Feeling not well this few days. Damn sick. Feel like wan to vormate. No appetite to eat. Freaking tired. Had class from 8 till 6. Pre-ordered Linkin Park's new album, Meteora with free giant poster. Can't wait for it to come out on the 25th this month. Err, have to finish up on my assignments ASAP. So can relax later. Hehe.

Feeling a bit better today after few days of crying, screaming, bad mood, going crazy and kicking every furniture. Don't ask why because I'm not telling. Jess just cut her short and coloured her hair light brown today. Probably going to see tomorrow. Can't wait... :)

Went to Sunway Pyramid today to check up on Final Fantasy X-2 pirated version. It's out already in Hong Kong but not in Malaysia yet. DAMN!! Heard that the introduction is damn bloody good and you will DEFINATELY be shocked. Going to try and get it tomorrow. Wish me luck!!

Tomorrow Emporium has something going on. Local celebrities like Too Phat, the "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire Guy" host and finally!! Miss Malaysia, Mabel Ng will be there too. Really want to see her. Met Paula Malai Ali a few years back quite up close. Paula = My Fav Local Celebrity. She's the VJ girl on Channel V Billboard Countdown.

Really tired. Got stuck in a jam for 1 hour +. Going to sleep after i bathe. Not going to study today. Happy I didn't touch cigarettes for 2 days already. It's still left in the car. Got the urge to smoke but trying not to.

No pictures today. Didn't surf the net much because Streamy X is really SLOW.

Met a lot of people today at college. Hmph!! Today a few people said my hair looked nice while some others said the previous one was better. DAMN!!

I think that's all. Going to bathe...

Candy Lo - Hao Xin Fen Shou English Translation

Were you really surprised?
Were you speechless?
No, you heard right…I said I wanted to break up
Used to be under your spell…like an innocent sheep
Why am I able to get back at you all of a sudden?
You know…?

#Looking back, being with you has never brought me any happiness
We’ve gone through so much together…but why haven’t we had love
I suspect that there will not be any happiness if I continue to be with you
I don’t have the strength, let’s not linger any longer, just set me free

All my work has been for nothing
The past years and months have not been spent joyfully
To continue out of habit does us both no good
If we must suffer, why don’t I just break it off now?

Are you unwilling to be the first one to be dumped?
If you were in my place, would you be able to take it?
I’ve endured the loneliness many times
My heart has had enough and is afraid…

Repeat #

All my work has been for nothing
The past years and months have not been spent joyfully
I don’t apologize for my frank behavior
Forcing this relationship won’t bring us anything
Why don’t we just break off everything?

If the suffering is so great, let’s not tarry any longer, please just let me go

All my work has been for nothing
The past years and months have not been spent joyfully
To continue out of habit does us both no good
If we must suffer, why don’t I just break it off now?