July 2003 - I am really sad these days with the current situation of what's happening in the US and in our world today. I can't help but feel sadness for all the deaths and tragedies around the world. It makes my heart go out to those people in nations that suffer on a daily basis. I feel guilty for what I have and for the first time, my heart hurts not for one person but for society as a whole and for those I've never even met. With all of this burden, I feel a need to find God once again in my life because I don't know how else to live anymore. Maybe I need to get out and travel again because those are the only times where I feel very in tune with who I am and when I feel truly free.