if you have been wondering about my 'absence', it's because i have PLAYSTATION 2!

ohmigodd... i have been watching my brother play final fantasy X!!!!!!!

also, bambi says that i need to get a new eraser. prosperous thumper gave bambi her b'day present today, although bambi's b'day was 6 months back.

also, JT has been giving me this reaLLY weird looks, and is avoiding me. i think he knows about that it was me that gave him the love letter.

-sparky flower- loves the graphics in FFX

JT is so cute! that has become my daily mantra.

if you are wondering, yes, i skipped school today. i am in my house, hitting frantically at the keys of my computer keyboard.

anyway, would you believe this?

I'm Smithers, who are you? by Lexi

Damn, i was hoping i get Moe.

-sparky flower- 'loves her work and is dedicated to her boss'. errrr.....

at today'd biology's class, we were learning about human bones and stuff like. there were a few skeletons in the lab, so we were 'fondling' them. anyway, skeletons are so creepy! they look like those from the horror movie, where they would come alive..

i am alternating between deliriously happy and extremely disappointed. I think of JT then i am all sparkly happy. then i think of how he knows it was me who wrote him the love letter, and how he's avoiding me.... then i am all down.

-sparky flower- got to shake hands with a creepy skeleton

hell. i found out that some 'friends' were bitching about me. those bitches.

they seem so nice to me, and smiles at me, god, what double-faced creatures. today, they were complaining to my other friends about me, things that they can't say to my face.

i hate this people.

-sparky flower- thinks several girls in her school suck

i am surfing the Net for a topic, cos i foolishly joined a public speaking competition in school.

WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING??

anyway, the topics I shortlisted are:
1. Effects of Globalisation
2. Office Politics
3.Anything that I can find on Net.

damn, i stammer like hell.

-sparky flower-

gosh, my biology marks really sucked.

anyway, i saw JT in the mall today. he looks so cute. he was like, looking at me real funny and weird, like "are you stalking me?"

i swear i am not stalking him. really. it just so happens i knew he was going to the mall that day. JT was wearing this light blue collared shirt; he looked so mature and cute. we watched the same movie; but he was sitting far away, somewhere to the front of the cinema. i don't care if he knows that i like him. it's his problem.

ohdamit, i am obssessed with him.

Resident Evil sucks. take my advice, don't watch it. it was pretty scary in the first half, then it got boring. the zombies didn't even look scary enough. it was like a B-grade flick. the game was SO much better.

-sparky flower- needs to study more of blood cells and how the plant transports food yeast breathes

i am so stressed. first, my marks 4 my exams are SO low, then i didn't get to make the district basketball team, then now, i know that JT doesn't like meeeee..

i know that he knows that the letter came from me. i know that cos he told his friends it was me who passed it to him. and he obviously doesn't feel the same way about me , 'cos if he did, he would have said something or did something.. all he does is looks at me funny.

bluddy hell. i hate the world.

-sparky flower- wails her problems to the world

today is the day that i passed the love letter over. i handed it to a friend of mine, who passed it on to some friends of his, and they passed the letter to JT. erm.

-sparky flower- feels nervous

JT called me out from my class. he was leaning against the doorframe. he'll never know this but, he looked so cute.. and dreamy. and perfect.

i guess i sound a little un-modest but, err.. i think his friend likes me. err.. weeeell, his friend is kinda cute too.

-sparky flower- dreaming of JT

bambi and prosperous thumper were arguing over the nicknames i gave them.

"prosperous thumper sounds like this overgrown fat rabbit. and bambi *snickers* sounds like this beautifuollll doe with big eyes and a *snickers again* innocent look *laughs*," prosperous thumper said in class today.

bambi, is far from innocent.

"well, at least i am not called 'prosperous thumper'. you know what rabbits do," bambi retorts.

anyway,it was picture day, today. JT looks so perfectly cute!!

-sparky flower-