I believe my pain to be unique
than all other pain.
Sometimes I keep myself up all night
trying to figure out the point
of going on anymore.....
And that goddamn cuckoo goes off at five AM again.
Get up, you lousy sonofabitch
and get your ass in that shower
write your days agenda in your brain.....
Wallstreet Journal read by seven
mail opened by eight
five minute shit between meetings
phone calls returned by two
write a memo by eleven
lunch at noon....
And that same goddamn day goes on and on,
just like the movie Groundhog Day.
Keep swearing to myself that one of these days
I'd stop after that second cup of coffee
quit smoking at my next birthday
give up alcohol for lent....
(It was my child's birthday the other day,
so my wife told me.
She turned four, so I was told.)