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Abject, Resigned

Numerous passings, in and out of hospitals - I’ve recently been released. Why now? This ‘home’ environment has only worsened. After nearly dying, I’m still receiving bane. Entry into the rehabilitative hospital was forced and welcome laid awkward. From there forth I lost all conception of ‘home’ and own dwelling.

Still I've regained no pattern or pace. I recall not the consciouness that allowed living in this such environment. How could that be lost? I must retrace...RETRACE back to theory!

Alas. . .

I know not of what to do here. Formal education deemed pointless years ago when illness flailed; now disposition supports it. Consider it not a phase for too much depth persists to make such judgement.

What should I do? Rather...what could I do?

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