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Apocalypse

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Sept. 1st-Oct. 31th 2004
July 1st-Aug. 31th 2004
May 1st-June 30th 2004
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Nov. 1st-Dec. 31st 2003
Sept. 1st-Oct. 31st 2003
July. 1st-Aug. 31st 2003

   The Apocalypse in near, the end is near, fear, fear, FEAR!!! Mwuhahahaha. This is my little thought archive. Let the meyhem begin...now! Also, if you were wondering if I ever talked about a certain subjects just press F-Ctrl. Thats the F key and your keyboard and Ctrl is the most lower and left key on your keyboard, unless you are using a macintosh, in that case set your fingers on fire. Also, type in the subject and press enter when that box comes up. Enjoy!

     December 31, 2004-Hi. I'm still burnt out after this week. I am pretty sure I thought of a good segment, an on-going article that embodies this site. My new segment will be called The Meaning of Life. In it I'll be trying to find it. The new layout to the site is so much better, lol. This one feels like home, but its homely, lol. I am trying to start a band. Heroes of the Underworld. Our whole gimmick is, we dress up like black magesand necromancers, and play our f***ing hearts out, and everyone cheers. Now playing, by Heroes of the Underworld, Fetus of the Unborn Savior, only on winamp. Lol. The unborn savior, everybodies favorite flavor. Apple. Lol. My dads new computer kicks ass. It's so fast. I feels like I'm at home. Mine and his comp are around the same speed. His has a 1.66ghzprocessor, mine has a 2.80ghz processor. His has 1gig of ram. Mine has 512mbs of ram. His is a bit faster. Not by much. Once I get anothing stick of ram, mine will blow all computers in existence away. Just kidding. There are very few things I love, and the show Outlaw Star is one of them. That anime is godly. I mean, god. I am downloading this thing that reads webpagesfor me. It is meant for the blind and mentally handicaped, so you know its just for me, lol. I'm so lazy... It's glorious really. I am going to get going. Adios.

     December 30, 2004-Hi. I am feeling rather burnt out. I have been working out, and thinking of ideas for some homework I had over break, all day. Today was the only day the whole break I got into a creative laps. I have no idea why. Here is my plan though. I am going to enjoy this weekend, as if it were my last alive. I am starting out friday right. I am taking a long walk. After that long walk, I am going to sleep. After that, I am taking a long, relaxing shower. After that, I am getting a hug from someone. Yay. Then, I shall get my stuff packed up and go my dads. From there I'll play Ghost Recon 2 most of the weekend. Sleeping a lot over the weekend, lol. If I sleep a lot I'll manage my-self into my regular sleeping habits. Well, to be honest. My regular sleeping habits are 8am until around 12-3pm. So, 5 to 8 hours. School falls in my sleeping habits, so I must adjust. I adjust to 2:30-3am until 6:30am. I hate school. I am begining to dislike vo-tech to. I feel like the basis of the class I am taking is to make the students think the certificate is un-obtainable. He gives us so much work. I barely am getting a C, yet I am constantly working. I don't get it. I think my teacher thinks he can convince me to get my multimedia degree instead, no. I will earn my Graphic Designers Certificate. Mwuhahaha! I worked about 8 hours today on these stupid designs for Palmerton Tailor and Clothing. Yuck. I hate that name. Palmerton. I'd change me name if it were mine. It would be worst as a first name. Palmerton Jones. Yuck. This stupid f***ing vacation. It was way to short. It would have been 12 hours longer if I didn't have f***ing vo-tech work. This pisses me off so bad. I am not even done. F*** it. Why the hell should me last day of real vacation be ruined further by this. I have to much on my mind right now. My cat died, my dads computer f***ed up, and I am just burned out. A really shitty vacation is coming to an end. Maybe I'll have good luck next vacation. Or not... I have shitty luck. I am going on my walk now. I'll then go to sleep. Bye.

     December 29, 2004-I am just about worn out. It is 5:27am. My eyes are pulsating, throbbing in pain. It isn't an impressive feat, but in the last 2 days I have had 4 hours of sleep. I have worked out 4 hours aswell, and have walked 2 hours. I am going to sleep after I'm done writing this, and I'm not setting my alarm. I am 145 pounds right now. That is heavier than I want to be. I should be 142 by now. That is we I worked out for 5 hours actually. My arms are so worn out I took my keyboard and sat it on my lap to type. I am re-hooked on the anime Outlaw Star. I need to buy the 3rd dvd. I am going out this weekend to get it. I'm listening to music now. I've been a little down since my cat died. Well, in my mind killed... I still would have liked the change to say good bye. I dont know what my reaction would have been that morning. It's been years since I've cried. Tears wont come out. I don't know why. It's been 3 years since a girl has seen me cry. It has been 7 since a guy has. A hermaphradite has never seen me cry.?????????? A shame too... I wish I knew one. I seek diversity, yet musically I am so narrowminded. Nothing but rock. Heh. I am going to keep it that way. I am very picky. The music I listen to has to have an aura to it, that makes most people not like it. Some intangible intimidating factor to it. I know when people pysh you way from them they fear you. Call it instinct, call it anything else. I am in the late stages of my awake binge. I keep going into micro sleeps where I zone out for about 30 seconds. I am 145, and 5 hours of working out probably made me burn 4 pounds. I should have an update for everyone. I have to finish typing up a report for logic sometime tommarow. Then I will get back to you. I can't wait to have the new site up. I am going to have the word of the day right up next to the navigation bar, and I'm going to have the recent updates. That will show day to day. Also, I am going to switch back to an everyday update thing. It will be some standard message, like, " Apocalypse and Word of the day updated. It will be easier for me, and easier for you to navigate. I am just waiting on the host I have lined up. They can take their time though. I could use a rest from html, lol. I have 30 designs I need to come up with for a newspaper ad for a Mens Tailor and Clothing shop. 30 left I should say. I probably tried an hour today, and got about nothing, just like 4. Eh... I did get 2 good ideas. So I need one good one, and 29 shitty ones. I'm hoinh to sleep now. When I wake up, I hope to be refreshed. Adios amigos.

     December 28, 2004-So, my cat is dead. Its so weird. I held him yesterday... Today, I cant even see him. When I woke up he wasnt laying with me... My mom took him to get put to sleep. They let her hold him while they put him down. I hope I'm never put to sleep. If I had to die, Id want to be shot. None of my animals were ever shot. If I killed anyone, it would be in Utah, Idaho, or Oklahoma. I want the Firing Squad. It would be awesome to have that televised. I'd hold sparklers while they shot me. No! I'd get them to dress me up liuke a clown. Lol. It's Spunky the Killer Clown. Hahahah! I hasve a warped sense of humor. Ooo. I didn't get many Christmas Presents, I got a lot of money. Today I am going out and buying 2 games. Them I'm going to just ummm... Hide, lol. All day, me and Ghost Recon 2 and MechAssult 2. Good day.

