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...when one is lost to us, a piece of our very soul shatters...
                                                           
we are a community in shock, and extreme mourning

The last week has been pretty extreme in the way of emotions and experiences.  This weekend was amazing because of Meghan; Meghan the beautiful soul that lives way too far away and that everytime I see her and I reminded as to why we are soulmates as only best friends can be.
We went out to the Ceeps Friday night, for some dancing, and miraculously ran into so many people there.  It was an incredible night.  Saturday, we hit up Poachers (merely because it was pouring rain and the only bar that was not lined up for an hour) and encountered some Rick McGhie (oh how I love thee!).  We got to see Holly on Saturday morning as well, which was beautiful.   
Unfortunately, no amount of debauchery with Laila, Amanda and Meghan can counter the extreme loss that our tiny community has encountered.  My prayers are with the Brisbins and the MacDonalds as this is indeed the most difficult time in both of their families.  The loss of Katelyn and Tara has made me so incredibly aware of my own family, and my relations with my family members.  I simply do not think I could bear what these families are forced to go through right now...
I remember how scared I was last summer when
my Katelyn was dating Matt -- how he'd drive like a maniac and I would stay up at night until I heard her come home.  Many of those nights I thought of how I couldn't bear to lose her to some immature boy with a driver's licence.  I was prepared with every ring of the phone to hear that something terrible had happened. 
Of course this accident that happened on the weekend was not the fault of Elysha, and I wish I was there to give her a big hug and tell her that.  The poor soul is convinced that everyone hates her; she has the worst burden to bear for the rest of her life.. .two of her closest friends are gone. 

I just want to take this moment to say how much I love and appreciate all of my friends and family, and say that although Jordy tends to make fun of me for being a girl and expressing my love for everyone around me; I'm glad I do.  Although it may seem a bit morbid, I'm satisfied by knowing that if anything were to ever happen to me, or someone that I love, they would know exactly how I feel.

...our community has indeed suffered a great loss with that of these two beautiful young individuals... my thoughts are with you Alyssa.
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