Complexity
Why must humans
be so complex? Blast...why must I be so complex? I always remember
the day some of my desires were titled ‘petty’ by more
than one of my comrades. How crude... Amy commented, “there
are more things to worry about than that.” I lack such a care
for that comment now. I should remain undisclosed about the things
that most encompass me. Silent of my struggle to cope with my mental
misfortune. And silent of my inability to see the point of human
existence.
This is why
I do not want to induce in human experience and the everlasting
depth thereof? I do not even want to utter this to my comrades.
I do not fear losing them. I see a pointlessness of saying my words.
Am I having
another intriguing moment?
What do my words
mean to the victim who has read them? I wonder... We need to draw
attention to our most complex human beings. Survey, survey!
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