Does anyone realise how busy I have been? I just felt there are too many things to be done in such a short time!!
Oh last national day I had such a great party with the Terror Club people. It wasn't just the people but the BOOZE we had was enough to get 50 peole drunk! We were wasted man!!
Earlier last week, my company sent me for training. There where I met this web designer guy name Andrew. It was just something about him that triggers the flirtatiousness in me. Can't understand that? Me too! We weren't exactly taking but I was so sure he too interest in me. He kept asking when I was taking the next advance class.
My life is slowing down a lot. Well, one thing to cheer about is that I have completed all my classes for my degree and I really hope to clear everything by August. Finally, I get this part of my life over. What's next?
We are always told that we have to work towards a goal. But when there is nothing to chase, life becomes meaningless.
You gave up your personal life to attain your goals. While doing all that, people you know start drifting away from you 'cos you didn't have time to meet up. And now when there is nothing left to chase, we become lost. What are we gonna do with all that free time now?
That's probably a reason why people keep pursing their career higher and higher and study more and more.
Well, I guess I miss a couple of weeks of journal as I was in Bangkok visiting my parents.
2 nights ago, I broke up with Eric, it was really sad, seriously terrible for me. The last time I felt this way was probably with Kenny. The hurt didn't last long. I was okay after a day. You might think that it is pretty fast but it was something that I never wanted to go through again. It makes me remember why I did not dare to break up with Matthew for 3 whole years. Whenever I think of that night, I feel a knief slice right in the middle of my heart.
So now I understand why people stay in abused/loveless relationship...The pain and misery is more bearable than the pain inflict by knowing you never see the person again. One thing I got out of being with Eric is that I manage to pluck up enough courage to leave Matthew for good.