| Dairy Entry No 42 | ||||||||||||||
| Nov 2000 | Next | |||||||||||||
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How can I do this when so much I am, so much I need IS you? Tell me how to do this?? Why can't you keep seeing me?? Either you love me too and it would shake your resolve, or you really don't know what you want, or I don't know. I want to be happy , and that lies with you. But in this it must be you that does this and you lack the courage. You are a coward. You are loved. I travelled half the world for you and would continue to do so. But I would love to rest in you. I want desperately to be the one you reach for in the small hours...the depths of the early morning when there is no light. I want played out in our bodies what lovers seek in the comfort of their flesh... When life closes in I want your arms to be the ones I burrow safely within I wills ee you again; soemwhere, somehow. because we must. because you have long been my hope. ...because you areall the love there is in my life. ...because without you I am so much less. Need. Want. You are my life - everything else is merely duty. Did you seek out sarah to make sure I was okay?/ I wonder?? and if you did what does that say of what you feel?? haveyou checked on me?? Too many want a piece of me, seek to take..yetfor a time you gave. The only one who ever has. Howdo I survive this?? |
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