     December 27, 2004-We had to take the computer to this dude kevin. He is very knowledgable about them. I would like to watch him fix a computer. Learn more about it. I've been watching to much James Bond. It is rather sad. I watched liek 3 movies. That is 12 hours of bond, okay, 8. I lied. I'm a liar. I no good stinkin' liar!!! Boo! Ahhh! *twitch* Hush puppy.   I am just saying random words now. The bell tolls for thee, thy peach cobbler! Mwuhahahaha! I shall continue my insane rant with the power of 2 cheif justices and a man in a banana suit. Mwuhahahaha! I told you so. Hahahaha! It is done. Online on x-box people call me Grave. Grave, coming from behind. Get em. That is Halo 2. Grave, I'm going for the flag. Jonas is upfront, go for the flank. That is mech assult. I am going now. Good day.

     December 26, 2004-To be perfectly honest, this was written here the 27th. My power supply in my computer blew. My dads computer I should say. I've been working for godknows how long on it, and poof. Eh. It's the easy part fixing this. It don't even have Windows XP on it yet. It will soon. just need a new power supply. Thats all, you'll see. I'll be able to update the site at my dads. the new site I should say. I am talking building it. I am making it so I don't need a space age computer, lol. I will be able to update it with like a windows 95. It will be able to be veiwed in a windows 95. I am going for backwards compatability. Wow. Big word. Back to work, bye.

     December 25, 2004-Hey. I am almost done building the new computer. This one needs the ethernet drivers to aol. So I had to lug it down stairs and hook it up with a short usb cord just to download the driver. I decided since this is the last time I could tonight I might as well update my site as well. Atleast I know if nothing works I can hook tis computer up the normal way. I just needed a break. It is christmas and I'm getting stressed. This new keyboard is very nice. My dad seems to likehaving a computer in his room too. He never has had that luxury. So I need to get aols modem driveron this comuter, install them on to the router, hook the router up to the old computer, finish building the new computer., move the old computer back up stairs, move the new computer into the middleroom, install windows, every driver, and more to it, then sit and mess with the network. Cool. Okay. I'm going now. Bye.

     December 24, 2004-Hi. I'm watching outlaw star. My absolute favorite show. There is so much action in it. I had fun today. I got to watch dawn of the dead. I also got to have a little get together. I have mittens now. Weeee. Yeah! I lost my space cherry. A sexual refference turned into a space travel term. Fun fun fun. Weeeee... Argh. I'm an outlaw. I travel space with only freedom as my guide. Maybe I just travel the city. You don't own me! Don't make me do it. Ahhhhh! Woah man. Woah. I shall be leaving you now. Bye.?

     December 23, 2004-My tooth is killing me. I helped my mom bake for 7 hours. Ugh... I am still awaiting a reply from my possible new host. I got my mind set on this place. It great. I'll be able to make this site professional looking. Trust me. It will be. It already is I should say. Not t his, but the new look. You can't see yet. If you IM me I'll send you the pick. If you know my AIM tleast. If you don't, find it out. If you don't look, lol. I want to to be up by new years, but I doubt that will happen. I am partying tommarow, weeee... I am building a computer and an entirehome network this weekend, weee.   Saturday and Sunday probably. I dunno. I am watching the new Texas Chainsaw Massacre. I saw it before, but my friend is bringing it. I'm tired. I'm going to slee, or baking, not sure. Well. Adios.

     December 22, 2004-Hi. I got the navigation bar completely done and I think I found the perfect webhost. Illusionfxnet. It gives you so much for nothing. I'd pay for them if I had money. They have a minimum of 10mb of used bandwith a month. I use at least 13mb of bandwith for my index, lol. Sweet. The first month I'm going to be uploading so much stuff too them. If I don't get approved by them, I don't know what will happen. Yahoo just don't like me. *sadness* Haha. I'm not feeling to great. I'm kind of sick. Oh my. I just realized. I'll be able to work on my site on weekends soon. It's awesome. This site is going to kick ass. I'm going now. Bye.

     December 21, 2004-Hey. I just finished most of the navagation bar. I just need to put all the words and stuff in it. I got the new thing. It actually looks pretty sweet. I think this is the most creative I got with the colors. It's main color is white. Gasp. It makes the red and black stick out. You will see it next week some time. I need to add the words. Project Fallen, the story, is no more. If you want to read it, look here, lol. I am keeping this site up. My new site will be neat. It will take around a month to make it all... Once it is done though. I will be able to update from any computer, and I wont need this yahoo pagebuilder open. I'm sick of these ads. Ads piss me off so bad. I really think I found a unique look for my site. I could be wrong and it sucks... lol. I fixed a blending issue. It looks sweet. It is a lot smaller than the current navigation bar on then new site. It is soooo sweet. Just wait. A week or less. Well... I'm going to sleep. I had a busy day. Bye.

     December 20, 2004-Hi. I just realized something. it's the reason there is no update. Sometimes, I just kind of get overwhelmed by this website. There is so much stuff... I'm thinking of not taking the story over with me... Ya know. When the new site is made. There is a reason to it. I don't like the story. It sucks. I hate writing it. I like writing, but not stories. I am going to take everything else over. I'm not much of a story teller, but I write one mean essay, lol. I hope you all can forgive the lacking updates. Project Fallen the story, is no more. The website will flourish. In it's place I got a new idea. Something that should be its own site. I am also going to be using more pictures. Not an insane amount. Lets just say, as little as I can, while keeping the production values I want. So basically... In a live journal like this part, no pictures. In articles, maybe a picture or two, but for the main menu, I am going to have crisp graphics. I'm canning the picture there now. I don't like it. Still no sound. I will never have sound on a website. I don't thinkit's a websites place to have sound. Unless it is supposed to, like a music website. This website, is basically to show how horrible of a person I am, lol. It is also for me to improve upon my writing skills. With this move... I'll be getting rid of all the shitty stuff I wrote. I figure that way... Yeah. I'm also going to be making the website more compact. I mean I'll have stuff that should be on the same page there. I like stuff being seperated though. Also, I am going to have some proffesional looking segments. Maybe even some flash eventually. I really like some of the ideas I have come up with. I'll probably draw out some more tommarow in school. I'm thinking a tribal navagator. that sounds a lot weirder than it should. Black and red tribal designs on a white backround. It will fade into the black backround. th reason I have a black backround, incase your wondering, is it doesn't kill your eyes like white does. One mistake I made on this layout is the red. Red is too powerful for text even. I'm not saying people actually read everything I type, but in general. Red shouldn't be used in a long text form. I may switch to blue for the new site. It is very good for your eyes. Easy on them. I may go with white though. It is easier to read. I don't know. I definitally like the white backround, with red and black tribal designs. They are really in right now, but not on websites. you don't see many websites with tribal layouts. I think I'm going to go to sleep. Tommarow I'll draw this out, and then once I'm done with this essay I need to do for school, and this newspaper advertisement I need to make, I will work on the new site. I am going to make this look more professional. Mainly so I can look at it and say... Holy shit that looks good. Once this is on the new site, it will be funny. Hmmm... I will link this to this site right now, lol. There. Click the link if you want. It goes right to the homepage. I'm sleeping now. Bye.

