The little things that I constantly come accross with in my everyday life. Just the simple thoughts that comes up. Some may not make sense but others I would say are very enticing, they actually get you thinking. Some even have a point. But mostly they are are just blabbers that I happen to like to put up on the net. Somewhat like a journal you could say. But not as private like a diary. So please enjoy, you never know what this mind of mine will think of next. Happy reading...
04-28-01: There will come a time in everyone`s life where we are put in difficult challenges. When this time comes, we have to prepare ourselves for a lot of heartache & sorrow. For every bad thing that we ever encounter, we must look at these as tests, to test our faith in God. Just remember, with every door that closes on us, there are others that will open. We must never let one disappointment come in the way of our future happiness. There has got to be a reason for everything that happens to us. When the tough gets going, all we can do is suck it in & try our best to move on & hopefully we learn something from our experience. It`s true what they say "Life is a Journey" we never really know what roadblock we will encounter next.
04-29-01: Yesterday seemed to be the worst day in my life. As I said earlier I work at a retail store, it was mad crazy yesterday, I thought I was going to start grabbing shoes and throwing them at people who dares to touch our shoes. People are such pigs when they're outside their homes. Personally when I go to a department store and I touch something I try to put it back the way I found it. I mean that's what my parents taught me. Anyways, to make a long story short, right before we were going home, I totally told one of my co-workers to fuck off. You know it was mean and uncalled for but shit I believe that he well deserved it. What can you tell someone who doesn't do anything after a long day at work? He thought that he was all that and how he's got the biggest balls, well, I just crushed those balls of his and told him where to shove it. The funny thing is, I never thought for a second that my job was at risk. If my manager ever talks to me about it, he will definitely get the uncut version of it and he will realize what lazy assess he got working for him. No matter how much I enjoyed that though, the nice person that I am, I actually appologized for what I said and he too appologized for his laziness. All else is good. I guess now everyone I work with knows not to ever mess with me because when they do, NO HOLDS BAR BAYBEE!!! *bwah hahaha* I'm so mean eh.
04-30-01: Flying solo. Being alone got me thinking about those times when I did have that someone in my life. Do I really need a man in my life or do I just want a man in my life. The difference between WANTING & NEEDING. We girls never really need a man in our life to survive, we just like to think we do, but really we just want them. I mean we can simply survive without them & we certainly can do a lot of stuff without them. See when we don`t have them in our life, we WANT them, but when they are part of our life, we b!tch about how much problem comes with having a guy. So girls, which is it? I guess what guys say about girls also applies to us
