Physical Abuse:

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Project Blue Sky: Canadian Domestic Violence Website

**The Following may be triggering

Personal Poetry/Journaling: The Following are pieces written about violence.

Physical Abuse
Sexual Abuse
Psychological Abuse
Spiritual Abuse
Self-Abuse
Eating Disorders
Substance Abuse

Eating my words

How can you know the truth of my senses?
How can the words of my existence
Move me when I am locked in bad air?
No oxygen.
Hands lose feeling.
Eyes strain to see beyond the dots.
Brain shimmers in the heat.
I can only exist instead of being.
Spots dance,
As thoughts close around my neck

.anime.

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Curled in a corner I shake unable to stand

Demons claw at my chest and I feel their nails
Piercing my chest

Scraping

Searing pain.

Blood boils Blistering my skin
and I

Am
Choking.

I cannot breathe.

All of my Energy Bursts Forth Rushing up To fill my Throat In a .soundless. Scream.

.ajd.

Unholy.

.anime.

Refusing to accept help.

I would like to tell of falling down stairs
Stitches, Scars and demons in the night
Until I can exorcise the restless spirit within.
But my scars remain-
Small facet of ME screaming for attention.
While my soul remains silent.

Fixated you watch the lines
stumble drunkenly up my arms.
A symptom of the struggle
Only the last sign of danger
Like seeing the stop sign
After you've hit
A bus.

Unable to absorb my pain
Nor accept its conclusion
You Leave me alone with my thoughts.
Ignoring the questions of a heart
Scarred crimson with rage.

Covering the pain
With the white gauze of sanity.

.amanda.