The Apocalypse in near, the end is near, fear, fear, FEAR!!! Mwuhahahaha. This is my little thought archive. Let the meyhem begin...now! Also, if you were wondering if I ever talked about a certain subjects just press F-Ctrl. Thats the F key and your keyboard and Ctrl is the most lower and left key on your keyboard, unless you are using a macintosh, in that case set your fingers on fire. Also, type in the subject and press enter when that box comes up. Enjoy!
February 28, 2005-Hi. Didn't make any triumphant return to socom. I feel like crap. I don't even know how I worked out, my body is like, failing me. I am barely able to stay up right now. I feel horrible. I won my bid on ebay for my Ibanez 6-string. It's transparent black, and it is aweosme. It looks like... sharp. It's neat. This is most definitally a hard time in my life right now. I had to break up with my girlfriend because she was cheating on me, my website is failing miserably, and my health is in a rapid decline. I am losing weight though. It's pretty neat. I can't forget about all the good in my life. I got plenty of friends, and not just friends, true friends. Friends I know will be there with me through things like this. For as horrible as my life should be right now, because of friends, and moderately priced chinese food it isn't that bad. It isn't that bad at all... I'm trying to sort through what I can do to make things better. I need to get a girl friend. That is first. With a girlfriend I will have someone becking me emotionally. That makes me a lot stronger. I basically judge myself based souly on my girlfriend and my weight, lol. I also need to get my site out there. It offers a lot. My origional works of literature, as well as Apocalypse. Here you get to see a lot of behind the scenes junk with owning and maintaining a website, being a teen in these messed up times, and tons of other stuff... Not to forget I am part of an alternative subculture. That definitally ads a new spin on this thingy. Next step, stop dieing. I may not be dieing, but I feel like it. So ummm... stop dieing. Hmmm... Lets see if that worked... I'm going to sleep now. Shit! It didn't. Oh well... I'm going to sleep now. Hafta put pants on to sleep... Just not to survive as a human being... Adios.
Februay 27, 2005-Hey. I'm feeling really tired. I think tommarow is the day I make my triumphant return to socom. I was playing Smackdown Vs Raw... That game has the best create-a-wrestler ever. Me and my friend gio made ourselves. They looked so much like us. It was actually funny. I made my-self realistic. Not many lifting moves, since most my strength is in my shoulders... Not my arms. I do do a neat Piledriver. I just pull them into it. I may do the in real life to someone. The person needs to have arms... Those people. Always with the arms needing... Gosh... Lol. If I had 4 arms, I'd give them to someone, or join a circus. I do like elephants... Yes! I one my bid on ebay. I'm getting a 6 string Ibanez Bass. I couldn't be more proud. My bass is great. Their picture isn't to great. It like a week or a week and a half I'll take a better picture. It is really nice. Perfect condition too... Most people would mistake it as a guitar, it's a bass guitar. I will cherish it always. I need to go now. Not feeling to well, and I have school tommarow. Snows supposed to come in tommarow, so maybe I'll get a bit early of spring vacation, dunno. Ahhh well... We will see tommarow. It is the optimum time for me to sleep, so I'm off! Bye.
February 26, 2005-Hi. I feel okay today. I got al ot of problems sorted out. It feels like a ton of bricks lifted of my chest. I ton of bricks is pretty many bricks... I still say bricks are rather large and heavy, to be sitting on someones chest. Why would someone do that you may ask. Because. Bricks are heavy, and a challenge to crush someones chest with appropriately. When done, it can provide hours of fun. It's kind of like when you are a little kid and make mud pies. The only difference is instead of mudd pies... You are stacking bricks on someones chest. And instead of throwing the mudd pies away, you are throwing body parts away, or to your dog. It depends what type of dog you own, and what type of person you go brick stacking on. Really, most truly... It's sweet. How much brick stacking I fit into a day... It's a noble sport. Only Princes and kings can play it. Maybe lords, but thats iffy.... The only time Lords are aloud to play are when Princes and Kings are busy. It is the creators mandate thatthis game, Brick Stacking, shall be played every hour, on the hour. It is simple really. Easy, simple, and it builds strong muscles. It is most definitally good for you. A good brick stacking game will do wonders on your health. It may expand your like 15 years even. Thats a maybe. No evidence is supporting that claim. I'll tell you in 15 years, maybe... Unless I'm dead. Then you must assume. It should always be assumed, that when a warrior parishes, all is lost. Unless of course their body isn't, then you can burn them in a barriel at sea. Kind of like a book burning, but on a boat. Worst place to burn things, unless you aren't on the boat. Of the best place to play Brick Stacking. Unless its a canoe, then its the worst place to place bring on. They are inferior. You must use a tanker sized yaught made of gold and sour kraut. It's in the rule book. Read the rule book. I'm thinking of making am essage board. If it took off like this site isstarting to, then I dunno. That would be cool. I'm bored. Where is Genital Herpes and crabs with you need them. I always thought it would be funny using a scar claw to itch your crabinfected pubic hair. Just a nasty thought. One of my first sexual acts involved a girl asking me to play dead. Two nasty thoughts... Can I think of a third... My friend doesn't like potatoes! Good, some people are ignorant, not likign potatoes... It is time to go. So I think I'll get going now, since the time is the time I suggested to myself to take my leave. So, adios.
