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Myung Theme [Cello Version]

Blood is rushing to my brain in response to the auditory beauty of this classical yet modern song. I am being bathed in the sweet vibration of the cello strings, though I am saddened. I will not receive the cello this year. Will I ever?

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*repeats song* . . .

Since the time I got a preview of this song, I loved it and still do. *tone of strings gets higher on scale* Aye...the blood rushes quickly now.

Everything is falling apart. I am thinking about skipping surgery in order to punish family. The more sickly I get, the more attention I will receive, and the easier it will be for me to get my messages through. And myself?... I don’t know. My life is losing its purpose and I have nearly lost my motives. Is it over?... I should start clearing and organizing items I want to be discovered if I should ‘unexpectedly’ decease.


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