I can't believe that it's already APRIL...The time went by so quickly that I didn't even get to do my march page on here.. Maybe it's because I was trying so hard to amuse myself and I was actually spending way too much time with AA..but I've added some of the left over March thoughts I have... So enjoy them and know what has been going on.
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:: 03-21-02 :: all I do now is work and then more work. It`s all good though b/c I`ve got a week-end to look forward to.Finally somedays off after working 9 days straight. Hmmm I wonder what kind of funky stuff willhappen this week-end. Dang no boi better make fun of us girls bowling or else there going to be some bootie kicking going on eheheh, yeah right like a shortee like me could ever kick anyone who is way way taller than me. Ish all good though.
Tuesday was fun.. It`s something that I will always remember. I don`t think I`ve ever had fun with anyone that much before considering the circumstances eheheh. Bubble tea in the afternoon was different even the hike in the park eheheh that was funny.. boi be thinking imma bring him to some wooden area and take advantage eheheh but ish all good though even though it`s cold like a biatch ehehh...the new thing though was going underwear shopping. does it show that I just love making y`all uncomfortable and sheit eheheh over all though it was fun.. u know we gotta do that again *winks*...you don`t know it yet but imma have to christen you BUBBA hahahha
:: 03-22-02 :: this week-end is something to look forward to.. i`m so excited already i don`t even want to go to work tonight eheheh imma see UA all week-end long awwss.. girl are wegoingto cause some ruckuss up in the bowling alley or what.. yeah we going to be representing all them girls who can`t bowlpast 100or less hehehehpure jokes.. just remember mine and josie`s facial like you promised eheheh and i might just do my li`l version of bubble tea with a li`l Chelly flavah *winks*
this year has started rough for me but i learned to deal with things.. january was coo with a little twist, february was hell and march has been nothing but fun. although the times were fun, you still can`t help but have that one day of setback where you stopped laughing and your mind wonders off into places and memories that you don`t want to go back to. i`ve got to admit though that it`s not as bad now, i no longer feel like my heart is being torn into small peices. it`s true what they say "Time heals all wounds" if only we had the ability to erase our memories and pretend that all the ugly things we`ve experience never existed, but then that would be too perfect and nothing is ever perfect.
:: 03-26-02 :: the week-end was a blast. i didn`t think fun like that existed anymore since it`s been a while since i`ve had that. i guess the last few years i have been sorta exposed to the same things. now y`all know how much i suck at bowling arrggh can`t believe my score was that bad.. it`s all good though b/c i did atleast get one strike so i guess i`m not so bad after all. i swear karaoke was something else too, u guys should consider yourselves lucky that we gals actually sang,that was the first time we sang in karaoke..hmm maybe you guys should consider urselves unlucky to be hearing us ehehhe it was all good though, we gotta do that again soon
see to even out my life, with how much fun i had over the week-end, it all came crushing down last night. i don`t think i`ve ever felt lower. emotions from every angle of my life came rushing in like knives striking me..i never felt so alone and foolish. i can`t help but ask how everything turned out the way they did after all the sacrifice and the lies. life can only look better from here on. i can`t believe after the progress i`ve made, last night just brought me back to where i was at the beginning
:: 03-31-02 :: last night was fun..got to met a boi from jersey who was visiting my girl & he was funny as hell..he pretty damn good on the dancefloor 2. he was bustin up his jersey moves & shiet & we makin fun of this puti chick who thinks she`s in a rave & was dancin crazy, we though she going to poke some eyes out & shiet, but she got her asian bois to protect her ass or better yet as Roger puts it, they just waitin for her tube top to fall off ehehhe that was some fukked up shiet..
the night was going good until i made a phonecall that i said i would..first no answer, so i called 30 mins later since we were still chillin @ timmy`s, stillno answer..5mins later i got a callback..i thought i woke his @ss up or somethin but it turned out that it was one of his bois callin` to say that his boi was busy..come on now why would u get ur boi to call up a girl 2 say u busy & that was at 3:45 a.m..now tell me wat could a boi be doing @ that time...some fukked up shiet again but roger had fun making fun of the whole thing though...so ish all go
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:: 04-16-02 :: i can`t believe that it`s already APRIL. i feel as if i am still stuck in 2001 where it is somewhat still the "happy days"..i was talking to my sister 2 days ago about life & i asked her how come my luck with guys are just the sh!ts, she actually told me that since i am born during the year of the horses, it is a known fact that those ppl aren`t very lucky when it comes to relationships. it`s either they don`t get it to work or when they do, it won`t last long. it kinda gets me thinking, that`s exactly what`s been happening..first, the guy that i have been looking for in so long is finally with me, but what do i do, i manage to fukk it up.. then the next one, i manage to somewhat stick to it for as long as 3 years but where did that get me, NOWHERE.. so that brings us to date where the search continues..i know what ppl always say that "You shouldn`t go searching for LOVE, when the right time comes, LOVE will find YOU" when will that time come.. actually, i guess in some ways, this break is good, now i get to spend as much time as i want with my girls and not worry about anything.. but you know there will always be a day where you find yourself fall out of the course and you have to take a step back & evaluate where you have gone wrong.. those times, that`s when you really need your closest friends to pick up the pieces that the b@st@rds has left.. so sad.. dang i need some good fun..
:: 04-23-02 :: another week-end past & again it was something else.. clubbing was fun along with our new 3 found friends of guys.. you guys are fun to chill with,we might just keep chilling with y`all ehehhe.. so what would it be next time SpiderMan? dang i needed that week-end out.. feel much better now.. oh yeah thanks to KC for giving us girls compliments on how we looked that night.. it`s good that atleast one of you guys notice the work we put on ourselves hehe.. its all good though..
finally a day off today.. worked 5 days straight with 3 11 hour shifts & the other two just 7 hours.. it`s all good though, need some cash for school.. arrgh i can`t believe i`m going back to school.. i miss school though.. i can`t believe i just said that but it`s aight.. the bank account will be empty & finally time will be occupied with other things besides the net & more net eheheh
oh yeah big ups to my girl FAITH
on her first day at work today..remember your friends when the bling bling starts rolling in ehehhe.. i`m so proud of you girl *hugs*
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04-30-02 :: i can`t believe that the month is coming to end already. it`s time to embrase
MAY & hopefully the hot weather that comes with it... the bodies will soon be exposed & everyone will be a shade or 2 darker...i need some colour on my skin...not only do i have the warm weather to look forward to but i will also be going to school in the summer...been off for 8 months *not by choice* but i`m excited to go back *giggles*...last fun for 4 months will be happening this week-end & i have got to make the best out of that one too, i know it will be fun and for sure more pictures too *winks*
was kinda feeling down today but looking at the new pictures brought me back to the good times & my sadness was wiped away...it`s so good to know that your friends will always be there for you no matter what...
oh yeah, to all the guys who`s ever treated this chick wrong, i got one thing to say,
FUKKK Y`ALL, I DON`T NEED YOUR SYET & I`VE PROVEN THAT U AIN`T WORTH MY TIME yeah i know harsh but damn i had to get it out...
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