thoughts and such
I was shocked today when...
...or not
well, when i went in for the ultrasound, the people there told me they made a mistake in timing or something and for me to come back november 11th, so we'll see then. that kinda got on my nerves, that i got off work and was excited for nothing, but at least i'll get to see more when i go.
i quit my bakery job. i am going to apply at other places this week. this weekend, rick and i went to SC to tell his grandparents and to see his mom (she had a big halloween party). that was pretty fun. rick and i rented
Bowling for Columbine and
Fahrenheit 9/11. BfC was pretty good, i didn't really care for Fahrenheit. i didn't feel good anyway, so i slept through it. anyway, i gotta get home. just wanted to update.
i get to see my baby!
i got off work at 12 today so i could get ready for my ultrasound. we couldn't see the bay at the first one (it was too early) so we should be able to today, even if it's only the size of a chickpea. the baby is supposed to be developing limbs now. awesome.
another awesome thing is that tomorrow is my last day working at the bakery. my boss there keeps trying to get me to stay longer, but i wouldn't stay even if they tripled my pay. the job is so aweful. like today, we ran out of quarters, dimes, and pennies. i'm the cashier every day, so brenda (boss) is acting like it's my fault/problem. wtf? but whatever. after i quit, they'll only have 3 other workers (that do the stuff i do). it's a bagel bakery/cafe, btw if you forgot. i make all the coffees, mochas, chais, and i do cashiering and when i get a chance, make bagels if the other girl isn't keeping caught up with the line. there are two bakeries and usually it's just me at one store and the 2 others at the other store, or two at ours and 1 at the other. then a guy comes in for the evening shift at our bakery after our morning shift. anyway
wish me luck with today, and i hope everything is going well for you guys.
good grief, charlie brown
ok. so now i'm hearing from rick that he's hearing from other people that me and tom have been messing around for over 2 months. rick, tom and i know that this isn't true. but rick and i (not
exactly sure about tom) aren't sure where these "rumors" are coming from or why they exist or, most importantly, how to stop them. i've messed up things with our friend kevin (i was mistaken and thought he started it) and i don't want things to get messed up with anyone else. i just want people to know that rick and i are staying together to get married, move in together, and have this baby. nothing happened with tom, at least not sexually. we were (and i hope still are) good friends, but we never did anything. *sigh* i finally get things straightened out to where i'll be able to take care of this (31 day old) baby i'm carrying, and then this happens. when i say straightened out, i mean i'm on medicaid now so rick and i don't have to really worry about doctor bills, we've decided further on plans for getting married and when for me to move in, i've got a new job lined up, and rick has applied for more jobs so he can bring get more hours. anyway, if you're reading this caikums or frances, i miss you both bunches and i love you very much.
update
ok, so something new has come up. i'm 28 days pregnant today. i found out monday. rick and i are back together, getting married in a few weeks, and i'm moving in with him. i would have updated sooner but we have been busy getting ready. i guess i'll get to update more once i move in. well anyway, i gotta leave for work soon so see you later.
happy birthday to me
this
comic pretty much will show you my birthday.
having said that, i'll show you what i pretty much told caiti and frances.
my birthday:
arrived at my bakery job at 5:30am
got off work at 1pm
went to register to vote
ate lunch with rick (a good lunch)
took an hour nap as soon as i got home (4pm)
woke up at 5pm to go to my other job
got home at 8pm
saw some of the presidential debate
went to the grocery store
went to bed
yeah, it was an exciting 18th. btw, i did
not buy cigarettes at the grocery store. i bought breath mints and cookies. both of which have been awesome. the next day was pretty good, i had to work a few hours at mama fu's, but then my mom took me to Ashville, which was pretty cool. i got a neato calendar that is good for 50 years, and a awesome poster done with spray paint that i watched a guy make. i also got a nice necklace. today was alright too; rick and i saw the movie Taxi which was pretty good. not much else happened.
so about my bakery job. i started a new job last sunday working at a bagel bakery, but the job is so awful. i'm quiting at the end of this week. i wanted to wait till i worked at least 2 weeks so i could get a decent pay check. the job is not hard work, and i get to work with my friend ashley, but the place is disgusting. it's really dirty and nasty, and so is my boss. well, she isn't actually dirty, but it's her fault the place is. well, i'm gonna get offa here and hang out with rick some more.
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hello! i know it's been a while, sorry i haven't updated in foreffingever. let's see...i'm gonna try and just tell you key points that happened. rick and i broke up a couple weeks ago. it was pretty bad and i don't care to go into all the bloody details. i'm dating someone else now. you'd never guess who.
also, i started a new job today. am working at a bagel cafe. it's pretty cool. i work there in the mornings, and i'm going to be keeping my job at mama fu's. also, starting next week, i'm going to be a cashier there instead of a waitress. goodstuff! not to mention that my 18th birthday is friday. everything is going pretty good. anywho, i hope things are going good for you guys too. i really do.
