Obviously, this is a new section in my page. I figured a new page for a new month. So enjoy yourself here aight.
05-01-01: It's the beginning of the month again. Where did the time go? It still feels like it's just April when I was stressing over all of my assignments and projects and exams due. And now everything is over. I wonder what challenge I will have to face next? Hopefully not a very hard one. Why is it that sometimes when we are having such a bad day, when we hear someone's voice, everything is all better. Just think how much the power of "Words, Phrases" have on everyone. Sometimes a simple phrase can ruin a whole relationship. All I can say though is, the magic words in every relationship are those three magical words "I LOVE YOU" Nothing can ever top that phrase. A lot of work and efforts are put in just to be say those three words at the right time and place. The worse time to say them though is when you two are breaking up. Very sad way to depart, but in a way good as well, because that way both of you will know that you did love each other.
05-04-01 : Starting Wednesday, I slept over Faith's house. It reminded me of camping. Today after going home, it felt like I just came back from a long trip, a long trip from Scarborough ehehhe. The past two days has been relaxing, it was good to be away from your family once in a while. Even though I miss my family, it felt like I was at home in their house and I found my second home. It was nice that we were given this time to chill & connect with each other. The talk we had until 4 in the morning let us know a little about each other that we can say that now we share something that was just between you and I. Thanks for the great hospitality that you've shown me. You know that no matter what happens I will be here for you. Don't ever think that I will ever be too busy for anything because you know that you can never be too busy for your friends.
Oh yeah you know that whole gym business thing, we have to do that again. I never thought that working out will actually make me feel better, lighter on my feet. But I got to say that walking at Eaton Centre and Queen was something else. Too bad that Mr. LeChateau is gay. I wouldn't mind having my arms wrapped around him while walking in the beach *kiligs*
Signing off, Wang Wang <== heheheh what a looooser
05-05-01 : Woo hoo finally my daddy bought a scanner!!! Now I have both my quick cam and my new scanner to play around with, boy am I going to have fun. Can't believe that I went 5 months without a scanner. Never thought I would survive. Well I'M A SURVIROR!! hehehehehe Today at work was the worse. We were cleaning the store for over an hour and dang it's not even half clean. I can't believe that people are so rude and they trashed our store completely beyond recognition. We have shoes everywhere and shit no one can even walk in the isles anymore because the shoes were used as a floor treatment. It's not that hard to put a pair of shoes back in their box right. I mean try them on then put them back where you got them and not just leave them on the floor and continue to take shoes off the shelves and leaving them on the floor. My gosh who do you think will have to pick those up after. I mean I know that is my job but dammit if I will pick after those daym rude PIGS!!! Sorry but I don't make enough money to be your house keeper. Please treat my store like you would if you were at your home. Seriously, you don't want people trashing your home right, so please be courtious and pick up your shit. P.S Gotta resize the pix because it was way too big and I was just too excited to actually put it up. But Really I know how to scan and you better believe it ehehhe
05-08-01: Why is it that sometimes we get so caught up with everything and everyone in our lives that we don`t even stop a second to think about ourselves. Why do we let other people have so much effect on us that we don`t even know what to do about it. Just like the issue of the call back. Why is it that if we call someone and they don`t answer we automatically think that they are doing something that is not good. You know in most cases you won`t think that way unless there is a reason to. Why is it that people who say that you are important to them have the funniest way of showing it. First they don`t call you when they have the free time, they would rather do something else or better yet they don`t see you when they are free. Hmm I think that is more than enough to suspect right. Maybe there is nothing to suspect at all, maybe they are just trying to tell you something without really saying a lot. Something to think about eh.
05-18-01: Whoa am I ever so glad it's a holiday this Monday! I so need the break. Yeah I'm back to school now and I'm actually liking it. Well, I have a lot of work to do but I'm actually doing them. Well, let's say "Sort of". Actually just one course that I'm not really so into but I know that in time I will be. Today I really liked how my hair was, you can see on the left that it's all braided, my beloved sister did it for me. Yeah I know I just had to take a picture of it. Even my make-up today I really liked. Just refer to the right side. Actually I only liked my eyebrows. You know I'm totally obsessed with them. That is the first thing that I see on everyone eh, that is man and woman. Yeah I totally critique you when it comes to eyebrows. I'm very picky when it comes to that. Even with my eyes. If I only had the money I would have different colour contact lenses. But I don't think I would be comfortable with that, just like wearing a thong. I don't know but the thought of a permanent weggy is not very popular with me.