     December 19, 2004-Wow. I have that variety show I was talking about the past two days tommarow. I have to lug my bass, an amp, and my ass to vo-tech. I did my nails, and practiced my part. This is so cool. I'm a little nervous though. hey, that means my heart is beating faster and I'll lose some extra weight. Death and pain await all living things. Yay. Yay! YAY! South Park is hilarious. My nails look very nice today. They are ultra smooth. It's great. My body actually looks okay. My hair is going to look good too. I'm putting some gel in it. I'm also going to wear a dress shirt. Hahaha. I thought of something horrible. Pegans. Penguin Pagans. They are witches, in tuxedos, but they lay eggs. Hahaha. The hilarity of it all. I never got to finish that ECW dvd. I usually read back a little while I'm updating. So it takes me a bit to update. I am going to polish my bass now, so bye.

     December 18, 2004-Oh my god. I'm so nervous for the variety show. Scared. I really gotta practice my part out the ass. Lol. My dads getting a new computer. It is looking sweet. A gig of R.A.M., 2.08 GHz processor speed, 160 GB Harddrive, a 52x32x52 cd-rw burner, and a 17 inch moniter. I think that is prety nice. It's actually pretty top of the line. It isn't quite alienware, especially since I'm building it my-self. No warranty. I can fix it if anything goes wrong, but yeah. I cn't handle this shitty computer anymore. Windows 98, 500MHz processor speed, like, 192MBs of RAM... It has an 80GB hardrive though. It actually performs very well considering its specs. It can actually run the SIMs with like 5 expansion packs. Lol. The new one will have SIMs 2. My dad likes SIMs games. I'm going to get going. Bye.

     December 17, 2004-Hi again. I ate at an all you can eat buffet. An Italian one. Hahaha. I just watched the new ECW dvd. It is insanely long. I didn't get to finish it. My dad wanted to go to sleep. I'll see it later. I didn't watch the second dvd at all... I haven't seen the chapter called, the fall of ECW. I know pretty much everything about how it fell since I watched it until the very end. I was loyal to that wrestling organization. It was about all Pennsylvania had to be proud of. Dudes basically killing eachother and them-selves slowly. It was sweet. I'm going to sleep now though, it is late. Adios.

     December 16, 2004-Hi. I have some explaining to do, or excuses. The update for the 13th will be late, bacause I am swamped with school work. It'll calm down over vacation. Also. the new site wont be up or a while. I have work to do. I'm not happy with it. I don't know why. It's supposed to scream me, and it don't. I am trying to think of something that screams me, and is visually appealing, but I'm not going to scan my penis, so hmmm.... I'm thinking. I'm not aiming to please fans with this layout, alothough I'm hoping to. i'm mainly trying to please my-self. Also, my new host is taking some time to fix some things for me. So it'll be a while for that. Eh. I do need that time, lol. Today, I went to sleep at like 6pm until 8pm. I didn't even remember laying down. I took my glasses of and everyhting, but I didn't sign offline. I thing someone knocked me out, raped me, and let me wake up. I woke up, and thought, "Shit, I'm late for school." Really. But then I smelled my mom baking, and noticed the computer was on. I must've blacked out or something, cut it was weird. I woke up very disoriented, and just in time for wrestling. I need to find Tabs for Carol of the Bells. It almost got called off today, but we desided to go along. My teacher isn't giving us time to practice, so we need to pull it out of our asses. I'm off. Adios.

     December 15, 2004-Hey. I feel like shit. I can't wear a muscle shirt to school because of some gay rule. The Daily Show is hilarious. I just heard, " That's funny. I actually had a penis wrapped around my kneck." I also heard an old dude comment on his penis being enourmous. Pepto Bizmol is insane. There adds crack me up. You don't know what the pink can do. Lol. It's so sad. I feel so sick. I ate the biggest bowl of veggies. Mmmmmm.... I want to see that movie Darkness. I also want to see that movie White Light or whatever its called. I want to see House of Flying Daggers too... F***! To many awesome movies are coming out. For christmas I'm getting more money though. So I can go see them. I always like oging earlier anyway. Oh my god! South park. Who else would have sex with a porcupine. It was satan. Hail satan. LOL! My new tattoo has a cross in it. i worship god in my own special ways. At the same time I think wicca and christianity are different names for just about the same thing. Just think, Patron Saints equal Gods. Lol. I'm going now. Adios.

     December 14, 2004-Hi. I think I'm ahead of most 16 year olds with my current amount of tattoos. I got 2. My new one is a corpse ripping out my skin. It has its mouth sewn shut with a celtic crosses strings. For my birthday I'm getting my chest done. It will be sweet. I plan of having about 8 tattoos by the time I'm 18. Since I'm getting a job this summer. I'm listening to death metal, yes!!! I'm seriously thinking of becoming a teacher. I mean a high school teacher. I would be the freakiest trwacher ever. I'd wear a choker, and the principal would pull me out of the classroom, and I'd go back in. The kids would ask why I got pulled out. I'd say a dress code violation, lol! My friends parents are getting cancer, stab wounds, and other things. why? my friends mom got her face cut open.... That isnt cool. Maybe I'll get that tattood on my chest, lol. Eh. That is kind of f***ed up to say. So I'm going. Good day my homefreckle.

     December 13, 2004-Hey. i'm sick, yay. I got entered into this money machine thing, and got 79 bucks. Wooooo! My eyes hurt so bad. It's the anniversary. Sweet. I'll do something later for it. Give me sympathy, I'm sickly, and still need to go to school. Right when I'm done updating, I'm going to sleep. Well.... I'm getting a new tattoo tommarow. It's so f***ing awesome to be me, lol. I also get to play the bass at vo-tech. I'll find the tabs tommarow, and learn to play it in 2 days, lol. I need to get this learned in um.... By monday. So a week. I may take my bass to my dads. I know I'll be doing work here at my moms for tech. I cant do most of it, but there are 2 things I can do here. Over christmas I'll actually have energy too. You don't know how long this update would be with the proper amount of energy. Really, sad. Ahhhh!! I haven't eaten today. i better go eat some bread or something. It's not healthy to eat nothing. I did that for a while in my life, it's probably why I'm so thin. no more though. It just makes you tired and moody. On a plus tommarow I have a test on latin america. Just thought you would like to know that little trid bit of information. My tv is blurry. It's sexy, lol. I need to go. I'm dying. Bye.

     December 12, 2004-Hi. I got the Sims 2. It's so great it hurts. No, really. I've played it that much, lol. My eyes hurt. No, really. Sims is great. It might steal my life. Really. Lol. When I get my tattoo tuesday I better eat breakfast. Don't want topass out, lol. You need to be well naurished, at least kinda of nourished when you get one. I am going to get a tattoo, work out, and play the sims. 2 days ahead, planned. That is loserish, lol. I'm going to sleep, its 2am, lol. Bye, adios, and hasta luego.

