Over & over i wish for his name Over and over i wish for the same Jesus my love come into my heart And wash eery part and never depart Over and overi wish for your name Over and overi wish for the same Jesus my love come into my heart And wash eery part and never departBlessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of ungodly
Nor standeth In the way of sinners , nor sitteth in the seat of scornful
But his delight is in the law of the lord
And in his law doth he meditate day and night.
And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water that bring forth his fruits inhis season;
his leaf also shall not wither and whatsoever he doeth shall prosper.
Holy ,holy ,holy, Lord god almighty Holy ,holy ,holy, Lord god almighty God in three persons Bless us till. Oman."As he said these words , he would let a ripple come in his dreams vision , and feel solace.
'God ,you take all the evil feelings from us, take all the war fears from us and give peace , brother hood & internatioonalismto all of us. Without you we are nothing . In every step of our life , in every walk of our life,in every way of our life, we want you , we need you ,O God help us god ,help us ,guide us, god guide us, without you we are nothing but nothing. You are the most greatest & no body is as great as you. I bend my head just before you, the truth & no body else.
Help me ,help us lead a pure life...... Iam a true christaian(a christaian ,who can help others who givess himself for the sake of others),i shall walk in the council of god & help all those who on need of help. Omen.
He dreamt of his childhood , a parrot named 'gangaram.'.He did not like his parents cut its feathers.But if they are not cut , it will fly away. One day his father shed some water on it. It flew away & he feared it would never come back. On some other good day he found 'gangaram' on the street , a little away from the house. He found a cat facing the parrot right ahed. At once he 'chayed' the cat & made his parrot rest over his arm. On an another day, his father shed some water & it flew away never to be found again.
One day he thoiught he heared some one reading a news paper .In the U.N.O meeting of all the nations ,it was decided to perform all the experiments in the outer space. Another day he thought he heared another boy saying:the experiment was sucessful.the Yamuna,Ganga,are clear & Taj mahal is glistening......Dreams of frustration He thought he heard the cries of the girl when her brother died..........Dreams of frustration.
He could not voice his tounge & and ask any thing - he had no strength . He did not open his eyes for fear of finding all things reversed; the real thing laid that he was dead ill. He did not cry for having AIDS but for the 'AIDS'itself. The girl too was ill. He could know it one day when he was really up.,looking better & doing better. days passed .....thus weeks & hence the months passed . One day the girl was really up . He too was really up.and the season , the climate & every thing changed just in that day, he felt xxxxp
They went far off into a rocky valley where a stream flowed along the rocks .they sat on a rock & told each other their burdens overcoming the piqued feelings.
It seems to me as if we are too far away , far away from our past life , our lives have changed a lot......remember those days .....enjoying at the Tajmahal ......at the market place at the stadium.I think iam long in the teeth ,some sixty years old & you some forty."
They confessed the cause of their of their illness to the other.
Now he recognised illicit sex as polluter of human race , humanity & human identity itself. She got cancer because of the pollution at yamuna ."iam a sinner .forgive me. can god forgive me.
"we will live , not die , even if we die , will do it together ,i mean it "she cried."but we shall live."she affirmed.He hugged her and poured the sand from the bag, she had given him as her memory into the stream before he left for pokran. She tried to get closer to him and he tried to avoid her but could not give up love.
They felt each other for the first time that day, i fear.
A thick smog drew over the valley ,over the rocks, over them. And when it cleared away, they were not there over the rocks nor at the camp, they were not there. The sand of the amulet was still running in the stream. Some of it setteled in the water under the rocks the amulet too was not found there, the amulet which protected their love was not found there but they found the love . And suddenly a bomb exploded at a distance in woods like a temptest with red rage fire touching the skies and ........there are just dreams of frustration......compare their life with their sucess & death with failure He may well be called a sort of columbus, an cract-pot spoken with extempore , with little frailities in both cases ,trusted with a job & a flop in the endeaver.
He was just flop like Columbus who found one for another . But the other too was not a no land. It was a new land . It was not antimatter. There , fate destigned him ;similarly he could not win his life , but his life could be a success to others,living . He may well not have won over ganga water pollution crisis but one must remember he worked not for his ends ,that his work thwarted , his flop is the flop for others living ,.. if truth is denied the right to live then what is his wrong.
If any one of you find them dead, please call me , i would go & place a bunch of flowers over their graves, for the efforts of the great sceintist ,patriot - which though were unsuccesful efforts are now a stepping stone for the others to make it happen . But its not the change they wish , they wish us to lead a pure life away from pollution form an anti-pollution circle and protect the world.
THUS WE COME TO THE END OF OUR STORY BUT THIS IS NOT THE END OF DREAMS OF FRUSTRATION.
sanjeev kanth k.r
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