February 25, 2005-Hey. I went to this place called the Silo. Most people shouldn't be familiar with it unless they live near me in Pennsylvania. It's a music club. A lot of punk music tonight. Still some nice mosh pits. I got kicked in the head so hard though. I was seeing double vision. Lol. It was neat... It was painful... I think 4 bands played. The second band up I got kicked in the head so hard. My brain attemtped to jump ship out my nose. No real damage I think. I was in like, a dilerium. That is until about ummm... 12ish. Thats 2 hours ago. I really freaked out some of my friends. I wasn't being myself. I was just staring at a lot of people. I didn't have my glasses on, cuz I was moshing. I do feel really blah though. Not feelign great. I might go to sleep then though. I have work tommarow, unless it snows or rains... K. Just flurries. I am going to work tomarrow. I have to wake up 9:30am. I don't need to be there until 10:30am. I like to be ready. I like to get early starts, just not early in the morning. Early in the afternoon maybe, lol. Ehhh. I'm going now. Bye.
February 24, 2005-Hi. I may be getting a 6 string bass soon. Bidding on ebay... Hope it goes through. If not I am getting a 7 string bass. 7 strings, that is insane. So much is going on right now. You think after I dump that girl things would calm down, but no... Things just keep getting more complicated. My heart is literally feeling like a gerbil in a microwave. Oh man. Today my stomach hurt hurt so bad. I thought I ate too much, but it couldn't be that. Maybe I'm becoming a woman. I woke up with a leg cramp today. Maybe it spread, and soon I'll start bleeding. I hope not. That would suck, trying to shove a tampon anywhere... I've seen a video of a guy shoving a jelly bean in his peehole, so, yeah... I can picture about anything going anywhere. It's not pleasant picturing it, lol. It is a rather useless ability, unless of course I get a job with Guiness, lol. The beer or the record book. They both work. I shall get going now. Bye.
February 23, 2005-Wow. My gut went down. Not too much left. Soon I will not have a gut. Probably by this summer. If not, by the end of this summer. By then I might be with the girl I like. Hehe. Shes so sweet. Shes all thats on my mind lately. I hope that I'm on her mind sometimes. I never asked. Tommarow I will have to. Right now it is like a really open friendship. Me and her haven't done anything, and won't. we wont because she has a boyfriend. If I know human nature it is a lot better if they stay together until about Summer. Then me and her will have a better chance of spending time together. Shes into soccer. She is so atheletic. Because of that she has a great body, lol. I've got a good body. If I didn't go through that stage where I gained like 80 fricken pounds in 2 years, I might have a great body right now. It don't matter. I like how my body is turning out. So do several other people. Hehe. I'm so happy, and jolly, lol. In ummm... Oh my gosh. Next saturday I go to that concert. I didn't know... So next Wednesday is my birthday. No wonder my dad told me to order my bass guitar soon. Ahhhhh... It's getting late. I should be going soon. Going to sleep I mean. I should get going from here now. Over there, which is my bed. So yeah. That works, haha. Bye!
February 22, 2005-Wow. Just wow... So ummm... My girlfriend most definitally cheated on me... or should I say ex. I can't really be mad... Me and her barely talked. It's because neither of us liked calling people, we like talking on the phone, just not calling. Unlike her though, I have a medical reason. It's an actual problem in my head, I don't like calling people. It's a phobia. I fear calling people. It's stupid. But, yeah. I already might have a new girlfriend. Shes in a relationship right now, but I can wait. I'm not really in any hurry. I've just abut had it with dating. I just am getting sick of this whole thing. I do really like this girl, to no extent. I can't really phathom how much I like her. I keep talking about her, to people I usually don't talk about girls with. I call her my master, so it's a healthy relationship. She is great. She is a 120 pounds and she thinks that hses fat. Thats how I know she wont let herself go. I'm basically the same way. If I gain a few pounds I literally will work out for 3 hours. My metabolism is actually picking up very well... I cam back after a weekend of eating and was only like, 3 pounds more. I lost it sunday. Today I didn't work out too heavily. I did work out all together an hour I'd say. That is pretty good. Lol. With all these diet tips and stuff I give, I am thinking of seriously starting a new segment on the site just related to diet tips. I have a million of them, lol. I could easily fill a page up the size of this page on diet tips. All like one liners. Lately I felt off... Today I finally listened to some black/death metal. It feels good. I know a lot of people do not like the music I like. I can accept that. It is some weird stuff. Not really any other words can decribe it, just weird. I think thats why I like it. Eh. I may make a page of diet tips. Like, when my friends ask me for them I will redirect them to my site. Lol. That might be cool. A lot of sites do not offer diet tips like that. In a simple way that most people can understand. That is why people overweight choose to be. It's because the information told to them is rather blah... I'm going to start working out every morning fo liek 10 mintues. See if it helps. It should. Getting that kick in the ass in the morning should really jump start my metabolism. That will carry the whole day too... I stay up in like, 20 hour intervals, so getting a work out firsy 20 minutes, no matter how little, should help. People don't realize that usually. Just like 10 mintues a day makes a difference. It will atleast help keep your weight that same. I need to get going. My brain hurts after how much information I had to store in it today. Blah. Bye.