     December 11, 2004-Hey. I really miss my girl friend. I haven't seen her in almost 2 weeks. I haven't talked to her in over a day. It makes me sad. I love her to death. Literally, lol! I am so tired. I downed a whole red bull, didn't do shit. It made me want to do a flair flop. That is, incase you didn't know, where a 50 year old man gets hit, walks a few seconds, and falls forward. It is hilarious! It's 2:45am and my friend Jesse is being so loud. When I open my eyes like, ALL the way, it feels like a coating of muck is there. Oh god I miss my Hillary. She needs to call me tommarow, lol. I'll call her, and if her mom don't let her on, I'll talk to her mom for hours, lol. Me and her parents actual get along well. It's neat, because me and my last girlfriends parents didn't know eachother, lol. It's sad. Oh my. My friend and me are going to walk my other friend home at 3am. Hahaha! We live in the ghetto. It's sad. Everything is way to loud right now. I'm going to lay off the red bull... Adio amigos.

     December 10, 2004-Hi. I miss my girlfriend. I haven't talked to her in hours, it sucks. I need to get a car. My eyes are dieing. Dieing like a fox! Haha! I really need to sleep. This chick that likes me is coming over tommarow. I don't really want her to come. I'd rather me girlfriend come. I told her strait up though, she isn't staying long. Wow. People get pissed at my responses. They will think they did the neatest thing in the universe, and my responce will be like, oh. Lol. I don't get surprised easy. I can feign a response, but my usual responce is not very extravigent.   Eh, I'm going to sleep. Bye.

     December 9, 2004-Hi. Yes! Super Milk Chan is on! Weee! I just blew off updating the site for an hour. Lol. My eyes hurt so bad. It is like there is a layer of pain between them and my brain. Best sexual saying. No minutemen. Hahahaha! A porn godess made that up. It was beautiful. I need to sleep soon. it's 2am. I get up at 6:30am. I want to be santa. I hate close minded people. I hate girls, who don't mind the thought of 2 girls, but 2 guys discust them. It pisses me off. Thats more close minded then not liking either. I'm going now. Strawberries, god...

     December 8, 2004-Hey. I might be getting an all black Ibanez 6-string bass. A great de4al for $370. That is with shipping and handling included. I realized if I dont play my bass everyday I get really pissy. Oh yeah. i'm starting to like getting up early... I may get up at like 6. Lol. I like sitting on the computer and eating breakfast and stuff... I set my alarm to 6:30am. I'm such a rebel, haha. I do like being up early. I'm not really a mrning person. I'm a night person. I'm just not a night person during the school year. Actually, I'm more of a night person than most. I usually end up going and sitting outfront for a few minutes. I got that from watching outlaw star. My favorite anime. It got me interested in space. God this having a metabolism is awesome. I ate pie. A chocolate mint pie. It's so fricken' great. Mmmhmmm... I can actually eat. I ate a lot too... I'm still 140. I think I'll be less when I wake up. We'll see. Adios my friends.

     December 7, 2004-Hi. Okay. Relief. My dad is going to give me some money for presents this year. Next tuesday I'm getting my new tattoo aswell... It's going to be awesome. So... My mom finally realized I've been dieting. or has noticed how much weight I lost. She says my collar bones stick out to much, lol. My shoulders too... I got a new curve... Above my chest and below my collar bone. I have an indent there. So. I have 7 lessons to do in quark, the demon program from hell... I have to get them done in about 15 days. I can't do that. If I get 8 done I pass... That is like a C. Wait! My poster counts for like 3 tasks of 14. So I'll have 4 tasks done this quarter. I got towork on quark like a month and half, and then I had to right a report. I had to work on this poster for like a month. No, longer. They pile too much work on me. It's not possible to get it done. I must go now. Bye.

     December 6, 2004-Hey. I need to earn $60... If I can get that much I am going to make some happy christmas's for a few peeps. Well... My parents... I really dont have much I want this year, lol. I want a new tattoo and a new bass... I have a little lisy of video games too... Thats all though... I know my mom wants to get me a bunch of stuff this year. I've done a lot of work for her for her baking business... I know my dad will help with some of the money towrds presents. I am getting petty many dvd's, lol. 120 dollars worth... Probably the most I've ever spent, and not for my-self, lol. Selfless acts reward greatly... Watch, I get like nothing for christmas... That would be priceless. Heres a video game. Oh look, a sweater. I dig these blue sweatervests, really... That is like a worst case scenario. Lol... There is also my girlfriend, but I'm going to give her something very dear to me. I'm not telling anything... Lol. Adios.

     December 5, 2004-Hi. I am going to eat cereal tommarow. Some wheaties. My metabolism is that good now. Weeee. That still isn't great... It isn't horrible anymore. Lets clean the house! Not exactly spick and span, mainly span. The span facter is important. I am bored and tired. I need a new headset for my phone. It broke... Someone managed to rip the wire out of the thing that plugs in. I have very few people form my school on my buddy list. I preffer it that way. Most the people at my school suck... Not all of them. There are some really awesome people. As we walk for and strive for god... You assume the position of a Lamb... I want to be freinds with a butcher. That would be a useful person to befriend. Well... Good bye.

     December 4, 2004-Hey... Someone called me I didn't even know. I talked to them from 3am to 5:30am... That's all I need to say, other than it started of a prank call... Shes neat though, and nice. She was a little tired though... I'm like, majoirly tired. Oh yeah. I was almost dont with the update to this site and the computer froze. That pissed me off so bad. I was listening to music and stuff though. Usually this computer can handle that. Maybe it is having its clow day... Why would someone go to mexico? I don't get it. It's rather go in the city. Where I live, but about 8 blocks don. That must be little mexico... Thats horrible, but true. Reading, Pennsylvania... little Latinia... Well... I'm done for the night, see ya.

     December 3, 2004-Hi. I feel like I'm dieing. I feel like crap, lol. All I can think about lately is my cat to. The poor guy is getting pretty thin. He was a pretty beefy cat before. It's scary and sad... Very sad... OOO! I get my hair done tommarow. It's going to be red streaks. Still dark dark brown. OOO! Someone noticed I have light brown eyes, lol. Someone names Chia Pet just IMed me... Thats irresponsibly funny. My hair is getting pretty long, lol. Technically it is to my shoulders. Some of it touches my shoulders. Once more of it does I'll get my sister to style it. I think I may grow it longer though. To like, a Dani Filth length. Its to your shoulder blades. Not really that long. I think after that I should dye it blonde and become a pennsylvania surfer, lol. I think there is one beach here, but we had to make it our-self. A man made beck, that sucks... Wait! The closest beach sucks. I would totally dig the surfer lifestyle. Just chilling all day surfing and being chased by sharks, and land sharks. Wew. I eyes hurt and are all blah. So goodnight.

     December 2, 2004-Hey. My kitty is sick... His kidneys aren't very good... I don't know what to do about it. I guess there is nothing. Alas... Wow. I think I'll be asleep at 2. That is early for me. The sad thing is I haven't had much time to sit around all day... From 4 till 12 I was doing stuff... I had to work on the poster I'm making for PETA... It sucked because my computer at tech wouldn't get onto the server. So I had to make the text on it by guessing... I have an older version of Photoshop here too... It's all I can afford. Photoshop 6.0. It gets the job done. It'll take me 10 minutes in class tommarow to finish this poster. Then maybe I'll sleep before 3. Maybe not. Aside from that my mom has been piling work on me for her business. All if it takes like 15 minutes. So I'm not anooyed about that. I had to make labels for her, then a receipt, then then... Thats all... Lol. I'm going to sleep... Adios.

