thoughts and such
I was shocked today when...
well i figured out the deal with the hiatus. stupid me: i put it on the home page, not the diary page *smack head*. i haven't been home much but the other night i did stay up working on making poetry pages.
poetry x has (or will have) other people's poetry, and when i am done building it,
poetry y will have some of my poetry on it. *blah*
okidoke. i need to call frances and let her know that i'm not the heartless bitch i've come off as by not letting her know i'm home. *smacks self again* i'm such a screw up.
ps: i'm off to rick's mom's tonight and the beach tomorrow, so i'll post more sunday or monday.xoxo
ok. i am pretty sure that i left a hiatus message last thursday or wednesday telling everyone that i was leaving for the beach, but somehow it didn't get published. but whatever, i'm back now. i went to Surfside beach thursday and got back today. wednesday i'm going to go to Myrtle beach (5 miles north from Surfside) with rick and coming back sunday (we think?). anywho. i'll update again later today or tomorrow before i leave if i get a chance. i dunno, the net's messed up at my house, so who knows? ok, pizza's in the oven, see you guys later. hibye.
here at rick's using his compooter again. listening to Type O Negative's
My Girlfriend's Girlfriend, among other Type O songs. today i woke up at grandma's (i stayed the night there last night), went with my mom to get her hair done, hung out with rick all day, and here i am. his friend joe is with us too. nothing much interesting to say today, sorreh. i hope your day is going well ^_^
i'm here at frances' house hanging out. we had so much fun today! we went to the Y and then to her church to help with the crafts at the Bible School. i love spending time with her. Rick doesn't like it but he's possesive about everyone so what difference does this make? he and i haven't done so good lately. i love him and i love him being my best friend but, agh...*sigh* you understand, don't you? hehe, my "boyfriend," five-year-old martin, is sitting here next to me drawing. he's such a cutie. he drew me the cutest picture. it's a pic of me, and beside it it says "you sol lei o fawre, i love yew." Translation: You smell like a flower, i love you. isn't that sweet? every day he tells me "i haven't cheated on ya!" and that he loves me. if only all boys behaved like 5 year olds! then again, most of them do, don't they? except more like the bratty side, not the sugary side. oki well imma get offa here and find frances. she's around here somewhere! hibye.
i went to the Y again with fraces today!
so much fun. i can't even tell you. but yeah. i updated the "surfing" page..hmmm i don't have much else to say. i'm on the phone with her right now *smile* ah, rick just beeped in, we're about to go to hickory so i gotta get offa here and get ready! lots of love.
just got back from the Y! had so much fun with frances. yeah, it cleared up so we were able to go. now i gotta leave for my grandma's. see ya.
..{4:10pm}..
ok, so it has started storming {thunder, dark clouds, random fat raindrops} so our earlier plans of swimming out probably out. BUT her mom says maybe i can come over shortly! *dance* ok *crosses fingers* i'm gonna chill out now. just thought i'd let ya know.
..{1:47pm}..
i'm going to the Y with frances again today for swimming! *dances* yeah i'm happy. btw, poor rick is sick. i hope he feels better. *pets her baby*
be right back {brb}
*..thirty minutes later..*
ok. so. i had a GREAT time with caiti and frances. frances and i met at the Y for swimming, were checked out by several guys *yuck*
*..5:12p..m*
sorry about that. anywho! there were some guys that checked us out but we let 'em know we weren't interested. so then she came home with me and we hung out and met caiti at the movies at 7-ish. HP and the Prisinor of Azkaban was the best movie yet. absolutely awesome. but i wont talk about it b/c i don't wanna give anything away. so. after that, we went back to my house, ate pizza and other junk food, and hung out in my room and crashed sometime after 1 or 2. next day, we hung out some more, made some suckers that were shaped like Norbert, Fluffy, a frog, and..um..*thinks* oh Hedwig, read to each other from a book, messed around on the net, and eventually caiti's mom picked her up and frances and i were left alone to hang out for a while. funstuff. then her mom came and so i left and met rick at Best Buy (his work) and had to hang out there for about 45 minutes till he got off of work, we went to Golden Corral (is that how it is spelled?), went back to his place and snoozed for a while, then he dropped me off at home b/c he was feeling sick.
so today i went to church but the preacher was sick so we came back home, hung out for a while, went to my grandmothers, and now i've just got back home again. i'm hoping to hang out with rick for a bit this evening but he's still awfully sick so i dunno. hmm... ok well that's enough for now. hibye.
once again, at rick's house on his laptop. he and his brother chaz are playing Medal of Honor, and his brother spencer is on the downstairs computer IMming with me. we went to the Y today, it was ok. frances and i were supposed to go today together but they're doing construction work on this bridge you HAVE to take, and she couldn't get through the traffic so rick came. his brothers came too, and spencer and i are good friends so it was fun. hmm. i am SO hungery. lol. i can't wait till tomorrow. but shit i don't think i can get our tickets ahead of time like i'd planned b/c of that reconstruction work. traffic is SO backed up. it's TERRIBLE. oh well. hopefully they won't be sold out when we get there. rick and i are going to see
The Day After Tomorrow tonight. i'm excited, i've been wanting to see it for a long time. i hope it doesn't suck like
Dawn of the Dead did. i had been looking forward to that movie for a long time and it was a huge letdown. blah. ok i'm done posting for now. see ya.
here at rick's, as usual. i don't have the internet hooked up at my house right now for redecorating reasons, so i have to use his. never actually went jobhunting *frown* but i need to really bad. hmm. frances and i, if i haven't metioned it already, are going swimming together at the Y friday before going to the movie! *dances* i can't wait, i miss her so much. caiti's going to meet us at the movies with her boyfriend. i hope everything goes well. oh, and i bought frances the book
Early Embraces II. It's so good. i can't wait for her to read it. I also bought myself a "women's" magazine, Girlfriends (or something like that). Rick wasn't crazy about me buying two lesbian reads, but whateva. i read whateva i want. hehe. hmm. i painted my room today, finally. it's sort of a peachy color. i like it. now i just have to get the floor done (acid stain) and ceiling put in (some kind of cheap stuff). whatever. ok then, i'm going back upstairs to kick rick and his brother's bums at
Medal of Honor or whatever. some XBox game. see ya. hibye ^_^
back at rick's again. *blah* just got finished eating hamburger. umm...i don't have much to say but i wanted to post. i am so tired! you know what's weird? i've been dreading graduation so bad, but i am so glad i didn't have school today. i guess it'll take a week or so for it to sink in. i dunno. hey, going job hunting tomorrow, wish me luck!
today, i accidentally found out how much rick doesn't like me. w00t.
i got a cute new pair of painties though, so it's ok. oh! and i bought the
The Rasmus cd. i love it.
yay, i feel better now. rick fed me tacos. and we went to the grocery store and talked to mot. i'm happy. i've spent the day with rick. and i don't have to go to school tomorrow. and only like, 5 more days till HP comes back to the movies! *dances*
well today is my first entry. i don't have much to say. i graduated yesterday. church was really good today. it was on Titus 3, verses 1-7 (or eight?). i am so bored right now. hope you like this new page.
