I'm adding stuff like crazy .. more pics.. yeah.. but I don't post em until they are done because no one wants to read a half done page right? Kinda like these journals i sometimes save half way done.. those are great!!
Anyways.. I'm super pumped today..I'm feeling great except for the stress i had last week is catching up on my body and that's no good.. damn the stress... DAMN THE STRESS.. I always write these as though no one reads them because some days I doubt anyone does but that's ok.. i like talking to myself.. ohh. here's an interesting topic.. How many of you talk to yourself?? I for one.. talk to myself every day and often too.. it's great fun.. the looks you get are even better.. I have a funny story about how one day I was stopped at a red light and I was just belting out this song (and i mean belting out with dancing and everything) and I looked over and realized that there was a guy sitting in his parked car right beside me!! He was crying from laughing so hard.. and I felt dumb but I just kept going.. I bet I made his day.. That's what I'm all about.. making other peoples' day.. But sometimes I'll be in a store and a stranger will be like "what?" and I'm like. " no.. i'm just talking to myself".. then they look at me and run away like I just escaped from the insane asylum.. with the glances back and everything.. it's great.. i love it.. Do you??
I am loving this day so much!! About two hours ago i was hating this day as i finished up my marketing final and proceeded to mentally strangle my professor as i read the mark he gave my team on our report.. I will never be a businesswoman.. starting today..
But I am loving this day for one reason because of my babesen and for how great she really is.. She shares my dirty dirty mind and loves to share sex stories like i do and has no shame in telling them publicly.. And why should anyone?? Sex isn't a dirty little secret (well sometimes it is).. it's great and it should be celebrated through funny stories and hilarious tales.. Because who doesn't have a funny sex story. (unless you're a virgin and in that case it's perfectly ok..) But yeah.. in the next few days the sex page will be filled so be prepared and stay tuned to read more... Also share your stories.. we all love to hear... I'll even let you in on mine (sorry guys.. I'll leave your names out.. maybe..)
I should really study for tech theatre now and good night to all... for all you college students good luck on the finals and peace..!
TWO WEEKS TILL I COME HOME TO SASK.!!
I AM ALCOHOL DEPRIVED... FILL ME UP...
I'm all done Spanish and i'm pretty damn certain I kicked that Spanish final's ass... Yeeaahh for me!!! I am generally having this amazing day and it's great.. The realization of going home is hitting me big time and I have to quote Chris Ross' statement to me.. "you know, home is where the heart is". As corny as that is !! :) ha.. luv ya bud.. Anywho two days and counting until a sort of week of relaxation.. i saw sorta because it'll still be full of studying Europe history, packing, planning and of course exploring caves and tunnels !! Yeah!!
I am no longer analyzing any of my relationships or friendships with people because life is too damn short to analyze and give profound thoughts about everything.. The world is meant to be explored and not judged.. well.. not always judged.. Instead I'm loving that I have or had these friendships.. I'm a better person because of them.. and I am a good person.. ;).. I just have bad thoughts sometimes.. haha.. ok .. more than sometimes.. I will share more later.. maybe.. maybe I'll write something that is actually interesting to other people other than me.. maybe I'll start the sex page.. you never know.. stay tuned.. take good care..
There rides the peace train.. My brain is fried with Spanish rules and vocabulary.. Sunday is a very slow day and I can't wait for Wednesday to come.. Why you make ask? ..because Wednesday I am done 4 of my 5 finals...
It's late and I am tired so I don't know why I'm just filling space on my page.. Maybe cause I'm bored..
I didn't have any profound thoughts today.. not like I ever do but. heh.. I was thinking about friendship lately.. maybe cause I'm reading a few books about such things.. I don't know really what to say about that...
I hate erasing my thoughts.. I just wrote a long thing about something that was buggin me and I had to erase it because i know that they would take it the wrong way and get defensive.. Damn it.. Take my writings with a big hunk of salt.. ok.. I was a little lonely this weekend.. maybe because I was all by myself and I didn't get many emails.. or many phone calls for that matter... Not like that's out of the ordinary but it bugged me this past weekend.. Also because my friend never wrote me back and I'm getting tired.. But I'm out of space.. catcha tomorrow.
MY CAT BURNT HER WHISKERS ON A CANDLE.. I LAUGHED.. SHE'S OK.. JUST DUMB
So I had this kick ass rant/chat with my mom about my soap opera situation on Menzies Street and I'm no longer stressing.. The people driving by me while I talked on the payphone must have thought I was crazy with all my wild arm gestures and my constant kicking of the telephone poles around me.. Even though I might have snapped a little this afternoon because one thing made me mad which I didn't want to deal with in my mad dash to study super hard for Espanol I've been handling it pretty well.. The soap opera is subsiding.. But I'm still disappointed..
Anyhow.. I'm feeling kinda calm today or at least right now.. .. I also became a huge fun of Cat Stevens in these last few days.. Especially "It's a Wild World" and "Peace Train".. Also "kiss the girl" from Little Mermaid is pumpin me up.. And for some reason I'm also liking C.A.'s new song.. "Fighter".. It makes me want to box.. Which reminds me I plan to do that when I get home.. Exciting! Ok time for bed.. And a long long day of studying tomorrow.. bye bye..
April 12th, 2003
I am still in a good mood!! Yeah!! But I do have one small thing to complain about.. HE'S BACK ..Yes the (drug addicted, alcoholic, slamming doors, and stealing my roommate's car to cheat on her with a prostitute) guy is back and this time I'm not ok with it.. He's honestly scares me and I don't feel comfortable having him be here anymore.. He was gone for a week and now he's back as though nothing went wrong... How can some people be so pathetic?? Like really.. I'm not trying to be judgmental, I'm just tellin it like it is.. So that's my soap opera story of the day at the house on Menzies Street.. I should film the events that go on here and make my own soap opera.. heh Corianne? sounds good... looks like tech class is paying off.
I recently became obsessed with Beatles' music and I don't know why.. I burnt like 50 songs of theirs onto two CD's.. I think I'm going crazy.. But life is still good.. and hopefully soon I'll get to update some of the pages.. People write me.. I'm bored... I need to get out of this house.. I can't be here when he is.. I just want to kick his ass for all the times he's treated women like he has.. Prick.. Ok. BUT I'M STILL IN A GOOD MOOD!! :) smile!!
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