     December 1, 2004-Hi. The first of december... No one can say this day was good, lol. Someone took my friends shoe... She had to walk home with 1 shoe... Like a hobo... I'm having way too much fun sending pics back and forth editing them. We put someone I know in Mexico, where he is right now. Hahahaha! I am oing to eat corn for breakfest, lol. I don't know. I have come to a realization. i have l33t photoshop skillz. Hahaha! Wow. I like peanuts. I don't eat them often. I don't eat nuts. Lol. I'm bored. I'll probably be up until 2. Especially if Super Milk Chans on. My ex just randomly stopped talking yo mr. Hah. That is so sweet... NOT!!! That's such a cunt move. Honestly. I have ninja sleeping skills. I can sleep anywhere. I can sleep in such a way where if a floor board creaks I will wake up. I'll wake up like ready to attack. I don't know how or why I can do it. Hahaha. I am a ninji. i am 140 pounds of ninja! Kyaaa! I am getting to the point where I can pretty much trist my body into anything, lol. My spine has bouyancy, Hahaha! I'm less bi-polar and more hyper today. I ate food. losts of healthy food. Broccoli, potatoes, green beans, and red peppers. I used this sauce called carribean jerk. it wasn't spicy enough so I used worstershire sauce too. Yum. I took a tiny bowl and mixed them... It was great. I'm getting so thin. It rules! I swear. Okay. I'm not that thin yet. I'm getting there. Sunday at 12:30am on cartoon network... Super Milk Chan. Weeee! I shall take my leave now. Bye.

     November 30, 2004-Hey. Do you have time to listen to me talk about the lord? I thought not. Thats kewl. I wasn't going to talk about the lord anyway. Unless your talking about my cat. Oh wait. His name is Bully. He is sick. My om took him to the Vet. My cat needs to eat special food right now. His stomach got thrashed some how. I'm tired... I am more important than 3 imputant men, because I can impregnate a person, or 8 of them. Then a ninth one just to be rebelious. Har har har har.   Hack har hack sack wack crack monkey penis pie. Eat lead motherF***ER!1!!!! I'm hyper. No I'm not. Yes you are. yes I am. W00T! I ate food today. It didn't taste like I thought it would. It tasted more. Waka waka. Waka waka mutha cracka. Holy cow. It can fly. Hold on to your potatoes! Deposit you knickers at the door and grab a towel, a stick of butter, and 3 prunes. I still argue the invalid point of validating the point that I'm supposedly hyper on the grounds or insanity! No. Mega-sanity. No.... pansanity. WooT. w00t. Re-waka. I just worked on vo-tech work for like 4 hours. It sucked. No it didn't. Yes it did. I will not quite my jibba jabba. Oh Mr. T. You make me want to pee a little. I'm sorry. I had a flashback back of the last time I went to a record release party. It was grand. In those days though, people weren't aloud to walk around without knee high socks on. No shoes were required. Just three to fourteen point five. You are lacking your beta-caratine. I can tell... Thats a bad homo-erectus you! I am not bi-polar, I incorporate that remark into the inner-sactum of all my being. Not part of it, all of it! ! This is how I get to sleep. I burn all my energy typing to you. Praise the lord in all his magnificent glory and chestnuts! A bounty of bountiful plentiful beautiful chestnuts roasted with a live goat over a smoldering fire of a viking who has died in battle and has been sent out to the sea! I want to be set ablaze... It will be a glorious spectical. Glorious indeed. I think I shall go to sleep. Good night my fine feathered friend...

     November 29, 2004-Hi. I had a really lazy day. I went to sleep at 4am. I woke up at 11am. Then I went back to sleep for a few hours. That meansd I'm hyper. WooooOOOO! WOOOOOooOOOO! Im going o get my hair done soon. It's going to be red highlights. My sis want to do it. She says it will look neat. I agree. I always wanted red highlights. I don't know why I didn't. I said I was only going to eat if I lost 5 pounds today. I did it. I ate, lol. That new fightclub video game... I want you to hit me, as hard as you can... The most common line before gay sex... I need to go talk to my mom now. I typed this thing up for her. Adios amigos.

     November 28, 2004-Today was my down day. I ate way to much, sat around all day, and did nothing. I'm staying up late too. I may take a walk later. At like 4am, lol. I'm all excited. My girlfriend is coming over. We are just going to lay around being lazy. Fun. Weeeeeee! Ultra weeee. 2.3472x wee more than the previous wee. Hahahaha! I'm bored. Wait, no I'm not. What makes a good football coach? 1. Being bald. 2. Being Arabic. I think Arabs are amazing people. Their language sounds so difficult. A true impossibility in all gods eyes. All 8 of them. Well... It's really late, I shall take me leave.

     November 27, 2004-Hey. Wow. My friend is watching some guy rap award thing. I made him stop. I do not tolerate rap. It sucks. I hate rap. Grrrr... I don't care. To each their own. I preffer the black and death metal... The music where they sacrifice animals to do devil noises. Oh yeah. The new site is going good. There should be more you will see in the demo soon. Lol. That is sad. My and my girldfriend were on the phone 4 hours. That makes me sad. I like her. She treats me like... good. It's sad. Shes coming tommarow, and I was like, whining till she did. I whined like a minute, lol. Weeee... Wee! WEEEE!!! Double wee. No, triple wee, yay! I'm going to go now. Adios.

     November 26, 2004-Hi. I like cow. I went to the chinese buffet and got a steak made. Lean meat too... It makes the 9 dollars you pay worth it. I think it was an interesting experience. My dad offended the little man who cooked our food. The little man didnt cook my dads vegetables. I see satan holding babies. It scares me. Hahaahahha! The guys on chains are going oooOOOoo! Hahaha! It's a gay satan. I'm wat better at typing than I used to be. Me and my girlfriend are going to hang out tommarow. My sister might be coming by to dye my hair. I'm getting bright red streaks. So is my girlfriend, but not for a week or so. Hahaha! Me and my girl friend are going to have matching hair. That is something lesbienish. Not in a bad way. Our hair will be my hommage to lesbienism in all its glory. I promise you all... I shall get going. Adios.

     November 25, 2004-Hey The new site has a few minor problems that really aren't problems. The top page is too big. I will probably make the second iea soon. We are putting Polka into everything. MC Polka. Ms. Polkaman. Sonic the Polkahog. It's so sad. The site is definitally coming together though. I am making 2 more versions though. On that the top bar is half the site. One the top bar is a quarter. I'm so tired my eyes hurt. They hurt badly. I gotta take my fishnet off. Lol. It reached 32 degrees out today. I love my trench coat. I wasnt even cold. It was lower 50's though then. It dropped 10 degrees in hours. Then another 10 in hours. I was listening to music all day. I was also watching bond films. I think I'm going to sleep now. Bye.

