Well, I think i'm Neo'ed out for the time being, Last night was great and I got to see even more people and felt really good. I wanted to go to "Back in the Day" @ Bottom Lounge tonight, but I don't have the $$ to get in, and going to Holiday Club is just way too far for me to walk to. So, I think i'll take the night off and just relax. 4 nights @ Neo till 3 AM + takes a lot out of you.
I wish the stupid fucking people @ ARCCA would pay my stupid ass so I could get some stuff done. It's not much, but every little bit helps.
I have a few other things I need to get off my chest, but I want to think about it first before I post them here. Last night I made the unfortunate mistake of sticking my foot so far in my mouth that there was shit on my shoes. I like the girls I see @ Neo, but most of them are so far out of my league... To take a quote from the TNT movie "The Librarian: Quest for the Spear" "You are so out of my league that if your league were to explode the sound wouldn't reach me for another 3 days", that's how far out of my league. I have tons more to rant about, but like I said, I want to think before I type

Tell the universe what you want.

I went out to Neo again with no expectations, no money, and no cigarettes. I ran into Madelin and he told me one simple thing, "Trust the power inside you" I had no idea what he meant at first. All I wanted was a cigarette. And then, the Camel guy came in. Bang! Two FREE packs of smokes. So, I thought to myself, "I only wish I could get money that easily" The Camel guy left and then a few minutes later, a guy came up to me and gave me a buck for a couple of my smokes. Normally I don't charge for cigarettes, but he insisted. So I made a buck for just having cigarettes that were just given to me. I think the Universe is trying to tell me something. Then at the end of the night, DJ dave Roberts was asking me why I wasn't drinking, I told him I didn't have any cash. He promptly bought me a drink for last call and told me I should have let him know earlier because he would have bought me drinks all night. One was all I needed and it was all I wanted anyway, So, I guess the moral of this story is that if you put your mind to it, anything is REALLY possible.

[Listening to: Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park - Meteora (3:16)]

I had a great weekend...

I had fun seeing some friends at Neo. And of course I got some great advice from all my friends about what I'm going through right now. I've had a LOT of time to think about things. Too much time if you ask me. I have a lot more to say. I just don't know how to right now.

[Listening to: Fade To Black - Metallica - Ride the Lightning (6:52)]