Lost my best friends
to this disease
wish i could start over

I alienate myself
through my malady
How many have gone?
Entirely too many

I must control myself
as I am left with no one
If not cured
Retaliation is assured

Must I be full of myself
It is my downfall
Cant take a joke
without being offended

I cant change myself
for fear of compromizing my identity
Ive painted myself in the wall
I need someone to help me out

These are my darkest days
Help me before i give up
and retreat
to the dark corners of my mind.

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