     November 24, 2004-Hi. I've been showing off my new layout. Everyone likes it. That is new. Usually there will be doubters. I brought the biggest doubter last time to the dark side. Yes. I figured out what my next tattoo is. My ferrit says Hi. Say hi back. I remember back when I has SIMs online I had a plant names gorganzola. Everyone had to say hi to him. Then they gave me a dollar. Everyone loved gorganzola. Ooo! Tommarow is turkey day. I'm going to eat me some turkey. It will probably be done when I wake up. This chick on tv dresses like me. For some reason i don't think that is a good sign... Lol. My eyes are dieing. I'm bored. I may go to sleep out of boredom. I want to live in a bus. I don't know why. It would be.... erotic. A love bus. A chocolate love bus. Okay. I'm done now. Bye.

     November 23, 2004-Hey. The new site should be up and running soon. I got a lot of work done, and I'm really close. I got the main page completely done. Here is a link. http://free.hostdepartment.com/p/project_fallen/pages/index.html They will give me a free link once I'm done. I also applied the new URl to dmoz.com to be listed. I've been working on this for hours. Gosh. I plan on making this part of my class at vo-tech. I'm an amatuer graphic designer. Weeee... All my worl hasn't been for just me... If someone wants to buy my serviced, I can show them my website. People tend not to mind their website designer is insane. I'm so burnt out. I could use a hug. I still need to put all the links into the picture. Oops. I did that. I need to move to phase 3. Putting all the content from yahoo to host department. Phase 1. General Theory. I decided upon the picture, after making various thumbnails. Phase 2. Constrcting the picture, and a sample page on the website, and a CSS file. I have a lot of power on the new site. I can make it look pretty much however I want, site wide, in seconds. I'll also be able to update on the go. No more yahoo page builder. I really apprietiate all these years of service from yahoo. This will still be my websites main e-mail adress. Wow. I can figure out HTML a bit better now. I am just bettering my-self at my profession constantly now. It's almost 2am. I'm going to sleep. I had a hard days work, lol. See ya.

     November 22, 2004-Hi. The new site is coming along very well... That may seem kind of sad considering I have 3 providers in mind. The is free.hostdepartment.com, then www.freewebs.com, the geocities.com of course. No matter how much i bitch I actually like geocities. I just like the fact free.hostdepartment.com gives me 100mb to use. The also give more bandwith. I don't feel like being up right now. I am tired. Woosh. I saw a funny movie today. 50 first dates. It was hillarious. I suggest checking it out. I got to see it during school too... So many weed references. They were obvious too... Holy shit it is hot in my room. I had to type up a report for vo-tech today. Oh my god, I'm sweating. I haven't sweat without working out in a long while. Maybe my metabolism finally caught up with my body. Haha! I had 400 calories of food today. I lost several pounds too. That means I lost about 9000 calories today, since 1 pound of fat is 3000 calories. My finger nail got pulled up harshly... It hurt. It hurt badly. R.I.P. Nail. Haha! Ouch. It hurts to type. My spine sticks out further than my adams apple. That is sad. It's time to sleep. Bye.

     November 21, 2004-Hey. I though I should make a little progress report on the condition of the new site. I have made progress on it. I have learned some important stuff today. I wont get into that technical stuff. No one would probably understand it. I will however say... It is all connected to the construstion phase. It also is going to make the site load faster. I feel your pain dial-up users, lol. I've noticed a lot of sites I go on load slow. Espicially compared to my website. How I'm construsting the site is going to make all the pages smaller too... So they will load faster. I think I forgot to mention one key thing. The new site will have a good intro. I haven't started working on it yet. It will probably be animated though. I know how to animate stuff. I also now know how to code frames and image maps. That is what I learned today. I doubt many people know what those are. Actually, I'm sure some people who read this knowwhat frames are, but i doubt anyone knows what an image map is. Don't worry people, you aren't alone. About 3 days ago I wouldn't have known what a Image map is unless one of my classmates told me what they are and how to create them. I know how to do more things in photoshop than I'm comfortable with. Heh. It is sad. I'm a Graphic Artist. Ouch. My right index finger hurts. Oh yeah. With the new provider I am going to use I'll be able to update my site at my vo-tech and just use a jumpdrive to bring it here. I'm going to save every pages html on my computer too... No more being scared I'll lose everything. Some chick wants me to call her. She started freaking when I said no. She didn't understand the fact I don't like calling people. I much rather they call me. Then I need to talk and be an attention whore. That is what makes me happy. Time to go, bye bye.

     November 20, 2004-Hi. I am dieing. I am at that level of tiredness. It is rather sad. I'm just listening to some black and death metal. I am also falling asleep. Asleep as in that thing that keeps you from learning in school, and also that thing that makes you loose your license when your a senior citizen. Aiooooo! Wow. I can't remember what I did today. Oh yeah. My idea for world domination! I did it. I figured it out. 3 parts butter, 2 parts cherry and one part cow vagina. You figured it out. I'm going to make a Whooper. I'm going now, bye.

     November 19, 2004-Hi. I'm really tired. It sucks. I'm listening to a band called Bathory. I need to make a mental note I like them. *mental note* I think I'm going to play Halo. I just fell asleep, lol. By accident. I didn't even notice. I think I may have blacked out. Isn't that just precious? Heh. It is kind of scary. That is why, once I get a girl. She is getting a license. I really don't like driving. Driving sucks. People are normally assholes, but on the road its worse, You know why it's worse. Because people hesitate to start a fight because they don't want to get their asses out of their car. I had to shave with hand lotion today. We had no shaving cream. Not even that woman type of gel. So I though," What is the closest thing to shaving cream here?" It was hand lotion. Option B was whipped cream, but hand lotion is very shaving cream like and soapy, so it works. I'm going to get going. Adios.

     November 18, 2004-Where I had my appendix taken out hurts really bad, lol. I worked out like crazy today. Probably like 2 hours. Thats broken up a bit, between phone calls, and other stuff. Wow. I'm listening to band called In Flames, they are pretty good, but something sad happened. They started their insane death metal ramblings you can't understand from any band but Graveworm, and all I hear is 666! I am soooo getting contacts soon. I look a lot better without my glasses. I looked better with them when I was fat. Now that I'm kinda thin I look better without them. I realized I'f I were still fat my hair would be to my shoulders, bacause I had bigger shoulders then. Now they are like, solid bone. It is very much like a cheap bucket of chicken. Isn't that the best food for a member of P.E.T.A. to eat. Have a bucket of slautered animals. It's really cheap, for some slautered animals. Although. Chicken is so good tasting. I don't care how it is killed. As long as it's not poison at least. I'm going to sleep. My work out session has left my muscles puddy. Bye.

