Pointless and indescribable sincerity
puts me at a loss for continuity
to consummate the game I so ridiculously started
would be a contradiction to my soul.
What would be so wrong with entering
the house full of mirrors
knowing full well that it had no way out?
What would be so wrong to see every angle of my abstractions
in the hopes of discovering a distant and unforeseen reality?
I always ask myself:
"What If?"
Continuously ask myself this question until my teeth hurt.
The chances I�ve taken down this long and exhausting road
have always been calculated
have always been as predictable as a possum.
�What If? I ask myself.
�What If I break out of my so-called, self-created boundaries?�
I stare at the front door of the house full of mirrors
envious of those who are welcome
and never seen again.
My sincerity is as genuine as a poem
my expectations but allusions
that belong to someone else.