Hey!! Wassup?? Been procrastinating to make/update my web site for ages. Almost 1 year, man!! Sheesh, i feel so farked-up to update it. But anyway, i've finally 'redo' it and the look's bland but what the hell? I've no time to make 'special effects' Sorry for the language... q:)

Updates

Tuesday, July 8, 2003
2.19 AM

IT'S OVER q:(

I do not know why i bother living on with life. Life has only been going downhill this past few days and weeks. Feel really depressed, like i've lost something precious to me. What was once mine is now lost. No $$$ can ever replace that love you have given me. My heart hurts very much everytime i think bout the good and wonderful time we shared together. I wish I can turn back time and put everything back in place. Did God do this to me to make me face the real world? The feeling of loving someone and receiving a one-sided love is just too unbearable and unthinkable for me. Never have I ever felt so much hatred, pain, sufferings, insanity....at once. I try telling myself to be strong and tough but all seem to be breaking down, crumbling in front of me. I feel so useless. Money can't buy the happiness I am willing to pay and spend. If only I could have 1 wish, I would wish to be as happy as I was before all this happened. Is suicide an option for me? Or is there still hope left? To think that I've sacrificed everything. Is this the passage of life? Sure, people may tell me that someone new will come later in my life, but I honestly don't want any replacement or changes. All I want is YOU. Is this how it ends? I wish I had you back but I can't be selfish and greedy. May God cherish you in all your future dreams and wishes. Thanks 4 being such a wonderful soul mate to me. Really appreciated it. I never felt so much excitement and you really showed me what life really is. You showed me so much that....I will never look at something the same way as it is again. I pray that we'll get back together in the future once again and resolve all our conflicts and problems together. This relationship really taught me how not to take people, especially the person who really loved you.......for granted. Sorry 4 everything that I've caused that made you feel hurt or anything that you weren't happy bout. People, like me will get what they deserve from the one and only God. I hope someone will release from all this torment fast. You will always hold a special place in my heart 4eva and always.......

DEDICATED TO : ---JESSICA--- a.k.a "   + i |< !   "

Monday, June 23, 2003
5.02 PM

No new updates. Not lazy but don't have the desire to do it. Fark the updates. Feeling sad and like shit......

Wednesday, June 11, 2003
1.35 AM

Updates, updates, READ all about it!!!!

1437 Jessica!!!!!

Vive Le TiKi!! q:)

Tuesday, June 10, 2003
1.04 AM

Get your updates HERE

Errrrrrrr......what are you waiting for? Happy holidays!!! For me, that is!! Soon....... q:)

Luv you JeSSiCa  / TiKi dear....

Sunday, June 01, 2003
2.06 AM

Jess + Jason, -JaSoN^LuVs^JeSSiCa-, MuaX MuaX!!!! HERE

Wednesday, May 21, 2003
1.20 AM

Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....happy! Hehe......updates HERE and HERE

Wednesday, March 26, 2003
6.45 PM

Fark you and everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fark HERE

Thursday, March 13, 2003
8.26 PM

Feeling neutral. Click HERE

--huGZ--

Tuesday, March 11, 2003
9.28 PM

Feeling better. Click HERE

-MuAcKz-

Monday, March 10, 2003
4.24 PM

Very sad. Click HERE

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Wednesday, January 8, 2003
9.07 PM

Happy new year. Going to put up a Clock Tower 3 FAQ/Walkthrough here soon. It's done by me and Jess. Love ya!! q:)

Updated ME page. For Christina Aguilera photos and my updated diary, click HERE

Oh yeah, enjoy the Christina Aguilera / XTina photos q:P

Lastly, screw New Year resolutions!! Hehe........

Thursday, October 3, 2002
10.02 PM

Finally!! I've come back to update my homepage once again after years of hibernation....hehe...

So-called "major" update has been put on hold until my final exams are over....sorry!! Happy now, Bernard?? q:P

I've uploaded pictures of my gurl-friend (Jessica), my best buddy (Bernard) and myself taken at Bintang Walk outside Lot 10 a couple of weeks ago. Or was that months??

You can either click  here  or click at the table of links below to view the pictures. I've added some "funny" captions for every picture......

Until then, see you again after 2 November 2002.....promise!! Take care....and good luck for anyone who's sitting for their exams....

Love u forever and for life, Jessica darling......!! q:) *MuAcKz*

Wednesday, July 31, 2002
9.28 PM

Updated the diary.....very LONG diary lah.......tired....hehe.....

Updated info about "Me" and ICQ information...minor update only lah!!

Love love love love my darling Jessica 4eva and 4 Life!!!!!!! Very happy!!!! Extremely HAPPY!!!!!! q:)

Reshuffling web site tomorrow or soon........be patient OK? q:P

Sunday, July 28, 2002
5.32 PM

Included a pic of Jamie and I a few years back...friends wanna see how i look like..don't ask....hehe......next up, a BIG update coming soon and pics with Jessica....... q:)

Link is here...http://www.geocities.com/jellyfacepupu/me2.htm

Wednesday, July 24, 2002
11.38 AM

Major biggest update coming soon.....hold on!! Until then, be patient!! Hehe......love love sayang sayang manja manja and miss miss my one and only darling Jessica very much!!!!!!!!!!!!! *MuAcKz* + *mua* Getting ready for college........!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Briana Banks (fav porn star with pierced tongue)

BioHazard / Resident Evil Remake secret costumes (3rd pic from left- Jill's hot!!)

Rikku from Final Fantasy X

(l - r) Christina Aguilera, Britney Spears, UUUUtada Hikaru

Pamela Anderson