     November 17. 2004-Okay. I am going to do like half the update today, and the rest some other time. I don't want to get sick of maintaining the site. So I'm taking things rather laxed. Plus life really hasn't been treating me too great, my manic depression has been crazy. I don't care though. I have enough friends where I have constant emotional support. Also, I'm now 140 pounds. Well, technically I'm 141 pounds. Heh. One of my friends left a fake e-mail to me. I think it was a fake. Here, look you.
   I find your website to be degrading, filthy, satanic, and just downright rude. I don't know how you were raised, but it certainly was different from how I was. It's people like you that have turned this world into the big melting pot of sin and disobedience that it has become. Although this site disgusts me to my deepest roots, I still happen to find you incredibly sexy.
Yes. I know. It's weird. Apparentlt the Christian Reich is goingto come after me, heh. Bring it on guys, gals, and it's. I'm ready, with a thousand eternal hellfires blazing behind me. Mwuhahahaha! Back to updating, lol. Bye.

     November 16, 2004-Hey. I really need to shave. It's been 2 days. My facial hair is horrible. It's half blonda, and half brown. It isn't peach fuzz either. It's good ol' fassioned facial hair. It wont be there come 7am tommarow. Lol. I worked out so much today. I should be like 140 when I wake up. Most likely not, but eh. I am really tired. It sucks. Since like, no one is on. I'll complain here. Lol. I totally need to sleep. It isn't even funny. I really think I can wake up and lose 3 pounds, lol. I worked out for hours. Many hours. It's why I am so tired. So very tired. Then I played Halo. For a few hours, while listening to Black and Death Metal. I did that for many hours. Many many hours, lol. I am going to sleep now. Yes. Done bitching. Bye.

     November 15, 2004-Hi. I was typing for so long. I'm not done yet. I have a lot left to type for the site. I lit a candle. Weeeee! It's fun. I took a picture. It actually turned out nice. I was surprised. I mean. Me. I'm ugly. Some people say I'm not, alot of people do. I think I am though. Wow. My nails hurt. I cut them to short. OOO! I'm getting Halo 2 tommarow. Like right away tommarow too... I haven't used X-box live in a while. I'm glad I have it now. Grrrrr... I just felt like grrrring. OOO! At Physics tommarow I get to smash stuff. Weeee! Then at History I get to list every Country in Europe. Lol. I shall get going. It is very late. Bye!

     November 14, 2004-It is kind of sad that I had to look up Cradle of Filth lyrics to find out how to spell Gallow. I had an idea how to spell it, but I didn't want to be wrong. Being wrong is usually bad. I remembered Hallowed By Thy Name has the word Gallow in it. It's my favorite song. My favorite song used to be For Those Who Died. I don't know why it changed. Maybe I'll never know. I don't really like that Satanic Mantra thing they do though. I have no idea why. They are all GOD DAMN CHRISTIANS!!! UHHHHGGGG! I also like Beneath the Howling Stars. To be honest I like a shitload of their songs. I don't know why. Most bands I don't like all their songs. I run this site all on my own. That doesn't mean I'm an independant person either. I am so submissive. I need someone constantly to keep me in line. It's not like a master though, because I'm so fragile and dainty. I need like... A caretaker. I guess they would be half master, half slave. Because I'm lazy. I will et someone a soda or tea however. Just don't come looking for a turkey. You wouldn't want a turkey from me. I can't cook. It all tastes like stale pita bread. It's depressing. More depressing than watching MTV at 4am. Oh yeah. I'll have the big update soon. I think I'll go now. Good bye and salutations.

     November 13, 2004-Happy anniversary, lol. Maybe not. I was updating and ummm... No go. Something got unfunctional. I'm going to try some other time to update everything on the site. Maybe tuesday. It will be a lot. I just need to make sure I give a day I have a lot of time to do stuff... I don't work out on tuesdays, so that works. Me and my friends will be playing Halo 2 soon. Not to soon. My one friend is at a hockey game, lol. A failed sport. Our local hockey team is the lowest raned in its division. I had trouble joining this website. I am going to have like 30 mails from them. Wow. My friend is so fat. He is laughing and I dont know, weezing. I think he has problems. Lol. I'm still angry that it messed up on me. It angers me. I'm angered. Grrrr... Bye, lol.

     November 12, 2004-Hi. I like Icy tea, but I also like peanut butter. It tastes good. Very good. It doesn't taste as good as goat tesricles. They taste like delicate meat. Yum. Delicate meats and cheeses, lol. I'm really tired. It's like 2 in the morning. All of my friends are sleeping. I really should catch up on sleep. I got 4 hours and thirty minutes yesterday. I can't even watch TV. My ear popped, so its being annoying. I can here absolutely everything with my left better. It's like a sound vortex at the moment. I love the sound of when the heat kicks on in this house. It thunders, lol. I know this is short and abrupt, but I'm dieing. I must go. Bye.

     November 11, 2004-Hi. I like Icy Tea. It is my Holy Grail. I am the Knight that says Tea! Tea! I am now the Knight that says GWAR! Wow. It saddens me our government is falling apart. Here, I'll cheer you up. [A large armored tank pulls infront of your house] I say," Quick, get in! I'm going to save you from bush." [We drive away, and go eat at a nice buffet, then steal a Lamborghini, and then we drive to the gas station because it was low.] It's tough times I guess, rich people can't afford oil, even if they own it, lol. Wow. I need to shave. My face is like a cactus. It's sad. I'm not a person you would think needs to shave a lot. It is annoying. I think I'm going to use a candle to shave. It would work better than nair. I'm sure it would. My facial care products are made in china, including my candles. Someone said I'm a Naurtal. I'm very Neutraline. Thats the word of the day. Neutraline... neutraline. Wow. I haven't watched anime in a while. I watched like 10 minutes this week. I'm watching it all the way through. I'll be up till 2. Eh. Maybe not. I'm just going to catch this show. Dammit. I'm watching until 2. lol. There is going to be a hsow on called Super Milk Chan. Holy crap. It's like 95 degrees in here. I have no idea what I am going to do for the update. Maybe ummm... Nothing. Lol. Adult Swim has real anime now. You can tell it's anime when you can't figure out whats going on. It's a simple truth. Wow. I went to pee, and came back the very second this show got on. Right now I have Teriaki Burps. I'm going to get going. Adios.

     November 10, 2004-Hey. I'm watching south park. A Texas Chile Bowl... That is horrible. Comedy Central is horrible. Who's going to screw the pig? That should not be heard by human ears, but I heard it on Comedy Central. What happens in Bizarro World, stays in Bizarro World. The bus stop bathroom isn't technically part of Bizarro World. But they were selling post cards for Bizarro World. One would only assume. Lol. That is sad. I'm more confused than a transexual in a motel parking lot missing a kidney. On that note I leave you. Bye.

     November 9, 2004-Hi. I have like no neck. I used to. I even have a lot of neck. Now I don't. My body made it go away. It should make my stomach go away soon. If it don't I have about 2 years until my body gets locked in. I'm going to clean my piercings. I still can't believe kind of look like marilyn manson. Once I get thinner, I'll look a lot like him. As in, a her. Lol. I ate a Cheese Steak today, and didn't gain weight. That rules. I love this thin thing. I get cold really easy though. It's insane. When I sleep I need like 4 blankets. Speaking of sleep, I'm very tired. I've done a lot today. So I must rest my weary bones. Good bye my faithful readers.

