Cure-All,
Why So The Preference?
Jesus tap dancing
christ. . .
I need not
a cure nor a simple discussion. I do not want to completely rid
of my depression. Without it, I wouldn’t be as contemplative.
So is it fear that prevents me from seeking help? NO. Fuck you.
Listen to me when I say ‘intellectual stimulation,’
‘nurture,’ and ‘passion.’
Like Will Hunting
as the climatic character in Good Will Hunting, I am complex. Unraveling
to the contrast, I am more complex. I’m a tough, divine case.
I would never in my honesty say that I am simple to deal with. In
order to help me you must love me and with an undying force. If
you cannot feel the crevices of a fine oil painting as I have, we
may not make progress. If you cannot playfully lap at the vibration
of a fine string instrument, and widen your perceptual consciousness
by way of a Sextet, times may be increasingly difficult. However,
how can it be expected of you to actually reach the depths of me,
regardless of understanding?
Modesty has
been shunned for this time. I will not await the time for an intellectual
passerby to analyze me on my actual thoughts and award applause
on linguistic supremacy. I can do that for myself, but your altruism
is much appreciated.
I need to liberate.
It will either be the unwished by...or a hostage situation.
My success is not guaranteed. Is it ever? Aye..I say. Good show.
And my words
shall outlast thee...till that day of unwealthy thoughts.
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