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Although Deftones are the meaning of my sole existence, before there was a band called Nirvana that helped me through a lot of shit when I was lil...
Well back when I was like 11 or so and was going through a lot of shit due to a sucky relocation (aka me moving to Mexico). I was getting a lot of shit by a lot of ppl, especially the girls in my school. So i relied on music. I really can't remember how I got into it or how I learned about them because I try to forget everything that happened during that time.
Of course the first song I heard of them was "Smells like Teen Spirit". Afterwards I heard all the other fun shit that they made, I really fell in love with the band.
Just like Deftones, thier music means a whole fucking lot to me. All the rage and anger that came out of Kurt's voice was simply amazing. Even now I have the biggest soft spot for them, if Nirvana was still around, and I was offered the choice to see Nirvana live or Deftones live (on the same day, of course) in a heartbeat I'd go see Nirvana.
When Kurt died i was truely devestated (sp?) I felt like crap because I felt like I lost the only thing that gave me hope, energy and the strength to carry on...
I believe that Kurt was murdered. The media killed him. All the pressure for him to be something he wasn't, they took away his privacy, insulted his family, exploited him and turned him into a STAR, he was already dead before he shot the bullet through his head. I also take the chance to defend Courtney Love, I know not a lot of ppl like her but she is an amazing woman who sincerely loved him and I know that she still loves him. She hides it and tries to be tough, because deep inside it still hurts. She IS NOT responisble for anything related to his death.
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