     November 8, 2004-Hey. I found a picture of marilyn manson without make-up on. I look like him. I just look younger. It's insane. Oh yeah. I hurt my rist somehow. In vo-tech I'm supposed to make a poster for P.E.T.A. I am such a horrible person to do it. For god sakes, I have a full leather trench coat, a leather belt, and more. It's sad. Peta's website amuses me. It's so dumb. Animals are not ours to keep as pets is next, you just watch. If someone tells me I can't have my ferit or a cat... I'll piss on them. I will literally hold them down, and urinate on them. I really want to move now... I want to have my own house. I don't even want a good house. I saw like, the perfect house I wanted. it was 17,000. I'm going to sleep. Bye.

     November 7, 2004-Hi. Female midgets have awesome voices. They sound like they huffed helium. It's so neat. I'm drinking green tea. It's tasty. I didn't know you could bruise a testicle. that is new news to me. I didn't bruise my testicle, but I was watching a show, and the guy bruised his. That was a run on sentance. Most horrible thing I heard today... "I don't have much ofa gag reflex anymore." Only one thing is for sure. At one time they must have had one. How do you lose a gag relfex? That's where I feel comfortable ending it. Bye.

     November 6, 2004-I just recorded a spanish commercial on my cell phone. Every time people leave a message on my voicemail they are going to here it., lol. I typed up my own commercial about little dead penguins. I think It will be a huge hit. If its not. It says they can blow me like a grocery bag iin the wind. It's all in spanish. Here it is" Kyler no est� aqu� ahora. Deje un mensaje o s�pleme, s�pleme como un bolso de la basura en el viento......... por favor?... y si es usted geo. La comida para gatos est� en el caj�n inferior cerca de la microonda, y el taz�n de fuente correcto en el piso. �Mwuhahahaha de la ha Haha! No se olvide, estas palabras de la sabidur�a. 5 d�lares est�n mucho cuando su desesperado. gui�a gui�a. Gui�a gui�a. �Gui�a! Amo peque�os penuins de la muerte y no me olvido de la sal adicional. La sal es m�s caliente que el magma. Magma l�quido. �Aye! I'm going to get going. Adios.

     November 5, 2004-My wisdom teeth are coming in. The ones hurts, mainly because it is so far back. I hope when I get my one tooth removed that one moves up a bit. I got a tooth chipped in a fight years ago, and its been slowly rotting. Today it was really bad. I think it's becauseit's jelous of my wisdom tooth, lol. My body must like pain. I hate pain, lol. I'm tender, hahaha. Not really. 140 is sorta tender I guess... Who knows. I don't care. I have a highpain threshhold, just not when I'm being lazy, lol. I like to complain about little pains and be totally oblivious to very painful things.I remember my cat cut my arm open really bad once and i didn't complain, but when I stub a toe I will, lol. Eh. Back to smackdown! Bye.

     November 4, 2004-Hey. I am officially 141 pounds. That means I lost 59 pounds. Maybe by tommarow I will officially lose 60. I'm barely 141 though. I was 142 like, 3 hours ago. Oh well... I felt sick today. That probably played a role in it. The great thing was I didn't have to do Quark Lessons. Unstead I got to play with an x-acto knife whiile feeling faint. I felt like I was working at a circus. Originally I wasn't going to do it. I volunteered. I did because no one else would. It pissed me off. 20 people and the sickest person in class has to do it. I basically passed out in Math. It was half sleep, half pass out. It was like narcaleptic people have. Where their head dropped and they catch them-selves, but my head was all the way down. So it turned it into a huge twitch. It felt like someone electricuted me. I've actually been too, lol. I was fixing my old computer, and I don't get how this happened... I had it unplugged... I must';ve touched the internal battery. I got a good shock. Where the electric went in its scarred. Wow. The show Tough Crowd was cancelled. This sucks. I really liked that show. Oh well... Life goes on. I'm starting to think Bush will do better this time around. He is actually going to get a realistic estimate on the war. Its crazy. I'm going to sleep. Adios.

     November 3. 2004-Hi. I am telling you right now I'm going to sleep very soon, lol. Everone I know is asleep already. It must be sadness that kerry lost, lol. It's just going around. I get to launch a water rocket in school tommarow. I feel really cold. I mean really really cold. I feel as if I have frost bite. No blackness though. Oh. I got Smackdown! vs Raw today. Everything is great. Online mode has no lag at all... My and my friend jesse were playing. it felt like I was sitting right next to him playing. I managed to beat him with worse stats than he has. It don't matter though. I probably put 6 hours in. In 10 days that will pay off, lol. That would be 60 hours. It's impossible though. Tommarow I need to walk home. That means I'll be here by 4. Then I need to work out. That means till about 6. Then a shower. Thats 7. Sometimes working out goes faster. Like an hour. So the earliest I'd get to play would be 6. Not very likely. It's like Kerry's chance that he could have won Ohio. It sucks. Pennsylvania is right next to Ohio. Osama is going to attack Ohio and mess up our potato supply. Wait thats Idaho. F*** ohio. Goodbye Ohio.

     November 2, 2004-This sucks. They still don't know whos president. I hope to god kerry wins. I thank god Kerry won Pennsylvania. We are safe from terrorist attack. That was a large consern for me. I'll probably wake up early to find out who won. This dude on the news looks like a monkey. He has that thing monkeys have below there nose, like a golfers crease. He has big ears too. Wow. I'm getting pretty buff... I'm not saying I am buff... Compared to before I am. I'm 143 and still have some stomach. A lot of people say I'm sexy though. It kind of pisses me off though. I have a little rule. If you didn't like me 2 years ago, and want to go out with me now... go f*** your-self. Lol. I said that to about 10 people lately. Lol. It's great. Those who I say that to think I'm a pompus asshole. Others who know me know it is just fair. I'd say about 3 people have liked me for 2 years strait. 3 I haven't dated I should say. 4 when you count my current girl friend. I finished writing the story about my insane subsitute bus driver. Technically the actual bus driver is a substitute since we haven't had a steady bus driver in a year. Ohio better not be suicidal... I swear. If they go with Bush there are going to get attacked by Osama Bin Laden. I can see Osama doesn't hate America and ideals, just bush. I hate bush, but I love America. I'm going to sleep. Bye.

     November 1, 2004-Hi. The thinner I get the more my skeletal structure is visible. I'm watching this show. Its about a clown who got killed. This hooker might of done it. I think it's sad when I can't imagine someone is more than 100 pounds. Especially when you can tell it's not natural. The saddest thing happened today. The people on my vo-tech bus drove the driver insnae. I'll be putting the story on logic soon. Maybe in a few days. I don't know. I'm about to watch this music video called Notorious MSG. Lol. Sad. I can't wait. Tommarow or the day after I'm getting the new smackdown game. Smackdown! vs Raw brought to you by the wwe. Exclusively on the playstation 2. That Notorious MSG vifeo was funny. It's on a site called muchosucko.com It's a great site. Check it out for a good laugh. Well... Good bye.