I have so many pictures that I took like a week ago and I haven't gotten the time to actually put them up so instead I shall make a scroll of them now. Yeah I don't know what else to put on this page of mine and I am totally running out of ideas. Well actually I'm running out of time. Actually I am only doing this now because I know that I have the whole week-end to actually do some work. Well, for those people who actually know me, they would know that I will not even touch work at all. Well, I really should you know. I think this will be the only that I will actually have to do this. Aight enough with the blabber. For your viewing pleasure only. *W A R N I N G* may cause a temporary blindness after viewed.
Now this is the time that I got bored right after cooking dinner and since I still have my cap on, well actually it's just a cap that my daddy got from the restaurant, so since I have access to a webcam I had to get some pictures. You know that's what's so good about a webcam, no need to be embarrassed if your pictures turn out looking ugly and gay, no one else is going to see it. I mean you don't have to actually bring it to Blacks and have them print it up for you and view it before you. See my aunt use to work for Kodak and dang the pictures that she tells us about. She actually reprinted this one picture of a naked guy in the middle of the street of Toronto. If I ever see that, I'll be like "WHOA! what the hell is that." Anyways, once again enjoy!! *smiles*
05-21-01: Wow today is exactly a month before my birthday. I wonder what I'm going to do. Probably nothing big. I think just a few people at home or something. Well, I am getting old and I don't know I'm not feeling up to celebrating my birthday. But I'm sure I still will. This is a long week-end and dang I didn't even do anything. First my friends said that we were going to chill yesterday but yesterday came and went and we didn't chill. Sad really that I was actually waiting for them to call me to say what we are going to be doing. But hey I didn't want to plan something that when I know that I already gave them my word that I was going to chill with them. But it turns out that they had their own plan and I didn't know about it until late last night. You know I was actually wearing my pajamas already. For some reason this wasn't the first time that it happened to me. They did this to me before I believe. Just goes to show yah how much you think your friends love you eh. Actually, I get the feeling that they don't care at all. I can only pick point which ones actually give a shit and I have to say that only a few do. Too bad that I actually care for each one of them and I will do everything in my power to actually not hurt their feelings. Unfortunately the feeling is not mutual. How sad eh. Oh well what can you do. Just don't be with those people who don't want you right. There is a saying that went something like this "If you can't be with the one you love, be with the one who loves you". I think that is what I have to do now. I have to choose carefully which people trully loves me.
05-23-01: Right now I'm in school and I'm waiting for my animation to render. Unfortunately I still have about an hour to go before I can actually get out of here. Actually, an hour more before my rendering actually finishes up. Anyways, an odd thing happened to me yesterday. My manager actually gave me a call at home while I was in school and once again called me around 8. The purpose of his phone call was to say that it's time to part ways with me. He meant ways between Payless and me. I was shocked at first yeah. But there was never a time that I actually thought this was going to happen to me. Well, throughout the process of our conversation he was telling me how my attitude changed for the worse this past month or so. He actually said that he was doing this for my well being. It ain't my well being if I was going to loose my job over something that I know was not true. I wouldn't mind if they were true. Anyways, he pointed out instances and ofcourse being the opinionated person that I am, I justified my actions and I would say that just like everyone else in my position of the occurances, they would have acted the same way. Well, I said to him "Well, it seems that you have a set thought about me already and I can't seem to change your mind so ok then." Right when I said that, his tone changed with me. Now he's aguing how he doesn't think badly of me. Really, it's like he wanted to changed the whole conversation around again. What kind of retard is that. He doesn't know what the hell he is talking about. Anyways, he told me that he was only going to give me a day per paycheck, which was one day every two weeks. Well, I agreed to that but I don't know to make the conversation any longer he told me that he was going to give me every Sunday to work instead. So now for two weeks worth of work I will have to live off $60. How in the hell am I suppose to live off that. Shit a girl got expenses too you know. I guess I will have to cut down. I think the first thing that will have to go would be my phone. Even though I don't want to let my phone go I think I will have to. That way I will saving like $50 for that. Anyways, yeah I'm in desperate need of a job and I need it now. In a way thought it was a relief but I'm thinking about the money. Right now I'm very sad. I don't know what to do. I think I need some guidance in my life.
VISITOR!!