February 21, 2005-I really miss my friend margie. She hasn't been on all day. I am probably in one of the most f***ed up relationships I've been in. I havent shaved in a while. I'm getting pretty scruffy looking. Tonight I will... I really need to. God, margie needs to sign on. She needs to at least be on tommarow. I still can't believe I'm going to be an uncle. I will b e the best uncle ever, you watch! Everyone better watch. I'm going to be uncle of the year. If that isn't real, I'll make it. If I can't do it, I'll be Aunt of the Year, somehow. Surgery maybe... A snazzy sun dress maybe. Hmmm... I think I'll go now. Bye.
February 20, 2005-Hey. That headache comes back at like, exactly 2am every day. I don't know what it is. I got this sweet bruce lee biography. I am going to become a Jeet Kune Do master! Lol. Just kidding. I found out that a water dragon is like, my most extreme good luck charm. I'm a pisces, and i was born in the year of the dragon. To bad I can't fly of swim. That would be great if I go flailing in a puddle though. I don't know. I'm an optimist, or not. So, 3 girls are still after my heart. Oh yeah. I am a mother f***in uncle, woooo!!! My sister is pregnant. I can't wait to see the little one. I still can't believe, I'm a mother f***in uncle. Woooo!!! I am going to be muscular and have long hair by the time this baby is born. I am going to be the best uncle ever. I wonder who the aunt will be. This is bound to be interesting. I must go now. Bye.
February 19, 2005-Hi. I have a pounding headache. My ear hurts too... It sucks. I have a pounding headache ass well. People keep talking. Ouch. Rightn ow I went in the kitchen and grabbed a knife. I'm my state of dilerium it seemed like the right thing to do, but then I got bored and started polaying with it. I don't have school monday. Today is still Saturday. That works. I am feeling really horrible. Headache and all... I really don't feel like haing my friends here right now. I feel like I have the black death. The plague has infected my body. I just have to go right now. I'm not feeling great, and I can't think of anyhting to say. I cansay the movie constantine is great. I'm sick and irritable and it was great. I do recommend it. I'm going now, bye.
February 18, 2005-Okay. Today me and my friends had a pilgrimage. We bought red bulls, and then I ate a giant oatmeal cookie. My friend just farted on the girl he impregnated. Hahaha. Oh yeah, my friend goit my other friend pregnant. I swear he shit his pants. It smells like broken dreams, spread onto moldy toast. It doesn't smell good. We just keep lighting matches. We will continue to light matches, until we die. Ican't believe how much of a failure he is, knocking up 2 girls at once. Its hilarious. We just keep making the girl yawn, you just open your mouth near her. It's hilarious. So, I'm going to see Constantine tommarow. I'm also going with Krisi. Yay! I did really miss her. Tommarow is going to be great. My friend bit a knife. These are the saddest events. People biting knives, it's just sad. I can't wait to see the movie tommarow. My friend keith is working at the movie theater. It's going to be hilarious. A flash light being shined in everyones eyes but me!!! Mwuhahaha. Hilarious. I'm going to go now. Talk to you tommarow. Bye!
February 17, 2005-I got a tip, woo... My friend said the reason all my nail polish turns to tar is cuz I keep it in too warm of places. If you keep it in the fridge it can last like a year. I was like, Oh my god. I couldn't believe. HAve I been wasting 20 dollars a year on naol polish for nothing? Did you ever do something you never expected your-self to do, and just keep thinking about it? I shaved, basically, my whole body, hahaha! I think it is the funniest thing ever. I'm hairless everywhere but my head, and lower area, lol. My friend said my legs are smoother than hers. She seems quite jelous. Lol. It was hard to shave my surgury scar. I did it though. I didn't even tell my girlfriend yet! Hahaha! She does it, so I can. I made it clear thats how our relationship is. Woah. Ozzy Osbourne makes me want to play this game I got called The Elder Scrolls III: Marrowinds. It's like, the most free roaming game ever. You can do anything in it. I like to kill this chick me and my friends call rat lady. She has like 5 rats in her bedroom. They don't attack her, just you. It's great. I also like walking on water and making water into wine. Okay, the wine part was a joke, but you can walk on water like jesus. It's great. Wow. I missed me friend Krisi so bad, and I swear she has magical powers. Okay, she wasn't online for the longest time. Then I got all sad today, and she came on. We tal |
