that I�m staying. Talk about spontaneity! Jesus�! *rolls eyes* I�m really not sure about this though�staying for the rest of the year� The good thing is that I�m only sitting for two of my HSC exams (4 units�Retail and Maths) this year and the remainder next year (6 units�English, D&T, T&D) because I�m planning to do a Pathway HSC Course. It also means that I only go to the classes that I�m sitting the HSC for. But yes, that was �T&D� (textiles and design)! I�m trying this one out because when I made the decision to drop it last year, I wasn�t really thinking about which I�d be better and get more marks for, I was thinking more about which I�d benefit from if I became an Interior Designer (which is like something I�ve wanted to do for a long time now). So like yeah, I�m dropping ITG (graphics industries) and picking up T&D (Textiles). The only thing is, there�s no year 11 T&D ATM which means there�s no year 12 class either. However, if I could find a school that offers both D&T and T&D for next year, I�d be able to do it for my HSC. So� first I�d hope Cecil Hills HS had it, but turns out they don�t. Going down the list of possible schools to go to from Busby (like hell no! even if I was paid to go there I wouldn�t! Dumbass school! lol) to Bonnyrigg (no thanks!) to Canley Vale :-| , I was beginning to think that Livo Girls was the only school good enough. Turns out they do both courses and now I have an interview with the Vice P. of the school on the 18th of August! I hope I get accepted. lol. At least I�m not going to leave the school and my friends in which its name has been the only one I�ve blessed myself with since Kindy until my year here ends! Okay� so there�s a chance I might have to leave earlier because usually year 12 starts around term 4 of year 11� but� hmm� *sigh* I guess continuing in another school ain�t too bad�I�d probably feel like a stranger being with the year 11�s at school anyway. But yeah, just hope that I can get into Livo Girls and actually complete the rest of my HSC year on a good note�I�ve always wanted to do that. |
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