For those of you that have read my last blog you would have read about my suspicion about him.
My instinct proves me right. He betrayed me. I believe now that everyone should trust their instinct. They usually never go wrong.
I am now embracing a new life, leaving this blog behind that contained all my past. Both the good times and the bad times. It is now time for me to find the answers for all my suffering. Where did I go wrong? And how I should start again. I don't think I can love again.
Everytime a foreign worker look at you. Pray that he is not the man that I hired to ruin your life.
I am not born cruel.
Circumstances made me to be.
I love my child too much to allow anyone that even harbour thoughts of hurting her, scott free.
Everytime you want to mess with me. Think.
Think of who I am. My background. What I am capable of.
You have tasted Part 1 of the Misery that I have caused you.
Part 2 is just waiting to happen.
You fucked my life up now. I will fucked your life till the day you die.
To the man that betrayed me:
I love you now, I love you then.
I forgive but I will never forget.
I'm nice to you now, but do continue to watch your back.
Love makes you do silly things.
Love also makes you dare to kill.
If you hurt my baby, I swear I'll make you pay.
I'll leave you with nothing.
And believe me, you will hope that you were dead.
I always keep my promises to you. And you know I will keep this.
Treat my baby nice or beware of the man next to you.
Cos he may just be my good friend.