Hmm do you guys notice something with what I've picked out. Lately these has been my colours. I don't know it's just lately too that I've been wearing skirts. Hmm could it be that I'm starting to care how I look right now. I guess I won't be seeing those joggers and track pants for a while eh. Oh yeah my gift lists can be found mostly in Old Navy. One of the jackets were from Gap. I want more stuff from Gap but I don't want my list to go so long ehehhehe. Aight, stay tunned with what I will come up with next.
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12-05-01 :Well, I saw that girl on Monday and she never got fired. The manager never even talked to her. I think it is all bullshit that she was going to talk to her b/c if she wanted to then she could have talked to her on Monday, but hey she never even said a word about it. I think she is another one of the racist biatches managers who only takes their white employers side and not the coloured ones. Oh well, what can I do, I just work there. There are more of them than there are of "us". I miss our old manager. He was the best! He didn't take any sides and we could easily talk to him like he was just one of us and that he wasn't someone who looks down on us just b/c he gets paid more or b/c of his title.
I went shopping again. Yeah I know, what else is new right. Anyways, I was at Bay b/c I still had like 15mins. before I started work, so I decided to stop by and see what I can buy. I did come out of there buying 3 panties. The weird thing about it is that when I was lining up, I saw this cute guy standing behind the cash register and he was tidying up. So I just thought that he's not taking any customers right. Well, when I got in line, he immediately said "I'll help you right here", pointing at the cash register. I was embarrassed and I could tell that he was too. I mean he could barely get the words out of his mouth when he was asking me if I had Bay or Zellers card. Dang he was cute. The kind of underwear were those fun ones too, like "Girls Rule", All about Me, stuff like that.
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12-06-01 :Oh today I was so damn mad at my stupid manager. She totally cut my hours from 43 to 26. How fucking stupid is that and then she leaves a not at the bottom saying how she is just playing around with the schedule and that if there is any problem just call her. Well, fuck yeah there is a problem. There is a lot of problem. I'm going to have to go to work tomorrow early to give her a piece of my mind and I don't think she would like what I have got to say. But I will not bore you guys with that. I will just mention it once I get my hours back. Oh yeah before I forget, the skirt on my WISH LIST is finally here!! Yeah I just saw it today when I bought my sister's gift. They came in nice colours too. I think 4 colours. So for anyone who is reading this, HINT HINT, check the list hehehehhe.
Alice has been sending me all these cute text messeges since I got this Nokia, so I decided to share it with you guys. They are very sweet and funny sometimes. Too bad I couldn't recreate the cute kids came with some of them. I tried but I couldn't make it look right. Sucks huh. But you get the point.
Friendship is like an investment,
It gives you Secutiry,
Happiness, Trust,
Love & Care.
Thanks for depositing all this to me,
Without even asking for any Interest.
Please don't withdraw.
Circle means Forever,
NO beginning & no end
Let our Friendship be not just an endless line,
But a circle that goes on and on Forever.
12-11-01 :Well, another day, another day. Work is becoming really retarded and stupid. It's become very stressful that I don't even feel like going anymore. You ever get the feeling that there are some people there who just don't give a shit as long as they are they are getting their hours and nothing is getting taken away from them then they could care less if everyone is unhappy. Well, that is what I feel about work now. It's like everyone is talking about someone else behind their back and complaining to the manager but nothing is getting done. I feel that the manager doesn't give a shit about what is going on in her own store because she is not really there. I even get the feeling that no matter how the "Coloured" people complain to her about the "Pale" people at work, she will not do anything about it. She already prooved herself already by dealing with that co-worker. Or maybe should I say "NOT" dealing with her. All I know, I'm just waiting to graduate school and get my ass out of there and finally get myself a real job.
12-13-01 :Well, today is my first day off since working from Monday. Well, it's not that bad but the hours is still shit. On Tuesday, I gave my resume to Belle to give to their boss. I've still yet to hear from them about that one. I wish I do get the job there. Well, I wish I would and at the same time I wish I don't. I don't know but I don't really know what I want right now. Today what did I do while I was home alone. Well, in the morning I was browsing the web and I came to this site where it was all bubbles. That gave me an idea and I changed my page into bubbles. Well, it's not really all bubbles but I did start off with circles. I also took new pictures in the quick cam. I don't know I've taken pictures before but today I actually look somewhat decent. Maybe because I just wanted to change my page that much that I was pleased with what I saw. I actually took more pictures during the night but I haven't gotten it yet from my Daddy's computer so that sucks a little huh. Well, speaking of suckage, I will be working MIDNIGHT MADNESS in ErinMills tomorrow night and that's bad. Who spends their Friday night stuck at work. Well, mostly I do, I guess that is the reason why I don't have such a good social life huh heheheh. Anyways, I just hope that friends stop by so that I can share my sorrows with them.
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12-18-01 :Well, the week-end came and went. Nothing was done. I can't believe that it is already mid-way of December. First, I would like to say a shout out to my friend Alex for tomorrow is her birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! I owe her big time. I wasn't able to go to her birthday party the past week-end. I am so, so, so, so SORRY about that one. I don't even know where to begin to apologize to her. Girl, I swear I will make it up to you I SWEAR. I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me.
I went browsing the web once again and I found more good stuff on there from the good OLD NAVY. I hope all the friends actually see this page of mine and actually gets a hint ehehhehe. Well, enjoy.
I actually have a September and a November page but there wasn't anything there right now. Just pictures since I didn't really get to work on it. Like I said earlier, I practically just sleep in my house and then when I wake up I'm at work again. This picture was taken sometime on September. I think this was the second set of pictures that I've taken with my highlights still. Well, actually they are still highlighted. I have to colour my hair again though b/c my roots are showing up. Well, I did have this highlights for quite a long time now. Hmm I would say 4 months. Wow that long ago huh.
I can't forget about work. Oh my gosh, there are a lot of stuff that has been going on there. I'm stressed more than ever. A month ago, my manager was switched to the Square One location and their manager went to us. I had no problems with that even though I have heard from a lot of people that this manager who is coming to us is going to be hard to work with. Until now, I don't have any serious problem. Well, one and that is, she is never there, which isn't her fault since she is a training supervisor. Anyways, since she came two of my co-workers has been giving all of us a hard time. They don't do their work at all and if they do do it, they will do a half-ass job with it. I mean, this new manager expects a lot from us and we have to do more now. 
But the one that really tipped the iceberg with our manager was the fact that one of those co-worker got her boyfriend to call us yesterday to say that she will not be able to come in. She said something about her daughter's daycare or something like that and that she will be at a meeting. Well, I told the boyfriend to get her to call us herself and then we will see. Surprise, surprise, she never called and she never showed either. So, early tomorrow, our manager is going to drive from her house in North York to pay a visit to this co-worker of mine. Nobody knows what will happen to her. Some people say that she will get fired and some say that she might just get a warning. But either way, we all know that it is going to be bad. I guess I won't find out until Monday when I come in to work and she is not there when I start at 3.
12-21-01 :Too many things to say too little time. Ever experience having your attitude totally change by a single soul. I have & I will have to say that it feels great. The feeling of excitement that builds up, I almost forgot how that felt. Now the question is, does that person feel the same way or is it just a one sided thing. I guess we shall find out about that one then right. But no matter how good of a mood one person is, there is always going to be one person who will ruin the moment for you and you will be back to that rotten mood again. Why is it that when you think that things are looking up for you, something will always bring you down. Maybe those things happen to keep the balance in the world. I mean, if one person is so miserable, someone out there must be having the time of their life, worry-free. The only thing though is, when will the time come for that to happen to me?